Because, I Love You
Episode 136's

"Son Abel, is your husband okay as long as you're apart like this?" Ask my mother to her, in the midst of our conversation.

"What aunty, after all my husband is a busy man. We can meet only once or twice a week. That's why he never forbade me to go anywhere I liked Tama's origin with me."

"Again, Abel where can be arranged mother. He has his own world, haha. Isn't that Bel?" Answer me to interrupt flirting with Abel. Which was then followed by laughter by Mother and Abel pecked at my jokes.

The house phone rings. Aunt Asri hurried to receive a call, then turned to look at me.

"Young lady, Mr. Irgy wants to talk to Miss." Said Aunt Asri while giving me the house phone.

I immediately accepted her.

"Hello baby, where's your phone? I've called you so many times since."

I was surprised by Irgy's words that sounded like they were yelling at me. What's up with her?

"I'm sorry baby, my phone's in the room. I was in the living room talking to Abel and mom. What was? Why do you sound so worried?"

"I'm sorry. I just freaked out too much" replied Irgy at the end of her phone. He stopped for a moment without a sound making me wonder.

"Go see Kevin at the hospital. He needs us now."

"Kevin? What's wrong with Kevin?" I stood up from my sitting position for a moment, shaking all over my body at Irgy's words. Unknowingly my tears trickled after Irgy told her what Kevin had told her this morning.

"Go first, I'll catch up. Maybe a little late, 'cause I'm out of the office of an important meeting with a client."

"Ba. well, I'll see Kevin soon."

Phone calls stopped. Abel and mother still looked at me full of anxiety.

"What's up, son?"

"Mother, Fanny should get to town A right now. Nia is in the hospital, her condition is very bad. Kevin told Irgy the bad news."

"I'm coming along." Abel interrupted. I ignored Abel's words by continuing to explain what happened to my mother.

"How can you go there alone?" Ask mom to hold me.

"Tante, Abel will accompany and look after Fanny. Auntie don't worry, yes" replied Abel back.

"Irgy will follow you there, believe me... Fanny's gonna be okay." Obviously I convinced mom not to worry about me.

Mom nodded quickly.

"Mama, the rainbow is coming to jayan-jayan." The Rainbow chubby suddenly hugged me from the side.

"Ehm, son. Mama does not want to go for a walk, but she will visit Aunt Nia in the hospital. Rainbow nice and smart kid, stay home first with good oma ya." I answered gently trying to hold it in.

I can't possibly carry a rainbow in a crucial moment like this, can I?

"But brother Tama..."

"Sister will accompany you little brother, the hospital is uncomfortable. There's no play ground for us, it stinks. Do you want to?" Answer the little Tama smartly. I smiled with satisfaction in responding to him.

The rainbow nodded though with a sad face.

"My son's name, mami promise. Afterwards, mommy will bring you a lot of ice cream, ok."

"Yes !! Mommy's the best." Answer Tama with sumringah.

Then I rushed to the room to grab my bag. With lightning fast changing my clothes earlier. Then in my haste out of the room, Abel was already waiting for me in the living room swiftly.

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Arrived at the hospital that Irgy sent her address via a short message. I was getting nervous, my steps were heavy. I couldn't see how beautiful Kevin's face was that I could have imagined. He'll look so sad of course...

"Fan, be careful walking. You almost fell down" said Abel, reprimanding me as my footsteps stumbled. Realizing that I was exposed by Abel while walking.

"Thank you Abel. I'm just a little restless, my mind's fucked." Answer me as I continue to move faster.

Shortly after arriving at a VIP room with the number listed in Irgy's short message. My steps stopped for a moment in front of the door of the room, considering Nia's always cold attitude towards me. I don't know if he's going to behave the same way now?

"Fanny, come..." Abel surprised me back. Without thinking, I opened the door to the room.

Looks like Kevin who is sitting while holding Nia's hand. My heart is getting so sad to see it. Kevin is very worried at the moment.

Hearing the sound of the door being closed just like that, Kevin turned his head towards the back where I was standing right now inside the same room.

"Fanny, you.. Already come? Where's Irgy?" Apply it gently. Both of his eyes were decorated with dark bags, his face was so pale and the hair he had always groomed was so random. It was so obvious, he was so anxious and missed his break all night.

"Irgy, um.. Soon she'll catch up, how's Nia's condition?" I answered softly as I stepped forward towards him. Abel remained silent, faithfully by my side.

"More... Nia has post traumatic syndrome. Right now, only a sedative could make him stop the craze. She doesn't know me, she always swears at me, I can't even touch her anymore. She was scared, she kept shouting, I... And I'm..."

Oh my God, I can't see it that way.

Without saying anything I hugged Kevin's body, like I was hugging the body of a child who was missing a toy he loved. And this is somehow how many times I saw and heard the roar of a Kevin.

"Calm down, cry as much as you can if it makes you feel relieved. Nia will be fine, trust me. Nia will definitely recover Kevin," I replied trying to calm him down.

"You know Fanny, the little angel I didn't expect to be present in her womb also left. I haven't had a chance to greet him, we haven't gotten acquainted through a voice." He said with a cry.

"Oh my God. Why is it so tragic your life, Mr. handsome." Spontaneous Abel.

Not surprised anymore in this heart, the whole body feels cold heat. Like being stung by electricity, so it keeps my mouth locked to give a few words of support for Kevin.

I slowly let go of her embrace, then I turned her face up with both hands touching her cheeks.

"You are a strong man. I'm sure you can get through this, your wife Nia will recover. And the little angel will surely return in your midst."

Kevin nodded without a word. I wiped away the tears that kept pouring down her cheeks. My heart ached to see him slump so, he became a weak figure. He was a good man, how could God test him so sadistically?

In the middle of this heartache, Abel patted me on the shoulder. Gave a gesture if without us noticing Nia started to open her eyes. Kevin was surprised and approached Nia.

But again Nia was like frightened and shouted for help. Kevin tried to convince her that if she was her husband, no one would hurt her. Nia's rampage was so strong that Kevin could not hold her in his arms.

"Please call the doctor." Kevin's orders gasping.

"Ba, okay. I called him" replied Abel sparingly. While I was panicked and frightened, Nia's mental state really frightened me.

When Nia's gaze realized my whereabouts, she cursed violently. And say if it's because of me, I'm surprised at what he said. I hesitated to step forward to help Kevin calm him down. Everything around Nia was thrown throughout the room.

"Nia, Nia. Please calm down, it's Fanny. I'm not gonna hurt you, and he.. He's your husband Kevin, you must know him. He's your husband,"

I still try to say that to calm him down. Although Kevin had tried to resist the rampage for the sake of Nia's tantrums, and one bite that was so hard Nia gave right in Kevin's arm that it left a scar.

"Kevin, are you okay?" Ask me in panic.

And a glass glass floated right on my forehead until it broke. I don't know when Nia grabbed it and threw it at me.

"A !!!"

It hurts so much I feel. And both my eyes were wide when my palms were smeared with fresh blood. Looks like my forehead was badly injured by the broken glass earlier.

"Fanny !!!"

Shouted Kevin approaching me. Tearing off the shirt she was wearing, I was confused as she tried to stop the blood from flowing on my forehead.

And I realized when Nia tried to reach for a flower pot jar to throw it at Kevin who came to me.

"Kevin, look out..."

I pushed Kevin out of my presence. So that the jar hit my shoulder, in an instant I felt a dizzy feeling in my head. The whole room went around and then it was dark, I could no longer feel my whole body moving.

I heard Kevin's voice calling my name, but I couldn't open my eyes again. And slowly I no longer heard his voice. Everything felt lonely, disappearing.