Because, I Love You
#BILYS3 261

Joe is already in the ICU room, while Abel is still unconscious. Because Joe is still not allowed to be met, Ammar chose to keep Abel from the outdoors, accompanied by Hana and Exelle as well as Exelle's two friends who are still loyal to Exelle's side.

"You go home first." Exelle told her two friends.

"Did you kick us out, Ex?"

"Aah, no... I just don't want you guys to be in trouble here because of me."

"Look easy, bro. We are friends, calm down. We'll keep you company until you get home." Answer them.

"All right, thank you." Speak Exelle with a soft look.

No one dared to talk to Ammar, including Exelle. Who was only silent looking at his father's face, there were many questions that he wanted to ask but he chose to remain silent.

"Honey, can I get you some tea? Just let you calm down a little." Hana said to Ammar who sat holding his head with both hands supporting his forehead.

"No, you're the one who went to buy a drink. You missed your dinner, go."

"But..."

Ammar looked up at Hana's face. Hana immediately stopped her speech, which was about to force Ammar. Exelle looked at Hana's face full of wonder and question marks, who was that woman? Exelle asked in her heart.

Then Hana left without saying anything more. Soon Abel's housekeeper came out of the room he had been in to look after his master.

"Ehm, mbokp. How's Abel?" Ammar swiftly moved from his seat.

"The lady is unconscious. Sorry sir, I have to call the big master first." he replied and left.

Ammar quickly entered the room replacing Abel's home assistant. Abel was still lying with his eyes closed.

"Abel, wake up. There's a lot you need to explain to me right now." Ammar held Abel's hand.

"Please don't say if Joe is my biological son, who was born of our error at that time Abel..." Ammar lowered his face while tightly grasping Abel's hand.

A few minutes later, Abel opened his eyes and groaned a little. He surprised Ammar and moved his face closer to Abel.

"You're sober?" Ask Ammar. But Abel threw his face out of Ammar's sight.

"Furnished... Don't do this, you're scaring me. Or do you deliberately want to punish me like you're mad at my son Exelle right now?" Say back.

".........."

Abel was silent. Then he forced himself to get up from his position and pulled out the intravenous needle attached to the back of his hand.

"Abel, you want kemna? You're still weak."

"I must meet and accompany my son. She must be in fear and pain, I can't leave her alone."

Abel almost fell again, again Ammar caught him. Abel brushed off Ammar's hand violently and cried bitterly. Again Ammar tried to calm him down and hugged Abel in his arms.

"He's your son, he's our son. Do you remember, when we did it without thinking about anything else. I don't know why this is all happening, nor do I realize if I'm pregnant. I thought this was Andi's son. I was very happy at the time, but in fact... Joe your son. That's why I named him Joe Bilyantama JR."

And in the end Abel reveals everything. With a sobbing cry gripped the back of Ammar who hugged him. Ammar took a deep breath, and strengthened his embrace of Abel.

"How could you endure all this alone for so many years, Abel? I'm such a jerk, I've made a lot of people trouble because of me. I deserve a karmic punishment like this. Even if I die, it's still not enough to make up for everything."

"No. It's not just your fault, it's my fault. I was forced to leave Andi who was willing to acknowledge our son as his, but I refused."

"So Andi's known about it all this time?"

Abel fell silent and tightened his arms again on Ammar's body.

"Oh my God, I don't know what else to do. Saying sorry again is it still appropriate?" Ammar.

"Forget over. We've had each other's lives, happy families."

"I hope so. Not even with me." Ammar replied firmly.

Abel raised his head and stretched his arms over Ammar's body, he looked at Ammar's gloomy face with tears that began to wet his cheeks.

"Hey, you... Is this really you? I couldn't believe it was you from the beginning. Why are you turning so weak? You're a crybaby too. Cih, this isn't you." Now Abel turned around.

"You don't know how hard I was to hold back from being able to get to this. I also sometimes hate the old Ammar, even if I choose to succumb to Ego. Maybe me and Fanny..."

"Stop Tama!!!" Abel interrupts Ammar's words when he mentions Fanny's name again.

"If you really hated yourself in the past. So let Fanny be happy with her current life, you already have a child and a wife."

"Can status change a heart that has surrendered to its love in the past?"

"You... You'reinsane. Don't you feel sorry for your wife, Hana. If he finds out you're still holding a taste in Fanny, how will he act later huh? You know, no, your wife's a real badass."

"She already knew it, because she was also a past part of Fanny's current husband."

"So what???"

"Here you go, a lot of things happen. And I don't want to talk about it, it makes me feel worse. Because somehow, the more I wanted to get away and forget about my past with Fanny, the more something related to her was around me."

Geez, then what if you knew that both of your sons were equally fond of the beautiful princess Fanny. Ah, I better keep this a secret. Poor him, he had already suffered enough all this time. I don't have the heart, ah... How's this.

"I want to see my son, help me walk into his room." Tell Abel to divert.

"alright. Come on, slow down."

Then Abel stepped slowly limping on the papah by Ammar to go to the ICU room where Joe lay in a coma.