The Lives of Five Hundred Thousand
Surya is married again

Since the incident where I do not want to lend my home certificate to be made a bank guarantee by Surya mas, he hasn't called me in a week and he's never even picked up or replied to a message I sent him. It seems that Surya is really angry with me.

Honestly, I was confused by his attitude. For three years he zoled me on the grounds that I mentioned another man's name on our first night and the money he gave my family of three hundred million. Then suddenly he was kind and gentle to me so I trusted him and could not be denied that I began to love him even though not a hundred percent. And now it's just because I don't want to give my home certificate that Surya is back in a big rage at me and even starts insulting me saying I'm a stupid, useless and unreliable woman. Of course his words hurt me but I do not want to be selfish and I always think positively that Surya said so because of my mistake who did not want to lend a certificate home. Therefore, I am still trying to contact him and want to speak well with him.

Today I do not have any activities at home and on a whim I open my facebook account which I rarely use. After opening, my eyes glazed with glass found photos of the wedding photos of Ipah with Surya mas scattered on my facebook homepage. Within seconds my tears were rushing down, my chest felt tight. It hurts so much to see my husband who I started to love remarrying his ex-wife. Why is Surya so happy with me, back again with his ex without divorcing me first.

I wept, wept for the way of my life that was married to a Surya, a man who had no heart. I just realized that he really never really loved me. I understand now he's been good in the last month and a half because he has a certain goal not really turned into a better husband and stupidly I believe in his fake attitude all along.

I don't want to be in polygamy, than in polygamy I'd rather be a widow. I immediately searched for Surya's mas number and then contacted him, one time not lifted, two times not lifted as well, the third time Surya's mas number could not be contacted like he turned off his phone. It's not enough to call me to send him a message.

"However you did, remarry your ex without telling me without even divorcing me first. Divorce I am, I would rather be a widow than a polygamist. Wouldn't I share a husband with Saripah's sister."

Shortly after a message entered, it turned out that Surya replied to him.

"Oh, so you know? good that's it, I won't have to bother anymore to let you know that you have honey now."

With my chest tightened once I returned.

"Currently, I will never be ridho of the afterlife in polygamy by you. True you said I was stupid, stupid for believing in the sweet mouth of a man who does not have a heart like you, pura good turned out because there is a purpose. Divorce me asshole."

"Don't be angry first, dear Nuri, I was forced to marry Ipah because he wanted to help me pay off my debt. If you'd helped me lend me your home certificate, I wouldn't have married Ipah."

"Omong is empty, I'm sure this has been your plan for a long time. Please rebalance again maybe you are still in love and can not be separated right. I'm only asking you one mas, please chop me up."

"Can't baby, I still love you, I won't divorce you. I had to marry Ipah."

"Oh, still love? if you choose between us, what am I? if you choose I divorce Ipah and if you choose Ifah divorce me."

I waited a long time for a reply from Surya mas but no more messages entered my phone. Then I sent a message back to Surya.

"Well, I assume you'd prefer your serial wife and since you don't want to poach me then I'll file for divorce."

I sat there staring at my phone that no longer shook. It seems that Surya ignored my message. In my heart I asked him if it was true that Surya was forced to marry Ipah because he needed two hundred million money and Ipah gave him in exchange for Surya had to marry him considering Ipah who still loves and expects gold Surya, but hasn't it been Ipah that drained Surya's gold? thinking about those two people made me quite dizzy. I decided I would give time to Surya for one week, if he still does not want to choose forced I will file a divorce lawsuit.

I don't want to daydream about my household problems, it feels useless, I think it's better to just make money because life needs to eat. In addition, I am also not sure that Surya mas will still give me a living considering he has another wife and who knows the gold coins Surya is fully controlled by his wife sirinya.

I step my feet towards the Bu Siti stall while carrying the crackers I want to put there. But when I passed Raihan's house, I found that Haji Bu who had not been seen at the same time as Raihan was standing in the doorway of his house I don't know who he was waiting for. He looked at me and I gave a faint smile while nodding my head and as I continued my steps Hajj ma called out to me.

I turned towards Bu Haji and hesitantly approached him. Haji ma'am smiled at me I returned his smile."Haji ma'am how are you?" ask me, when I'm standing in front of him.

"Thank you be well, ma'am, who's waiting for Haji?"

"I'm waiting for my nephew to come. Long time no see, Nur?"

"Oh, Yes Ma'am, almost three months. Where has Hajj been all this time?"

"I was at my son's house in Bogor and it's only been home this week."

"Oh, it's worth it."

Want me to ask Raihan news and whether he has met him but I do not want Bu Haji misunderstand and think I still like Raihan so I just mengantaukan that desire.

The hajj ma'am noticed the big bag I was about and then she asked, "what is Nur?"

"Oh, this is Bu's crackers, I want to take him to Bu Siti's shop. Is Haji trying?" ask me doubtfully, because I'm not sure that Haji ma'am likes to eat crackers let alone that he's a rich man.

"What can Nur, it's to be taken to the Bu Siti's shop." It turned out that Hajj ma wanted it.

"By Mom, I'll bring more!" Then I took one renteng and thrust it towards Bu Haji. The look in his eyes seemed to sparkle with twinkle receiving crackers from me like getting a gift.

"Look Nur enter first, I take the money first," said the hajj mother while pulling my arm slowly.

"Oh, no need Bu Haji, the crackers for Bu Hajj do not need to be paid. Hajj ma'am just likes it I'm already happy."

"You know Nuri, I like your crackers a lot. The first time I ate this cracker was when Raihan first brought it home. I didn't ask him where to buy it back. But when you dried the crackers when I last went to your house, I just realized that the crackers I ate and they tasted good were your handiwork."

I smiled at the confession of Bu Haji, it felt so sweet that my crackers were appreciated and liked by him. Raihan himself had indeed brought crackers from me I deliberately gave to Bu Haji and I did not expect him to like it.

"Thank you if you like. Oya, if so excuse me, ma'am, afraid of rain." I say goodbye to Hajj because the sky is already cloudy. I was afraid of rain before I reached the Bu Siti stall let alone I brought Zain.

"Yaudah heart, thank you so much for this cracker," said Bu Haji with a smile.

"Same Ma'am, then excuse me ma'am, assalamualaikum."

I put my feet back with a smile on my lips, I felt my sadness just disappear after meeting with Haji, I don't know what the cause was.