Because, I Love You
Episode 3
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Yura pov's
It's been a week since the hugging tragedy that happened between me and Jungkook. Nothing special, we just avoid each other. But I was grateful that he did not address me and asked for an explanation for my attitude that day. Because if that happens I'm not sure what answer I'm going to say.
This morning was just like the usual mornings I spent a week attending school here. I set out with yoongi oppa, hearing the whispers of students who saw us passing in the corridor, and the most embarrassing part was when yoongi oppa still drove me to the front of the class. Heol what do you think ? Do I look like a child ?
I have been friends for a week. My classmates*are not so bad. I started to get along with anak* bangtan because every day we ate together. I'm also familiar with rose and lisa because our bench is close together.
If anyone's curious about my relationship with Jungkook, I say we're both very awkward. Not even a week has a single stale sentence been spoken between us. But it doesn't matter at least he doesn't look like he hates me that's enough. Because from whatever point of view I'm wrong because I'm presumptuous to embrace him.
My daydreams ran out as the sound of the break bell rang, the son* scattering towards the canteen for lunch. I don't know why I don't have any appetite right now. I don't want to go to the cafeteria either. That's why I put my head on the table facing the wall.
I heard my desk knocked, and I felt my head rubbed. "Hey, you don't want to be kantin." jimin's voice made me look up at my head. Jimi was sitting on the bench in front of me. And when I took a peek beside lisa,rose, and taehyung stood up while watching me. I sighed as I looked at the jungkook waiting to lean against the wall near the door.
"You guys, I'm not hungry." I tried to smile at the end of my sentence. But my answer still doesn't seem to satisfy them. "Yes-yes you're sick ?" Lisa asked as she pressed her hand against my eel. "I don't.." I haven't finished my sentence, the jungkook's voice has chimed in. "If he's not hungry leave it alone, I'm hungry." one breathless tone sounded in his sentence.
"You go to the cafeteria, later if I'm hungry I'll catch up." I said convincingly. They finally want to obey my word. I sighed again because I properly* myself in class now. I took the novel out of my bag, thinking finishing the novel I read yesterday didn't seem like a bad choice.
This novel I'm reading is a romance novel. The story is about 2 people who love each other and will usually end up with a happy life. A good story, very good even that is enough to make me very envious. Hah maybe until the end I was not destined to have a love story.
'Bruk' was the sound of a crackle bag being thrown at my desk. Not thrown, maybe more precisely laid rough. I swerved to the left side of the back. Jungkook is standing there folding his hands. "That's from yoongi hyung, he said you should eat it." jungkook said that with an almost expressionless flat face
"Thank you for bother*delivering bread to me." I stuffed the bag into my bag. "Yoongi hyung says you should eat it right away, don't childish it, and don't bother anyone else. Oh or do you intentionally want people* to notice you huh ?"
"Be pretentious, presumptuous to hug people without permission, what is the name if not seek attention ?" Hearing that, my steps stopped. I turned around to walk closer towards the jungkook. I stopped about three steps away from him. I folded my hands in front of my chest.
"What did you say ? Acting pretentious ? Even fools know there are scars in your eyes when they see taehyung and lisa kiss last week. I even know for one look that you like Lisa." Jungkook stepped closer clutching my arms tightly together, sick. But I had more pain seeing the angry radiance from his eyes.
"Stop knowing about me !" I grimaced because he grabbed my arm harder
I tried to smile as thick as possible "why is jung ashamed because he likes your best friend's girlfriend ?" He pushed me, made me fall on the floor.
"Silent. I said stop knowing about me. I loved Lisa before even taehyung and Lisa knew each other !" after saying that jungkook kicked my desk and left.
Sick, I stroked the scar of the jungkook on my shoulder. It hurts, but my heart hurts a lot more to hear his confession. Jungkook fell in love with Lisa. But hearing the sentence itself from the jungkook mouth turned out to be very painful.
I hit my chest that felt tight hoping the tightness was gone. My tears started to rebel. 'This is wrong yura-ya, this is wrong, do not be angry at jungkook, do not hate him. It's your own fault.You decided to let that love grow, didn't you ?. And now you alone must take responsibility for your stupidity' yura inner screams.
Yura pov end's
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