Because, I Love You
Episode 165's

It's the 4th day I'm at my mom's house, I'm getting bored and my swing mood is falling apart. Ah, is this really the birth of pregnant twins? When the rainbow used to be this way, but this time it was really troublesome. My appetite is growing, and you know.. My favorite hobby right now is sleep.

After cleaning up this afternoon, I was standing in front of the mirror. I stared at my entire body for a moment, starting to expand. I swivel my body by stroking my stomach. I laughed when I heard a voice indicating I was hungry again.

"Hihi, be well. Are you hungry already? You just finished 3 green apples, a jar of chocolate cake, and two glasses of mango juice. Mama's mouth has been tired of chewing continuously since this morning,"

Back I laughed when I felt in my bath they were nagging.

"Well, you'll be out soon and eat something. You guys don't scramble inside, ok my twins."

Then I rushed to put on clothes immediately, but everything began to narrow. It's ridiculous, I haven't had time to buy maternity clothes for my current pregnancy. My current condition does not dare me to go alone to the mall.

I'm starting to miss Irgy by my side, how is she? Did he eat well while we were apart?

"I'm sorry, son, you haven't met and seen your papa." Say me again.

Then I went out of the room, I saw Rainbow sitting pensively in the TV room. His gaze was blank on the toy in front of him at this moment, I slowly walked up to him..

"Hi, what's up, son? Why are you daydreaming?"

"Ma, when is papa here? Rainbow wants to go to school with Lucky."

God, he misses it all...

"Let's call papa, yeah,"

"Roves want it now."

I took a deep breath hearing him say so.

"All right, son, just a second. Mama called papa, "I answered as I grabbed my phone and tried to call her. I don't know what I'll talk about first.

Tuuut... TUuut...

No response, I tried to repeat the call once again. The second time, the third time, still no response.

Is it as busy as that? Or did he intentionally ignore my phone call? It should be home time.

"Ehm, son. Maybe papa's still busy, so we'll call again."

I didn't expect it at all if Rainbow would cry for an instant upon hearing my words this time, I was confused. I don't know what to do, she was crying all of a sudden out of nowhere.

"The rainbow wants papa... Huwwaaaaa, Rainbow wants papa ma." He said with a cry overflowing. I hugged her then, it was this heartache. It hurt in my heart, I knew he must have wanted to see his father.

"What's up, kid, why are rainbows crying?"

Mother came in haste then grabbed the Rainbow into her arms. The rainbow was crying more and more, the mother tried to calm him down.

"Oma, the rainbow wants papa." Say Rainbow while waiting.

Mother sighed deeply glancing at me who was bowing my face, Suddenly my tears also started to drip.

"I tried calling Irgy. But she didn't answer you, mother, I've tried many times." Answer me then.

I feel like it's all my fault, but it's not me who started it, is it? I didn't expect and suspected that, was she so angry and not thinking of Rainbow anymore as her child? Is he really intending to let this just get a little bit longer without doing anything to make me forgive him again.

How was my pregnancy after this? They desperately need the presence of their papa also during the womb.

"I'm sorry, son, stop crying baby." I said after seeing the rainbow still crying while hugging my mother.

Then there was the sound of a bell from outside the house, my mother and I looked at each other.

"Mother, it's late. Are there any guests at this hour?" Ask me while wiping away tears.

"Ehm, no. We've never received a guest at an hour like this, son. Quickly you open the door,"

"Let me open it, miss." Aunty Asri quickly walked towards the front room to open the door. I went back to the Rainbow and hugged her, who still did not stop crying.

"Let's go, baby, don't cry. Prospective doctors can't be whiny, right?"

"But Rainbow want papa Ma, want to hold the same papa, want to play with papa." Answer again by repeating it. I started to get angry at Irgy who ignored my phone calls.

"Miss..." Call Aunt Asri to me who then I was surprised by the figure that followed her from behind.

"Fuck, papaaaa..." Shouted Rainbow enthusiastically then ran and Irgy immediately caught him then carried him. The rainbow so tightly hugged her, Irgy kissed her and repeatedly held her tightly.

"Have you been waiting for papa, dear?"

The rainbow nodded quickly. While I was still fixated on looking at Irgy who was just like telepathy in front of me, I had already cursed him but now he was suddenly present in front of my eyes.

"Son Irgy," Greet mother, then Irgy grabbed the hand of her shaking mother politely.

"How are you, ma'am?"

"Well son, you kept your word. All right, let's sit down. Uh, Fanny.."

Mom turned her head towards me who was still standing without any expression.

"D, Eh.. Mother, Fanny go to the room first." I answered and left before them without greeting Irgy first.

"Fanny, wait..."

I kept walking into the room ignoring mom's call.

"Mom, let it go. Fanny might still be mad at me Mom, it's okay. Let me try to talk to him later when it calms down."

"Alright, then let's have dinner first, son. You must be really tired, too,"

Irgy nodded according to mother's invitation which then headed for the dining table. While Rainbow was reluctant to break away from her papa sling, she was so tightly hugged and spoiled.

After dinner, Irgy accompanied Rainbow to play and joked first. Occasionally chatting casually accompanied by mother, while I was in the room crying as much as possible. Other than feeling annoyed by his sudden presence just like that, I also felt hungry. Very hungry, but if I go out just to eat. Mom will definitely laugh at me, and that will make Irgy feel victorious.

The more it felt in my stomach, I knew they must have been starving inside. Aaaarght... Sucks. This body is already like grilling fish, back and forth erratically just to wait for it to ripen immediately.