The Lives of Five Hundred Thousand
Sinner

If you look at the attitude of Oma who talks about Nura, it seems Oma does not like it. Is Nura as bad as Oma said? Is Nura really a materialistic woman and only want to men only tajir? So how does Nura feel about Raihan? is he really sincere in love with her or just because Raihan is a businessman? bathin asked.

From the first entry of the car to reach the quarter of the road that Oma talked about only the temperament of Nura and her mother who was looked at badly by him until Oma fell silent on her own like running out of materials for both mother and mother that boy's. Actually, I myself am very lazy to talk about Raihan's lover let alone remember the incident at the mall. But since I appreciate Oma I also accept her.

After Oma ran out of talk both I, Oma and Doctor Bayu fell silent and we were just busy with our thoughts while Zain fell asleep in my lap.

My memory goes back to what happened at the mall. Recalling my encounter with Nura unexpectedly at a well-known brand outlet. My meeting with Nura's parents accidentally, seeing Raihan's closeness with Nura and her family at a restaurant, seeing Raihan walk along with Nura to my debate with Raihan.

Am I wrong if I feel disappointed in Raihan? am I wrong if I am jealous? Raihan who has expressed his love to me dozens of times, I have opened my heart and accepted his love. Am I wrong if I feel a sense of disappointment and jealousy after seeing and feeling what happened earlier? Is this the answer to my doubts about her all this time? I don't think Raihan really loves me, he's just obsessed with having me. If love and affection she won't let me go and try to prevent me with her efforts. Not going to let us be stranded in a foreign place and not going to even talk to the parents of a woman he said he didn't love when I and Zain were waiting for him for almost two hours. Isn't that a word worth pinning for her? I don't know why Raihan could play my role.

"Look, we're going down, Nuri." Oma's invitation awakened me from the daydream and did not expect it turned out we had arrived at Oma's mansion.

"I.ya Oma." I also got out of the car while carrying Zain.

"Sir.." Call doctor Bayu and get closer." Let me just carry Zain."He said, then took over Zain from my sling.

"Thank you doc." I said after Zain was in his sling.

Doctor Bayu and I walked into Oma's palace, while Oma was ahead of us. After being inside the house, we were welcomed by Bi Sukma. He seemed happy to see me back in this big house.

"Oh my goodness, Non Nuri, I'm glad that non is back in this house." Aunt Sukma said in her speech.

"Yes bi, I'm also happy to see aunt again." I returned his welcome.

Then bi Sukma glanced at Zain who was being carried by the doctor Bayu." Den Bayu, iki cah Bagus who to, kok handsome tenan?"Ask aunty Sukma with Javanese language accent because aunt Sukma came from central Java.

"My son is Bi, he he." Canda doctor Bayu.

"When does the marriage know if you have children with Bayu?"

Doctor Bayu smiled smirked and scratched his nape then glanced at me.

"This is my son bi, his name is Zain. Ayok Zain Salim with Aunt Sukma."Obviously me and asked Zain to extend his hand to crucify the middle-aged woman and Zain according.

"Oh my goodness, what a pinter?"His words while pinching the gnarled cheeks of Zain.

"Sukmas!" Call Oma to Sukma's aunt who is greeting Zain.

Aunt Sukma turned to her."Yes Oma."

"Please take Nuri to his room, let him and Zain rest first not much nanya first."Said Oma.

"Let me drive Nuri along and take Zain there." Doctor Bayu suddenly interrupted and offered himself.

"Yes, it's up to you Bayu. Oya nak Nuri, good afternoon break yes, Oma also want to rest first in Oma's room."

I nodded." Thank you very much Oma."After speaking, Dr. Bayu and I headed to the room I was about to occupy.

After being in the room, doctor Bayu put Zain on the bed that I sat two days ago."Hey handsome boy, good rest, huh?"

"Yes!" answer Zain.

Then the doctor Bayu turned to me who was standing watching him and Zain.

"Good rest, Nuri!"

"Same-sama doc."

Doctor Bayu smiled then rushed away. But when he was on the doorstep he turned to me and said.

"Can't you start right now don't call me doctor?"

My forehead wiggles. Actually, this is not the first request of doctor Bayu to me but has been to a number of times. My tongue still calls him a doctor.

"Well what should I call you? Mas, Aa, Uda or Brother?" I asked back because I was also confused what the right call for him.

"That's nice to hear and it's comfortable for Nuri. Just call the name, we can only be two years apart." Her advice. Then he came out of the room and closed the door.

After his departure I held a suitable call for him." What does it fit? Mas Bayu, Aa Bayu, Uda Bayu, Abang Bayu, Bayu only or....Brother Bayu? yeah, like her better suited sister Bayu." Then I put on a smile.

I rubbed my eyes after waking up from a nap. Then I stretched the muscles to the left and right in turn and at that moment I did not find the whereabouts of Zain who should have been sleeping beside me. I woke up and jumped from the bed and shouted to call my son's name.

"Zain, Zain where are you, son?" I walked to and fro looking for Zain. In the bathroom, in every corner of the room I've been looking for but Zain is not there. I panicked, I was afraid that the kidnapping would happen again and it really still left me with a trauma of its own.

