Because, I Love You
#BILYS3 204

When I got home, I wanted to go to my room very soon. But Rainbow looks very sad he immediately ran first to his room after knowing Kevin will soon return to LN. In his heart there was a feeling of worry, fearing that he would return to being a cold and reserved figure.

"Well, I'll have her talk tomorrow after Irgy arrives. I let him calm down first, so he can think straight."

Then I went straight to the room, I saw the clock was showing at 9 p.m. Desire to go to sleep immediately but eyes so naughty pranking me, he refused to be closed. Several times I twisted my body to find a good position, huh.. Always, without Irgy beside me. I could never fall asleep at a time like this.

An hour later, I heard the noise of the children. I immediately moved out of my room. And I saw from above the twins arrive with their papa, Irgy. How annoying Irgy is, she said it would take two days out of town. But actually...

"Mom, mama..." Call the twins to me with a hug.

"You guys, huh.. Didn't you say you were going home tomorrow?"

"Papa's coming to pick us up, Ma. In the house of opa and oma there is a fierce aunt, hiiih.."

I looked up at Irgy who was standing behind the children.

"Mama called me, and told me they were crying because of Ira's prank. So I'm picking him up right away,"

"Yes Ma, Ira's aunt and Cantika's sister are fierce. We are always in anger" Rafa complained.

"Once you go in the room. Aunt Ira and sister Cantika just accidentally, they just want to prank you."

"Uuh, let's get Rafi in the room." Rafa replied with a pouting face and then took her twin sister to the room.

"Our daughter is asleep?"

I ignored Irgy's words by turning around to enter the room. I don't want the conversation I want to have heard by the kids later.

"Dear, I asked. Why silent? Are you mad at me?"

"You, huh. You said it would take up to two days out of town, but..." I asked with a pouting face.

"Oh my God, I thought it would take a long time. Aren't you glad I got home sooner?"

"I thought I'd sleep alone tonight." Answer me shimmily. Irgy stepped up to get closer to me, then gently kissed my forehead.

"Again, I want to go home soon. Because I'm a little worried,"

"Agreasing?"

"Hemm, you go with Kevin. I'm afraid it stirred up uncomfortable thoughts in Nia's heart, you know she hated you so much back then."

"Geez, Nia's changed, baby. We even had dinner, and he was waiting for us at a seafood restaurant. And he said goodbye, he was so sad to have to go back to LN."

"Oh yeah? Why so fast?"

"Kevin's job requires them to return immediately, that's why our Rainbow is so sad that he cries and immediately shuts himself in the room. On the way back here, he just kept silent without a word. I'm afraid he'll be back to how he was,"

Hearing that, Irgy hugged my body.

"Huh, don't worry. As long as there's Tama by his side I'm sure he'll be fine later."

"I hope so, my husband."

"Eh, but.. I, I'm jealous."

Degh !!!

I was a little jolted at Irgy's sudden words. Of jealousy? Jealous of what? Don't-don't...

"Hemm, Kevin and Nia have managed to steal our daughter's heart."

"Curtain, basic. You are, they only love and care so much for our daughter. But anyway you're still the best papa for her."

Irgy was silent without answering back to my words, she looked at me as if she was scraping something. And it makes me uncomfortable, even though it was between me and Kevin nothing happened, right?

"Pffit... Hahaha, why are you so wrong with my wife? Do you think I'd be jealous of Kevin just because you two went to the beach earlier? Oh my God."

"Ih, what the hell is yank? So you really think so?"

"Hahaha, I'm kidding. I believe Kevin is a good man. His figure was always gentle and attentive, he was so sincere. Although, uhhem.."

"What?" Tanya glared at him by raising both of my eyebrows up.

"In his heart you're still the woman he loves, aren't you?"

I felt like I was being caught cheating. What this? I'm not even a bit of a pub intent on avenging his love, am I?

"But it keeps me motivated to love you more and retain you, whatever you are most important. You're my weakness, and so are the children. If Kevin can't just throw out the cintanys for you, that means you're an amazing woman."

You know, my two feet don't feel like they're stepping on earth right now. Why is Irgy so serious this time, it makes me feel guilty.

"Darling, are you.. Really jealous of Kevin?"

"Hem... Huh,"

Irgy hugged me again with just a long breath.

"Jawab, don't make me feel guilty like this. I'm sorry, because I went with him earlier. Anyway you know I like the beach so much, baby." Ask me in his arms.

"I'm not jealous, but I honestly admit. I'm afraid, I'm afraid I can't match the feeling Kevin has had for you up to this point. I'm afraid that one day, maybe I'll hurt your heart even if it's unintentional. Then you're gonna run into Kevin's arms, I'm afraid it's gonna happen, baby."

"Darling, what's this talking about, huh?" I pushed him to let go of my embrace. He looked at me intently, with both eyes implying the fear that was beginning to arise in his heart.

"Why do you always feel doubt and disbelief in yourself."

"At least I don't doubt you, honey. I'm just amazed, Kevin's heart is so amazing. Even I am a man, but his love and concern for you makes me envious as a fellow man. I want only me to have such a big heart and such a deep love for you. Nothing else, I feel like I'll be outmatched."

"But you're the one I chose. You're my husband, you're the best father of my children, and you're so good to my mother."

I don't know why I want to cry. I feel that this is the umpteenth time Irgy always feels insecure every time she meets Kevin.

"But even if I were in Kevin's current position, I wouldn't necessarily be able to."

"Honey, stop not always praising other men even more so he's my ex. I'm uncomfortable, or maybe you're starting to fall in love with her?"

"If YES, how?"

"Well, baby..." I really want to beat him up.

"Hahaha, forget it." Back Irgy pulled me in her arms and kissed my lips. Until we kissed a little longer.

"I love you, Fanny."

"me too. I love you, my husband."