
It is true, the feeling of disappointment is always able and managed to make the entire body feel paralyzed instantly. Especially those we love, love, and trust all our lives, because I know.. Disappointment is above the level of anger, right?
I can no longer vent all my anger even though it is getting high and it feels like it is tearing through the recesses of my heart. It felt like it wanted to explode destroying my entire body.
"Darling, don't keep quiet. You scare me, I don't want us to fight until we get home and the rainbow sees it. It'll ruin his psyche later, you better vent all your anger." Irgy said to me over and over again.
I let out a deep breath, staying with my mouth shut. Then I'm about to enter the car first. I really wanted to get home, my body and mind were so tired.
"Wait, Ok. Ok, I'm a jerk. I'm*******, I'm lying, I'm evil, what else is that swearing I admit."
"You're done talking? I want to go home." Reply to me with a staggered body position.
"Well, Fanny, fine. I won't talk anymore" Irgy said softly after I pinched my nose.
All the way home I remained silent a thousand languages. My eyes were focused on the side of the road behind the car window, while only tears spoke. Which I've wiped so many times that your eyes are so swollen at home.
I went straight to the door of Rainbow's private room after Irgy kept calling me to talk while climbing the stairs. I don't care, then you knock slowly on the door of the Rainbow room but Irgy pulls me.
"Darling, we should talk alone in the room. Why did you enter our daughter's room?" I asked Irgy in a panic.
"You still want to see me in this house, don't you?" Cetus.
"Whatchu mean? Don't threaten me."
"I want to sleep in the rainbow room." Answer me briefly and then open the door to the rainbow room. And I saw the assistant aunt sleeping on the mini sofa by the rainbow bed. Irgy followed me into the Rainbow room.
"Bi, aunt... Wake up" I tried to wake up the assistant's aunt who was shocked at once and then got up standing.
"Sorry Madam, aunt overslept. Sorry,"
"I'm sorry we bi, come home late. Rest in aunt's room, I'll accompany Rainbow." Answer me again.
"Good mistress, fine. Excuse me..." Then he quickly exited the room. I looked at the face of my sleeping daughter, I kissed her forehead gently then.
"Then I'll sleep here with you."
"Get out !!!" I said with cetus.
"Yank, you can punish me in any way but never kick me out of your side."
"Are you deaf?" Answer me by pressing my tone.
Irgy flinched with her lips together.
"All right, I get it. It might take some time to think, right? All right, I'm out."
Then Irgy went out of the room. The door closed tightly, rushing I stepped towards the door and locked it tightly. Then I went to the bathroom to clean myself up, ah no. More precisely...
I slid my face between the knees of my feet sitting right now, under the shower that I accidentally turned on first. I cried with all the overflows that I had been enduring. I wanted to scream as loud as possible, but I was afraid of waking up a rainbow that was sleeping soundly.
I was struck by the sound of the door being repeatedly knocked loudly from outside the room. Realizing that all night I slept in the bathroom, I wrote the clock still faithfully coiled around my wrist showing at 6 am.
"Geez God.. I woke up bad luck."
I quickly tried to get up, even though my head was still feeling dizzy and heavy. The whole body feels stiff and like walking on a rubber boat. After coming out of the bathroom, I saw the rainbow was still sound asleep.
"Darling, Rainbow... Wake up son, let's be almost late for school." I tried to wake him up and shake Rainbow's body over and over again.
The rainbow moved and narrowed its eyes, looked around and sat down before me.
"Loh, mom. We're not going to a party?"
"Darling, it's morning. School time, you fell asleep last night. So mom and dad go alone, "Ju replied gently. And Rainbow looks looked down the face to see the dress yanh still in use since last night.
"Darling, are you mad at Mama?" Ask me again.
The rainbow shook its head in response to my question. I know her heart must be a little sad for not taking part with us going to the party. But at least this became something I should be grateful for, if only Rainbow were present, however I did not want to make him have bad thoughts about his papa.
"Let's take a shower, be late for school. Don't you want to see Lucky soon?"
As soon as Rainbow's face turned cheerful by widening his smile on you, his two cheeks that were increasingly starting to chubby increasingly made him look to have narrow eyes.
Exactly at half 7 I was ready and so was I to take Rainbow to school. And this is the first time I ever woke up. All because of the party and reunion last night, ah... That's one of the reasons why I always refused and was reluctant to attend the high school reunion.
When I opened the door of the Rainbow room, I was shocked by the figure of Irgy who was already standing in front of the door. Makes me stare at him then
"Honey, I'm taking Rainbow to school." Smirked.
"no need. I can drive it myself and I'm used to driving it myself." Answer me with cetus.
"Yeay yeay, papa's going to school." Shouted the rainbow while jumping. And Irgy was holding him.
"Hmm. Papa's favorite son, papa will take you with mama this morning. And especially today, papa will also come to pick up the rainbow when he comes home later." Irgy replied as she kissed the single princess' head.
"Darling, let mama drive you. Papa's busy, "I'm interrupting.
"Well, I want you to take me to school."
"Darling, don't be pushy and spoiled so. Mama's gonna buy you a new toy" I said a little loudly.
The rainbow fell silent later.
"Dear, come on..." Said Irgy to me. But I still ignored him again by walking past him who had been standing before me by carrying the Rainbow in front of the door of Rainbow's private room.
"Bi, aunt.. Please prepare Rainbow breakfast to take to school this morning, hurry up a little ya bi. Bad luck" I ordered as I headed down the stairs to the kitchen.