I immediately ran out of the room without noticing my appearance first so panicked because I didn't want Zain to disappear again." Zain, Zain, Zain where are you, son? Zain, where are you, son?" My screams echoed in the big house to invite people to come.

"What's non Nuri, what's wrong?" ask aunt Sukma with breath sounds ngosan as well as mba Ayu.

"My son is missing bi, my son is missing." I answered in panic and wanted to cry.

"Oala, I guess what Non is. Non Nuri nyari cah Nice?"

"Yes bi, have you guys seen Zain?"ask me impatiently.

"Den Zain was in the same car with Bayu brought to the back of Non, did the non not know?"Obviously aunt Sukma.

"Huh, was Zain's serious aunt brought in by doctor Bayu?" My panic subsided a little after hearing Aunt Sukma's words.

"Yes Non, just try looking back. Aunty sure den Zain must be there."

"Thank you Bi." After saying that, I immediately ran towards the back. After arriving at the back, it appears Oma and doctor Bayu are chatting by the pool is quite large. I stepped wide near them.

"Geez, son, you're freaking mama out. Mama thinks you're kidnapped again, mama's scared."

Zain who was on my lap by the doctor Bayu looked up high looking at me. Similarly, the doctors of Bayu and Oma turned their heads towards me without blinking their eyes and a mouth that opened slightly. I was confused by what was wrong with me.

"It's so pretty!" I heard the muttering of doctor Bayu whether in a conscious state or not.

I scrunched my forehead. Why doctor Bayu praised me with a beautiful word like the first time I saw a beautiful woman. Is there something wrong with my appearance? Bathin asked. I immediately felt my head turned out without a hijab and showed my hair that was long, immediately my pupils were rounded. How can I forget my hijab. After that, I saw on my body part that I was wearing a short-sleeved nightgown and knee-length pants showing legs. My pupils are getting rounder perfectly looking at my own appearance. How can I forget the appearance of me who was wearing a nightgown given by Aunt Sukma because I myself did not bring a change of clothes. I was misbehaved by my own behavior. It feels so shameful to Oma and doctor Bayu with looks that I should not be worthy of showing them.

"Sorry doctor, Oma, a. I forgot." After speaking nervously I immediately ran into the house regardless of Oma's call.

Along the way to my room I cussed at myself being so careless that I felt ashamed by my own behavior. I was so panicked to look for Zain that I forgot about my own appearance.

"Why aunt Sukma and mba Ayu didn't tell me before I went to see Oma and doctor Bayu." I shake my head. I don't think I should blame others for my own carelessness.

I went back to Oma and doctor Bayu after changing clothes with my used morning clothes and hijab on my head.

From a distance they looked at me with a smile on their lips.

"Why change clothes when I'd rather see you look like you did." Tempt doctor Bayu when I just arrived in front of them.

"Hus, you're the bay, Oma would rather Nuri dress up covered like this don't be like Jenni."

"Kok, jenni's talking about Oma." Doctor Bayu protests because his ex-lover has been called.

"Yes, in comparison to Bay. Oma doesn't like to see girls dressed up as Jenni. Although not hijab is important her neat clothes do not open here and there. But better yet his head is covered so as not to invite the evil of the striped men. As nak Nuri's appearance Oma likes, nak Nuri reflects Sholehah's woman."

Deg

My heart beats violently. Does Oma think I am a holy woman and sholehah because of the hijab? if only Oma knew how I really did. I used to kiss and cuddle with Raihan even though we were in love with each other but what could that say Sholehah woman? on the contrary I am like a lowly woman who is despicable and my hijab is made as a cover of my disgrace. Maybe people who don't wear hijab and dress se xi are better than me because they've clearly shown themselves while I'm? I have been in the hijab but have often sinned. Yes, since I knew Raihan I became a sinful woman. But I don't blame Raihan for me committing that sin myself.

"Son, Nuri why stand up? sit here." Oma's call awakened my daydream and then I smiled with the smile I forced.

"I.iya Oma." Then I sat down next to Oma.

After coming to sit with me to listen to the chat ngolor ngidul Oma. But every now and then I talk and answer every question that Oma and Bayu doctor ask. The time was rolling, it did not feel the day was getting late until we decided to enter the house.

I went into my room to clean my body and bathe Zain but just as I was about to open the door, Aunt Sukma called out to me.

"What's the aunt?"Ask a middle-aged woman who is considered family by Oma and doctor Bayu.

"It's non, aunty just wants to give this from den Bayu." Aunt Sukma thrust two paper bags at me."He said change of clothes for non Nuri and also handsome."Reciprocity.

I smiled not expecting Doctor Bayu to buy us a change of clothes, the clothes we so desperately need for now.

"Thank you Bi, until my thanks also to doctor Bayu."

"If that is the case, non Nuri himself who speaks directly. Aunt just gave me the stuff."

"Ah yes Bi, later I will say directly the same person."

"Yes, then auntie said yes?"

I'm nodding.

The night I just put Zain to bed, I remembered my phone that had died completely from running out of power. This fancy phone I haven't touched all day and I just leave it in my bag. I rogoh the phone and I intend to borrow a charger belonging to doctor Bayu because it happens to be the same phone.

I walked to the doctor's room Bayu after being told by Aunt Sukma first where the room is located. When I stepped I passed a room whose door was slightly open. I don't know why my heart was compelled to enter it.