The Lives of Five Hundred Thousand
Raihan jealous

I chased Raihan's broad steps and left me. I know he's upset and maybe angry with me and I believe the main cause of his frustration is because I've acknowledged him as a friend in front of doctor Bayu. Because Raihan himself does not want to be called a friend but wants to be called a lover by me.

After I saw his back among the people going back and forth in the hospital corridor, I immediately ran to get to him to hit a man who was walking.

"Sorry.sorry, I did not intentionally, I hunted," I said to a man I hit. Luckily the man was not angry but just watched me and at that moment I ran after Raihan again.

It turns out that my efforts were not in vain even though I had to breathe hard. After seeing Raihan's body that was walking in front of me and five meters away I paused for a moment my steps to regulate my breathing that had been severed.

"Rai, stop Rai.."Call me, I'm trying to stop him with the rest of his breath. Raihan glanced at me for a moment but he did not heed my call but rather accelerated his steps avoiding me. I didn't want Raihan to stay away any longer so I forced my legs and accelerated my pace even more and when my distance with him left only one meter I immediately grabbed his hand and simultaneously with that too Raihan brushed off my arm without stopping his steps.

I gave up, I could no longer run after him. I stood and stared at his back with a pushy look. I did not expect Raihan to be able to do a little rough, even though he had always been gentle. Is she so angry with me? Zain who was in Raihan's arms cried to see me but he let it go until the body was no longer visible from my sight.

After my breathing returned to normal, I thought I should not be selfish and should be able to balance my attitude. If Raihan is angry I should be able to relieve his anger instead of even follow angry with him, even though I'm not wrong and I don't know who is wrong.

I continued my steps with a slightly limp stride after running away. After arriving at the lobby that looked a little quiet I heard the sound of toddlers crying. When he turned to the source of the voice, it turned out that Raihan was calming Zain in the corner. Smile on my lips for finding it. After that, I immediately walked over to him.

"Rai.please come here, Zain, let me be the one who is carrying," I said, I raised my hands ready to take over Zain from the sling of the angry man.

Raihan looked up and looked at me. At first he was silent but when Zain's hand outstretched wanted to be carried by me, and like forced to give Zain to me.

"I'm sorry for scaring Zain" said Raihan, but I ignored him but slightly stayed away from him because I would calm Zain down first.

After Zain fell silent I glanced at Raihan, he leaned his body against the wall and stared blankly at the empty wall like he was daydreaming about what he was thinking. When Raihan was like that I ventured to approach him and stood at the side.

"I'm sorry Rai" I said, opening the conversation.

Raihan remained silent and did not look at me.

"I'm confused to have to admit what the same doctor Bayu. He knows you and your lover Nura. Then do I have to admit that I'm your lover too Rai?"keep me in mind, I'm talking straight to the point because I'm sure that's the cause of the problem that's making him mad at me right now.

Raihan averted his eyes then stared fixedly at my face."Yes mba, I want to admit who I am to mba in front of people. Why is it so hard to admit that I'm a lover mba's not a friend mba."

"Ray..."

"Mba must acknowledge me as a lover mba to any man including confessing to Nura's brother."

I scrunched my forehead." Brother Nura, you mean?"

"The doctor was Nura's sister and should have told her I was her lover."

Quite surprised to hear that the man who not too long ago made me feel comfortable chatting was the older brother of Raihan's own lover. I didn't know if he knew that I was close to his sister's lover what would happen. But suddenly I remembered the story of doctor Bayu this morning that he said his sister had died after a day at birth right and after his mother died, then Nura who was the baby doctor?

"I. I don't understand what you mean Rai, you told me to admit that you are my lover in front of your own beloved brother, have you gone crazy Rai? how about doctor Bayu tell Nura that you cheated?"

Raihan ruffled his hair like he was feeling frustrated.

"I'm not cheating, I never asked her to be with me. She offered to be my girlfriend and considered me her boyfriend when I never responded to her offer. He said he wanted to help me forget about the woman I love and I couldn't. At the Thanksgiving event, I deliberately let her confess that she was my boyfriend just because I wanted to know how to respond to me, whether I was jealous or not. I just want to know how I feel about you."

I was astonished to hear his confession. Now I know the new fact that Raihan never invited to establish a relationship with Nura but Nura herself who offered to take over wanted to help Raihan to forget me. I don't know if it's good news or otherwise.

I laughed when I heard it.

"Rai..kamu.jealous with doctor Bayu? so you're angry because you're jealous?

Raihan did not answer but shifted his eyes.

"It's funny you Rai, why be jealous? I don't have any relationship with him."

Raihan glanced at."But I'm sure he likes you mba."

"Why can you conclude that?"

"From the way he looked at the mba, from the gesture of his body and his attitude to the mba."

"Ray..."

"Mr..."

"Cup"a kiss came to her cheek. I shamelessly kissed him on the cheek so that he wouldn't get angry and stop talking about his jealousy again, because I was upset and I felt like I was wasting my time.

Raihan's face looks dumb, maybe he did not think I had the courage to kiss him even though only on his cheeks because all this time he himself who first kissed me without permission.

"Haven't been angry anymore huh, let's go to the mall now, pity my son in the car has been waiting for us too long." Raihan had not had time to talk I first pulled his hand to get out of the building.

Just landed my hip on the seat, bang Supri protest."What did you guys do first in so long? where's our nanem here without any more food."

"Moracious food in mind" I said.

"I'm in the process of recovering Nur so have to eat a lot ."

I moved my lower lip, the reason for the recovery period when he himself liked to eat.

"Let's eat as much as we're satisfied when it reaches the bang," said Raihan.

"But it's still a long time no Rai? am I hungry for this?"

"No, about five hours to go."

"Buset bye, is that right Rai? you want to let me starve to death Rai."

Raihan did not respond but just smiled thinly, while I shook my head. Though bang Supri had eaten about three hours ago now he said hungry again like a rubber stomach only.

After that, Raihan drove his car away from the hospital area and then surrounded the district city and ended up in a mall that was the largest among the four malls in the district city.

Children cheered happily because this was the first time they entered the mall including Zain. Similarly to the Supri bang, he admitted that this time he entered the mall even though his wife had often been shopping for clothes and even eating food in the mall. But not with me because before marriage and I have a salary often play to the mall just hanging out or eating with a coworker after the payday.

"Rai, after entering we eat first huh Rai?" take a Supri bang when you just got out of the car. Raihan nodded and I just shook my head.