Because, I Love You
Episode 113

A few days later, Kirana had just come out of one of the private hospitals in Jakarta to check the condition of her legs delivered Haris. Kirana was able to walk despite using a cane as a walking aid.

"Where are we going now, Miss?" Ask Haris after the parking lot.

"You have so many brothers who have brought me. Let's just go home. Haris must be tired, right?" Kirana answered with a sweet smile.

Since the marriage was canceled and Rendy had an accident, Kirana still had no news from Rendy and Beni. Kirana was also unable to contact them because their numbers were off the day after Rendy was flown to Germany.

"Who said I was tired? You think I'm that weak?" Ask Haris pretended to sulk.

"That's not what I mean, brother. I'm just....." Kirana did not continue her words and slightly lowered her face.

Kirana always misses Rendy. Somehow is he doing now? Was the wound so bad? Why has there been no news for almost a week.

Kirana is also still taking time off and will start going to work next week. He didn't know what would happen when he went to the office to meet everyone there.

Surely they all already know the news about the deadly accident that befell the leadership of their company.

Kirana also continued to feel guilty. Rendy's accident happened because Rendy wanted to come to her and marry her that morning. But, everything failed. What Kirana expected happened. She is not married because she is not ready to get married. But also not with a disaster like this, right?

Every night, Kirana always cried contemplating when she was with Rendy. Although often quarrelling, but Rendy always relented and used all means to make Kirana smile no longer angry at him.

Kirana misses her boyfriend very much.

"Hey! Even ngalamun. How's it? We go for a safe walk. Wouldn't you?" Rendy asked as she gently patted Kirana's arm making Kirana wake up from her daydream.

"Em.can deh." Kirana replied with a nod and a small smile.

...

Arriving at the city park, Haris and Kirana sat on one of the long benches and watched many children playing and running there.

Kirana gave a small smile when she saw a husband and wife who invited her two sons to play with a boy and a girl. It seems that the difference between the children is not much. The magnitude is almost the same. The male may be his older brother because he is bigger and taller. And it seemed like they were between three to five years old.

Haris turned to look at Kirana who looked smiling then followed her gaze. He also smiled. "I'm a shadow if I have a wife and children later. Surely seneng ya can take a walk and play games." Haris opened the conversation while watching a married couple who were playing with their two children. Looks so happy.

Kirana looked at Haris and smiled. "Makanya, brother Haris hunted find a girlfriend to keep asking him and marry him. I'll doain deh let brother Haris cepet dapet momongan funny." Kirana's speech was interspersed with a small ruckus.

Haris just silently looked at Kirana who could already be cheerful again like before. How do I want to find a girlfriend if the one I love is you Ki. But your heart belongs to someone else.

Haris murmured in his heart.

"Sister, it's late afternoon and it's also cloudy. We go home yuk? The rain hunt." Kirana said as she looked up at the sky covered in cloudy clouds.

"Yes yuk."

...

Her night.

Kirana was reading her favorite novel while sitting on the bed. He heard a knock on the door from outside. He saw that the wall clock in his room was almost eleven at night. "Who are these nights coming?" He muttered then put the novel in the bag and grabbed his wand and got out of bed.

Kirana walked out of the room towards the living room and opened the door. Suddenly his eyes widened in surprise. "Mas..mas Rendy?!" Pekiknya with a face that was surprised and happy and immediately embraced his lover who had almost two weeks no news.

"Why don't you know me, Mas? I'm waiting for you. I'm so worried about you." Kirana said while crying in Rendy's arms.

Rendy let go of her embrace and stared fixedly at Kirana. She wiped the tears that soaked her beautiful face with a smile. "I'm sorry, I just wanted to see you. I miss you, Ki."

"I miss you too, Mom." Reply Kirana.

Rendy smiled then let go of her embrace. He kissed Kirana and looked at her. "I can't stay long. I gotta go. You take good care of yourself." Rendy said then slowly stepped back.

"Mas, where are you going?" Kirana chuckled with her panicked face. But Randy seemed to ignore it. Just keep smiling looking at Kirana then turn around and leave. "Mas! Rendy! Don't go Mas!" Kirana Shouts.

Kirana tried to catch up to Rendy's rapid pace. "Mas Rendy! Aawh!" Kirana shouted as Rendy's shadow disappeared from her sight and she fell down. "Mas Rendy don't go Mas!" Kirana still continued to shout calling out to Rendy while crying.

"Yes..."

"Mas Rendy.don't go Mas.."

"Mas!" Kirana woke up and sat down with breath as if she had run out of a marathon.

He rubbed his face. "It was just a dream." He murmured while staring at the wall clock in his room which had shown at two and fifteen minutes in the morning.

Kirana grabbed the glass containing white water by her bedside and she gulped it down to the toilet. He put his glass back down and laid his body trying to sleep again.

But it turns out Kirana can't sleep anymore. He thought of Rendy who often came in his dreams. But in his dream just now, it was so clear that Rendy's face was not as usual. He looked pale and kept looking at her with a smile on him.

"Where are you really? I'm really worried about you. Why don't you tell me anyway? I miss Mas." He muttered as he rubbed his tears that suddenly flowed because he so missed the handsome man who had made him fall more and more in love with him.

Kirana kept awake until the sky was clear.

'Tok Tok Tok!'

Kirana came to her senses from her daydream when she heard the knocking on the door. He still remembers his dream last night. He hoped Rendy would come and when he opened the door of his house, what he saw was the handsome figure of his lover.

Kirana smiled slightly and then went down and out of her room and opened the door.

"For Ki!"

Kirana was silent and fixated for a moment. His heart felt disappointed because it turned out that Haris had come. But Kirana forced herself to smile at Haris who had always been a good friend and sister for her.

"By the other side too." Reply Kirana.

"I brought you breakfast. This is special from Mother, he said. You must eat up or Mother will be angry with you." Haris said as he raised his hand which was carrying a food box to show Kirana.

Kirana's smile widened. "Good Mother." He said while taking the food box from Haris' hand. "Sampein to Mommy thank you very much, sister. I'm so ngerepotin Mommy the same as you continue." Reciprocity.

"You don't have to be that. I'm the same Mother never felt bothered. Yes, you're looking for breakfast! Cold hunt. I'm gonna get ready to go to work." Haris said with a smile.

"Yes already. Brother Haris be careful on the road huh." Kirana and Haris nodded then rubbed the top of Kirana's head then turned around and left.

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