Because, I Love You

Because, I Love You
#BILYS3 192


This morning my phone alarm kept ringing until it disturbed my sleep a little bit that still wanted to knit dreams. Shortly after, Irgy's phone rang following the alarm tone of my phone. Then Irgy got up first and grabbed her phone.


"Oh my God, uh baby.. Get up, get up." Irgy called out then gently patted my shoulder that was lying face down in the blanket.


"Heem... I'm still sleepy,"


"Open your phone, hurry."


"Oh, I'm still sleepy." Answer me with a whine.


"Our son will soon be in the sweet-seventeen age." Whisper Irgy in the ear with spelling tone intonation. It made me instantly widen my two eyes.


"Gosh !!!"


"Haihihah... Calm down, there are still three more days to prepare everything." Said Irgy holding warm my body then in her kiss my forehead gently.


Unknowingly, I shed tears and hugged Irgy so tightly.


"Hey, shhh... What are you crying about, my wife?"


"I'm happy, but I'm also sad.so fast, our son has turned 17. Where it should be the most beautiful time and in the future by every girl. But it seems like our rainbow is not so, all this time he has not said anything or at least poured out his heart during school or maybe... Ah, I don't know. He's turned into a private being, closed,"


"Huh, you're right, baby. But, let's just wait. Perhaps after she realized her age had reached such a sweet age, she would turn increasingly sweeter as well. And this time we have to prepare a big party for her, and I've been thinking for a long time what a gift she deserves."


"Whatis that? Don't exaggerate. I don't want our son to be spoiled and his life is always a luxury."


"Darling, it's been. Don't say that, isn't that a prayer? Our rainbow will remain a sweet and simple figure."


"Come, I have to go shopping immediately, after dropping off the twins at school I have to go to prepare everything."


"Hem.. I'll keep you company, the office business isn't so busy."


"Oh, my husband. Well, you also have not been accompanying me shopping for children for a long time. Hiya,"


"Basic, big lady. All right, let's take a shower."


"We? Ih, you just take a shower first." I answered and pushed him to get off the bed.


"Hey, you said I haven't been with you shopping in a long time. But for me, you haven't been with me in a long time. Come on, bathe me, baby." With a swift Irgy carried my body to the bathroom. Without listening to me again, Irgy soaked my body with warm water.


"Aakh, baby. Stop it, you're a bitch. You're still like a kid, even you've been a father of three kids at once. Ah, stop don't keep watering me."


"Hahaha, just let you keep teasing me. Why is it that if I've been the father of three children at once, even eleven children I don't care. It'll just make me more excited, hahaha." Said Irgy who then approached me.


"You..." My words stopped when I sharply looked at her, but Irgy attacked me with a kiss on the lips.


And without giving him a fight of annoyance, we seemed to return in the early days of our marriage. Do it with passion and unparalleled pleasure.


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A few hours later, I was getting ready to get out of the room. Irgy smiled looking at me from the mirror.


"Currently, are you satisfied that you nearly knocked me out?"


"Hahaha, I'm sorry, honey. I was too anxious, because you always put on a face and voice that made me unable to control myself. Hihihi," said Irgy to come up to me and hug me from behind, he put his chin right above my head.


"Huh, stop teasing me. Come on, let's have breakfast first. Outside there was already the sound of the fray of the twins who were nagging since earlier on Rainbow."


"Hmmm... All right," replied Irgy.


Then we went out of the room and down the stairs, sure enough. I see the twins and Rainbow have sat down sweet dining table with her neat school uniform. Our housekeeper has always been impressive since the beginning he takes care of this house also helps me take care of my children. Always on standby and I've looked at her like my own mother, whose age has begun to age.


"Good morning mama, papa." Sapa the twins.


"Duh, cute. Mom and dad, mmuach. Good morning too, dear," I replied with a kiss on their cheeks.


"Good morning too, papa champ."


"Ehhem, good morning Ma..Pa," said Rainbow with a thud, his face as usual. Without a smile, then with a glass of milk in hand.


"This morning, my mom and dad will take you to your school."


"Yeay yeay's.. Papa and mama will take us, "The twins answered cheerfully.


After finishing our breakfast, we immediately got ready to enter the car later. We drove the twins first to get to school, then we headed to Pelangi school. I turned to her who was sitting in the back seat on the way to her school.


"Well, just do what mom and dad want. Even though I rejected her mom and dad would never hear me, right?"


"Rainbow... Don't be so with your mama, son." Said Irgy scolding him gently.


"Well until when, son. You're gonna be so cold, huh?" I could no longer resist seeing him always be.


".........."


The rainbow went silent ignoring my and Irgy's words.


"Roist !!!" Call me in an angry tone, make Irgy surprised and slam the steering wheel to pause on the side of the road.


