Because, I Love You
Episode 128's

"Fanny, hey are you okay?"

I fell down and sat back down on the chair, squeezing both my hands. I felt great fear this time. For some reason I don't know, Abel was so jolted that he touched my hand.

"Fanny, your hands are so cold. You calm down, take a deep breath. You calm down, calm down... Gapapa, this has all become Tama's destiny."

Abel hugged me trying to calm me who was angry. My mouth is locked to say one thing to Abel.

"Abel, what should I do now?" I asked then after Abel continued to tightly grip my hand and gently pat the back of my hand.

"I don't know what to say either. But, it looks like I have to go back to city B. I want to say a condolence to Tama, however we were once close friends."

"Can I come with Abel?"

Abel was flabbergasted and speechless at my question which simply popped out of my mouth.

"Ta, but... Is it okay? Because of you and Tama..."

"Non, sorry to interrupt. There's a call from Mr. Irgy."

Suddenly it appeared that Aunt Asri gave me a mobile phone. Makes me clumsy when Irgy calls me. What was? Until he got to the phone call this house.

"Hello, yes, Irgy.."

"Are you okay, baby, why is your voice hoarse?" Irgy answered from the end of her phone.

"I.. I'm..."

"It seems you've heard the news."

Degh !!!

I gasped at Irgy's words, could he have heard of Eliez's passing? I'm getting restless wondering in my heart.

"Are you..."

"Yes, I heard it from my co-worker. It seems like the news of this suffering has spread to my ears. Who does not know Ammar and Eliez? Eliez's family is an honorable family and a donor in every school."

"Darling, can I offer condolences to their families?"

".........."

Long time Irgy was silent without answer, I lyrics Abel who has since heard my words. He volunteered to answer Irgy's phone at this time.

"Hello, Mr. Irgy. I am Abel, currently it just so happens that I came to visit to meet with Fanny. And this news, Fanny heard it from me. Uh but I wasn't on purpose, just a coincidence."

"Can you take care of my wife?" Answer Irgy spontaneously. Makes Abel wrong.

"Ma, you mean?"

"In any case, condolences to people who have been in our lives are not prohibited. But given who Ammar was, can you keep my wife away from Ammar's sight when she arrives at the funeral home."

"Ba, okay. I promise, I will keep your request whatever the reason I will always protect Fanny." Abel replied nervously but his tone was so firm that he nodded his head as if he was talking directly to Irgy.

I quickly grabbed the mobile phone that Abel was currently taking over.

"Darling, would you allow it?"

"But do you still remember our promise?" Ask Irgy.

"I understand. I'll keep our word, no matter what." Reply steady.

"All right, I'll hang up."

Click !!!

The call just ended.

"Abel, let's get to town A." My words hurried by standing up, pulling immediately Abel's hand. But Abel stopped me, I looked at him in wonder.

"What's wrong?" Ask me.

"Fan, are you sure?"

"alright, but.. Mr. Irgy asked me to take care of you and not let you be approached by Ammar."

"I understand, believe me.. I'll be fine."

Abel nodded with a worried look at me.

Arriving inside the house again, the mother was confused to see me with Abel in a hurry to step. Regardless of mother's astonished gaze I approached Rainbow who was playing with little Tama ever since.

"Rainbow, um.. Mama and Aunt Abel are going somewhere. Rainbows are here with good oma yes," I said to Rainbow.

"Ok Ma, Tama's sister is here right?" Rainbow looked at me.

"Eeeh..." My words stopped glancing at Abel who was standing next to me.

"Tama, accompany Rainbow sister to play. Mommy and aunty have to go to town A, there's important business."

"But mommy's coming back here again, right?"

"Of course, son, my mom will pick you up. Don't be naughty, don't bother the rainbow oma. Ok,"

"Ready mom !!!"

"Wait for you, why go to town A?" Ask my mother in a panic.

"Auntie.. We, got the unexpected sad news before. Eliez, Ammar's wife died aunty." Abel took over explaining it to my mother first.

"Oh my God, how is that possible?"

"Mother, Fanny.. Will come with Abel to defend his condolences at Eliez's funeral home."

"No. You can't go there, it's not good, son.."

"But mom, Fanny just... It is purely a human attitude. Ammar was once part of Fanny's life, after all.. Irgy's allowed it."

Mom seemed to be sighing deeply as I explained my reason, even Irgy agreed to it even though I knew right now she must be very anxious and worried.

"Tante, I'm gonna take care of Fanny. I'm sure everything will be fine, I also know how crazy Ammar has been to date with Fanny. But, this time I'm sure everything that happened to him won't make him focus on Fanny."

"But..."

"Mother, trust Fanny this time. Mother who always taught Fanny that whatever human nature of bitter taste we felt before, we must remain a forgiving servant of God. But Fanny's not here to forgive everything Ammar's ever done, Eliez's innocent mother."

"Alright, alright. You take good care of yourself, do not be provoked any circumstances that later. If something goes wrong, "My mother said with a deep breath. I saw clearly what he said so much if he was worried about me.

"Abel, auntie titip Fanny. This time aunt trusts you completely, aunt believes you can protect Fanny this time." My mother looked back at Abel anxiously.

"Auntie... I promise, Fanny will be fine with me. Auntie don't worry, and thank you aunt trust me this time." Abel answered.

Then Abel and I rushed out of the house and into the front yard, I tried to order a taxi online. Abel continued to feel agitated and occasionally looked at me doubtfully.

"Abel, what's wrong? You've always been nervous since."

"Honestly, I'm afraid my darling." Abel answered with sweat that began to wet his forehead.

"Is God punishing Tama this time? Or is this the karma that's been after him?"

"Hey, what's this talking about? The matter of death is already a secret and the destiny of God, if it befalls Ammar at this time.. Perhaps God called Eliez first because he was a good man. Have you ever heard the saying, a very good person will be called by God faster. Because God doesn't want to see him continue to do or be pursued by his sin."

"I believe that, then I don't want to be a good person. I still want to live longer with my husband and children."

"So, you want to turn bad again?"

"Looks like that, what if I just ruined Andi's life with his woman right now? I'm really jealous."

"Geez, what are you thinking about this? Never mind, no more. Come on, the taxi's getting close." I answered, turning his silly mind.

Sometimes, I still don't fully believe in Abel's changing attitude. But sometimes, he was so sincere about showing his change. Ah, I don't know.

Right now, I can't even think right. How will I behave later when I arrive at the funeral home.

Oh God, are you really punishing Ammar now???