The Lives of Five Hundred Thousand
Open heart learning to love

Raihan and I were sitting on the beach in a gazebo. With the help of the five-watt light above us, I could still see Raihan's small injured lips and blood spilling despite the dim appearance.

In front of us the waves rumbled like the sea was on high tonight.

"I wipe the blood first" I said, without waiting for a nod from him I wiped his lips slowly until clean and left only his wounds.

"Sorry Rai, I hurt you."

"Gigi mba sharp as well yes like dracula teeth," his tinge with a joke.

"If I'm dracula it's not your lips that I bite but your neck."

"If the dracula is this pretty I don't bite it, he he."

I pinched her sixpack belly. A habit when I feel embarrassed or misbehaved.

"Don't pinch dong mba, it doesn't taste good, just smell it."Raihan started flirting but I just moved my lower lip.

It didn't feel like we were on the beach for an hour until I asked to go home because I couldn't stand the cold of the sea breeze tonight. Raihan also agreed to my request to go home.

Twelve o'clock in the evening we just got home. I took off the seat belt that ran through my stomach. I lyrics Raihan, he did not open his seatbelt but only pay attention to me.

"You didn't come down Rai?"ask me.

"What if I come down that means I'm allowed to stay at home mba?"Raihan asked back.

"Indeed it should be allowed to stay first you want to go down?"

"He'em."

I'm sighing."If you want to go home, go home."

"So mba won't let me sleep?"

"Where do you sleep? I have many people's homes."

"Yes.sleep in the bedroom and Zain is."

I'm advancing my lower lip."Later if we're already a fool."

"Kok talk like he's not sure so mba? I'm sure why if we're a match!"

"Man can only plan but still the decisive is Lord Rai. If God has determined we are not fooled how? what's against his destiny?"

"During the Iddah period, I will continue to pray that God will match us, if I need to bribe money so that God will grant my prayers" Raihan joked.

I laughed a little at his jokes. "Do you think God is an insecure and bribable state official?"

Raihan smiled smirked.

"I was frustrated to hear him say that so I suppose if God could be bribed, for the sake of mba I would do it."

I looked at the man beside me with a faint smile on my lips. In my heart I said that not only are you hoping to marry me Rai, but me too, I also want to have a husband like you.

"Why look at me like that mba, did you change your mind?"

I scrunched my forehead."Changed mind?"

"Yes, who knows if I changed my mind to allow me to stay at home."

"If you want to sleep in one room with a Supri bang, it doesn't matter to Rai."

Raihan did not reply to my words but pulled my nose until my face was drawn and along with that, he gently kissed my forehead. After removing her lips from my forehead, she stroked my cheek as she said.

"I love you so much mba, I hope my long wait is not in vain. Open your heart as wide as it is for me and learn to love me."

I smile. If only he knew how I really felt about him would Raihan be happy? I want to tell him right now that I love him too. But why do these lips feel so hard to say.

"Yes already entered gih, mba must be tired today, difficult to keep many children have to go back and forth to the hospital again.

Then I opened the car door after Raihan unlocked it. But before I put my foot down, Raihan called me.

"Why Rai?" my many.

"I will often look up to mba and Zain" he said. I nodded and smiled at him.

I stared at the luxury sports car until it disappeared from my sight. When I turned around and was about to enter it turned out that Supri was already standing in the doorway. Just contact her whereabouts who wears a sarong to the head and only shows her face makes me surprised. Luckily I haven't had time to throw it in my slippers.

"You really surprised me." I nagged.

"Cold Nur," he said.

"When it's cold why come out?"

"You see you guys."

"We want to see everything."

"You guys have been in the car for a long time, you've been doing what you guys are doing."

"Kepo.."then I barged in so that the shoulder of the Supri bang was pushed along.

"Ishh, you Nur are disrespectful."

I did not care about his frustration but rather shuddered away and bang Supri tailed behind me.

"Nur.."Call bang Supri in between the tail.

"He'em.

"How does it feel to ride a luxury car?"

"Nano nano," I replied. Besides bang Supri there are only things that are not important to ask.

"isss you Nur, I'm serious you know."

"Nothing can be said with the word bang."

"You mean?"

"Yes try it yourself."

"It's Nur, but does Raihan want to ride me."

"Yes, if it's just a hitchhiker sitting down again maybe Raihan doesn't mind bang, ha ha ha." Then I rushed to the kitchen to get some water. I heard Supri's bang grumbling in annoyance, I just smiled hearing her.

After drinking, I saw that the child had fallen asleep in the TV room on the fur mattress that Raihan had bought while keeping the Supri bang in the hospital. It looks Rio overlaying Fatan's tiny legs because Rio sleep can not stay in place.so also with Ria's legs overlaying Fatan's hands. I shook my head to see Sumi's two sisters bully her son unconsciously. Since I could not bear to see her sleeping down by her older sister, my fatan just shifted to my room and I put her to bed in the same bed as Zain. So that his fatan and Zain's sleep do not oppress each other I separate them with my own body. Zain sleeps on my right and fatan on my left. I looked at the two of them, I felt like a mother with two sons.

The sound of the dawn prayer rumbled, I hurried to get up. My left and right lyrics, my two toddlers still soundly asleep. Before I go out of the room, I put first a bolster pillow as a separator so that they do not overlap each other.

Before I went to the bathroom, I took the time to bang on the door of Supri's room so that she would wake up and perform the morning service.

"Yes Nur, do not gedor gedor continue.I've got up and want to pray." The typical hoarse voice of a person waking up is heard disquieting. It turns out that bang Supri has memorized my habit of often banging on the door of his room at dawn. Especially if he does not ask her to worship.

After finishing taking the ablution water, I did not see the Supri bang coming out of his room, I was sure he must have slept again.

"Dor dor door..."I opened the door to his room again.

"Yes Nur, I want to wake up" he shouted.

"The drug used to bang it was five o'clock" I said in a slightly loud voice.

"Yes, yesaaa baweeel."

I was a little annoyed to hear the curse of the Supri bang, but I did not ignore it because if it serves it can be long like a train.