"Darling, you..." Irgy's words stopped when she saw me shed tears with my face down.


"I'm sorry mom, Rainbow. Mama knows, you still haven't accepted the reality of everything that's gone by. You've always been separated by force, with the people you like. But trust me, son, this is all for your own good. One day you'll understand, you'll understand your mother's heart." I was crying as much as possible.


"Then what should I do, Ma? Mama thought how I was all this time huh? I was afraid to start making friends with a lot of people. Even I'm afraid of getting to know people and being close to people, I'm afraid of the breakup coming back, Ma. I'm scared !!!" The rainbow came out of the car after I think he managed to pull out all his junk all along.


This was the first time I heard him say such a long, wide word. Irgy and I were confused and chased him out of the car, he walked on the sidewalk.


"Roof, wait for my son." Call Irgy who managed to reach for Rainbow's hand, I saw her lower her face and cry with all her might.


Oh my God, this time I again saw my daughter crying in front of me after I witnessed her being separated from Lucky a few years ago. This time she, again shed her tears with a sob.


Then I ran up to her and hugged her very tightly. She was crying more and more with her stuffed stuffing, Irgy hugged us later. Maybe everyone who watched us would assume we were playing soap operas or were acting.


"I'm sorry, son. You don't understand yet, that's why we always ask for your free time to gather with us, talking from heart to heart. So you don't think we're doing that on purpose anymore."


"Relainers are tired, Ma. Pa, tired of everything. I've trained myself and forced to always be as cheerful as you want to be, but I can't afford it. I just cry silently, I don't know what's wrong with me."


"You just need time to understand this slowly, my daughter. Trust us, it just takes less time. You'll understand, mama and papa will tell you all our excuses, son. Trust us, don't act like this anymore. Have pity on your dear mama, for years your mama has always blamed herself for your attitude that changed cute, cold and quiet. It's like you don't think we are anymore" Irgy explained by peeping the rainbow's head off.


"No, Pa. Ma, I never thought you guys weren't in this world. I just can't say anything anymore, I feel free. Mama and papa will just go back to forcing me to shut up, I'm afraid Pa. Ma, I'm sorry."


"No, son, don't apologize anymore. All this is mama's fault, mama's fault. Mama just thought, it's not time for you to know everything. And how much mama misses the figure of mama's daughter who used to be always cheerful and spoiled, also jolly. You're so noisy, but..."


"Give the Rainbow time, Ma." she replied later with a witty look. Back we hugged him and took him into the car again, he said. Along the way I held her in my arms, in the back seat. While Irgy only glanced at us occasionally behind the glass hanging right above her head.


A while later, it arrived in front of the gate of the Rainbow school. I noticed from afar, there stood three Rainbow friends who I knew very well. However, there was a male figure that I had never seen and knew before. He seemed familiar joking with the three Rainbow companions.


"Wow, Princess cold. What's wrong with your face? Your eyes are so puffy beb..." Lisa approaches the rainbow anxiously. Then he was surprised to see me and Irgy get out of the car.


"Nlice. Aunt, om. How are you guys doing?" Lisa was followed by two Rainbow friends, Jeni and Lucas approached us, taking turns to shake our hands politely.


"Our news is good, you sweet and smart kids." Irgy answered kindly to them.


Then my gaze was fixed on the figure of the man who had been standing before looking at us with a sweet and warm smile.


"D, uh..." The three Rainbow companions looked doubtful. When the boy approached us, he shook our hands and was very polite and friendly.


"Hi, um. Aunt, how are you?"


"D, Eh... Son, You..."


"I'm Joe, my name is Joe aunt." Answer with a friendly smile. She was so sweet with that thin mustache over her lips. His smile reminds me a little of someone, but... Ah, I won't let you assume anymore. It will only add to the old wounds later.


"Aante, Om. Tumben here, princess Rainbow in the guard? Is he sulking? Haha." Lisa asked later, rousing me from daydreams.


"Eh, um.. Hahaha, no. We deliberately drove him to school because we wanted to convey something to you guys."


"What is that, auntie?" asked Jeni in a serious tone.


"Three days later we will have a very lavish special party to celebrate the 17th anniversary of our daughter, Rainbow. You come, and tell all your classmates. Or if you want to invite anyone else again, that's free." Answer me.


The three Rainbow Companions were so carefree and happy to jump and dance and then hug the Rainbow. But the rainbow just kept quiet and smiled thinly without a word.


"Wow, this is definitely going to be a fun party later." Joe exclaimed enthusiastically. Made us dumbfounded for a moment.


"O,ow.. Sorry, I'm sorry."


"Ehm, it's okay, son. Don't forget you're coming later, too, huh, hem.." I said then.


"Of course aunt, sure. I'll be there, I'll be there." Answer with enthusiasm.