Because, I Love You
Episode 125's

Arriving at the restaurant parking lot, Rendy took off her suit and tie before getting out of the car. He also unbuttoned his shirt two times and rolled his shirt arm up to his elbow.

Kirana stared at the handsome figure beside her. He just feels like he is dreaming that he can still meet with Rendy and continue their relationship again after their trip is canceled because Rendy had an accident.

Rendy kissed a glance at Kirana's lips and Kirana blinked her eyes from her daydream.

"So much to notice me? I'm a handsome one, right?" Ask Rendy confidently.

"Hiss! What the hell Mas. Lebay. Ah, let's go down." Kirana replied with a soft chuckle and then they went down and entered the restaurant with Rendy holding Kirana's hand.

Rendy pulled out a chair for Kirana to sit down then she shifted another chair and sat down beside Kirana.

There was a waiter who came with a menu book and gave it to them.

"You're the one who ordered." Rendy said after taking a quick look at the food menu list in the menu book and closed it and gave it to Kirana.

Kirana also ordered some of Rendy's favorite menu and also herself, the waiter left with their order notes.

"Mas." Call Kirana when Rendy is looking down at her phone.

"Yes?" Rendy answered and then put her phone back in her pants.

"I want to apologize." Kirana still felt uneasy if she had not apologized to Rendy.

"I'm sorry for what?" Rendy asked with a look of wonder.

"I've misunderstood you all this time." Kirana answered, looking down and feeling sad again.

"Misunderstand what the hell? Because of that problem?" Rendy asked by raising her next eyebrow.

"Not." Replied Kirana with a bent face feeling very regretful.

"Continue?" Rendy was getting confused looking at this lover.

When Kirana wanted to talk again, the waiter came to deliver their order.

"Eat first." Randy said as he rubbed Kirana's head.

They eat with silence. After eating, Rendy pays and they leave.

Rendy drove Kirana home. Kirana was still speechless with a sad looking face.

"Ki, what's wrong with you?" Rendy asked breaking the silence on the way to take Kirana.

"I'm sad because I feel guilty for you." Answer with a down.

"Yes, now you're clear. I don't want to see you sad."

"I think you've been deliberately avoiding because you didn't want to marry me. I don't know how you were after the accident. Since then, I have never heard of you. Only once from Beni. He just said you were in a coma." Kirana said in a soft voice. "Pak Beni also asked me to come with him to Germany to see how you are doing and said it was your parents' request. But, I had to resign from the company because your parents would guarantee my life." Kirana.

Rendy pulled the car over and heard all that. "The art that said that to you?" Rendy asked in disbelief because she just found out about this.

Kirana nodded and it seemed like she realized that she shouldn't have told Rendy about it.

"I really don't know Ki. My parents also never said anything after I realized from the coma. When I'm having memory loss, they're not trying to tell me something that might make me want to." Said Rendy who became an emotion.

Rendy took a long breath. "So you said you had to resign from the company, what does that mean?"

"That's because your parents knew we were almost married. Your parents mistook me as their future daughter-in-law Mas. So, they asked me to come to Germany to get you there. But, I refuse that. Sorry..." Kirana replied very nervously and the tone of voice that sounded vibrated at the end of the sentence as it held back the crying.

Rendy was speechless and just looked at Kirana blankly. She has no idea why Kirana refused her parents' request which she considers a favor to Kirana.

"I'm sorry for that and I'm sorry because I always thought you were just playing with me." Kirana continued with her head down and tears that had already dripped. But, Kirana immediately rubbed it quickly.

Rendy turned her gaze out the window. He did not think that Kirana turned down the request of her parents. Even thinking that he had played her?

But, Rendy couldn't blame Kirana either. Kirana did not know her condition when she experienced memory loss and during that time she also never told Kirana.

"Yes..." Call Kirana softly because Rendy is just silent and not looking at her.

Rendy returns her car and ignores Kirana's call.

Kirana also fell silent with feelings of regret and guilt towards Rendy.

He shouldn't have told Rendy. He just felt happy because Rendy was back. He shouldn't have ruined his happy moment like this.

Stupid idiot! Kirana felt annoyed at herself while hitting her own head.

Rendy instantly caught Kirana's wrist. "You're nothing at all?"

"I really feel stupid! I'm sorry why tell you and make you angry and cuddle me?!" Kirana said loudly and cried.

Rendy let out a long sigh and pulled the car over again. "Here!" Rendy pulled Kirana and hugged her.

Kirana was crying in Rendy's arms.

"I'm not angry with you. I'm angry with myself. I should apologize to you for making you sad. Your days have not been easy, right? I'm sorry." Rendy then kissed the top of Kirana's head.

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Arriving on the side of the road near the alley where Kirana lived, Kirana asked Rendy not to take her home. "Mas, you go straight home. It's malem."

"Ki, there's no way I'm gonna let you walk alone to the house." Denying Rendy.

"Mas, I'm ordinary. Anyway, I do not want to be seen by the citizens again and make a scene in the entire village. I don't want that to happen again." Kirana's involuntary speech made Rendy speechless.

Rendy feels that Kirana does not want to marry him. Kirana said she did not want the incident when she was married to him by the citizens to be repeated again. Rendy also thought that Kirana did not want to marry him.

"Mas, I'm down?" Pamit Kirana and Rendy just nodded with expressionless faces.

Kirana ventured into a glimpse of Rendy's lips before she went down. But, before Kirana's lips touched her, Rendy turned her face until Kirana's kiss landed on her cheek.

Kirana was very embarrassed.

Usually, Rendy kissed him first. But, when Kirana ventured to kiss him first, Rendy seemed to dodge.

Kirana without saying anything else immediately came down with a feeling of disappointment and shame.

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