Because, I Love You
Episode 134

AMMAR POV

"Sir, stop smoking. In one day you've spent a few packs since." Said Andi reprimanding Ammar who is now hiding in Andi's apartment.

".........."

Ammar fell silent and just continued to smoke his cigarettes. Since the death of his wife, Ammar chose to live in Andi's apartment without any activity. He spent day after day just smoking, which he touched once in a while but this time as if he was a dependency.

No tears had ever come from her cheeks since that day. He only silenced his own mouth, but Andi was very familiar with the figure of the man he admired since school.

Although he looks tough outside, but in his heart is chaotic and mourning. Until he could not express what he was feeling. For days Andi reprimanded him to stop his dependence on smoking. But nil, Ammar petrified without an answer to evade.

"Sir Ammar, stop it !!!"

This time Andi dared to pull the hand of Ammar when he wanted to open a pack of cigarettes for the umpteenth time.

Ammar was shocked by Andi's actions.

"What else huh?" Ammar answered with cetus. This time he opened his mouth to speak.

"Sir, if you want to be angry. Just make it up, if you want to rampage you can destroy the entire room, and if you want to cry... Don't hold. That'll hurt you, dad,"

Ammar grinned at Andi's words.

"Tell me Andi, should I hate my God right now?"

"Sir..."

"Is this the punishment I deserve? But why did Eliez endure it? Why am I not the only one to leave this world?"

"Sir, Miss Eliez is a good person. God must have loved him very much, did not want to let him endure the pain longer he suffered." Andi answered trying to calm the emotions of Ammar that began to overflow again.

"Yes, Eliez is a good woman. But he wrongly forced me to live with him, whereas my heart... My heart,"

"Only for Brother Fanny. Aye right?" Answer Andi interrupted. Making Ammar increasingly peaked, rising from his seat and then hit a solid wall right in front of Andi.

Andi was surprised until his entire body was stiff, his breath seemed to stop for a moment.

"Babyxanargh... It's my fault I killed Eliez with my sincere love for me."

"Sir, stop blaming yourself so. It's been Miss Eliez's fate, miss would be sad to see you like this." Andi replied stammering with her fear.

"Then I have to how Andi? At the time of his departure my heart was washed away by the memories of Fanny first. Exelle's the son I never wanted, somehow her future. Even I'm no longer allowed to just strengthen her heart in my arms Andi."

This time it was Andi who shed tears to hear said Ammar. On the one hand Andi was also furious but restrained, but on the other hand he was hit to see Ammar so chaotic.

"Sir, let's treat your wounds first. Dad's hands bleed a lot, sir, before the infection." Andi said diverting after seeing blood dripping from the impact of Ammar's hand on the wall.

"It's not how much Andi hurts. But my heart, I can't describe it. It's heavy for me,"

Andi ignored Ammar's remarks by immediately reaching for the medicine box. Then he cleaned Ammar's wounds patiently and his hands trembled, and then wrapped Ammar's wounds with bandages.

"Aren't you afraid and disgusted of me Andi?"

"No sir, I consider him my own brother. From the beginning until now, it will forever remain so." Andi replied while remembering the bandage in Ammar's hands without daring to look up at Ammar.

"Thank you, Andi.." Ammar lirih.

"If so, let's get up. You have to go back as you were, don't fall like this."

Ammar smiled faintly at the spirit that Andi always throws. Andi is the only person who can calm Ammar's heart at this time.

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Ammar began to dare to reappear to the world. He felt he had to rise and continue living his life for the future and his heart rift that was filled with regret.

Then entertain yourself by hanging out in a cafe and then intend to book a hotel for a few days. He felt he did not want to burden Andi who had privacy with his woman.

Arriving at the hotel accidentally Ammar met with Nia and some people who are very well known by Ammar is a colleague teaching Nia at school. Nia was surprised to see Ammar getting closer and closer to Nia.

"Sir Ammar, who do you want to meet? Um, we're sorry about the father's wife's departure. Very dear," Sapa one of the women who was standing next to Nia. With a tremble Nia took a step back behind the woman.

"Yes, thank you mom. By the way, what kind of show are you guys doing here?" Ammar answered but his eyes were fixed on Nia's attitude.

"Oh we're doing a seminar here until tomorrow we'll spend the night here." Evidently. Without a hint Nia dared to greet Ammar. In his heart was a great fear and anger mixed in.

"Mom Nia, how are you?" Sapa Ammar later. Nia fell silent, making the other friend turn towards Nia in confusion.

"Baa..Fine." Nia replied clumsyly and misbehaved.

Ammar replied with a faint smile. Then say goodbye to the room that has been booked.

Evening arrived, Ammar was about to leave his room for dinner at the hotel restaurant where he was staying. Unexpectedly when opening the door to the room, next to Ammar's room stood a woman opened the door and was surprised to almost fall on the handle of the door she touched.

"Mom Nia, well our room next door turns out." Sail Ammar casually. Without answering Nia rushed to open the door of the room but in a moment Ammar held the door.

"Sir Ammar, please don't mess around." Answer Nia fear.

"Come on, Miss Nia, you're the one who made me dare to act like this. Why are you showing me an attitude that offends me?" Ammar said as he pushed Nia into his room and Ammar quickly locked the door.

"Sir Ammar. Please, don't be like this. Get out of my room, sir," Nia was frightened as she clenched her hands and pleaded with Ammar.

Ammar walked closer and closer to Nia with a grinning smile made Nia frightened and stepped back until banged to the side of the bed.

"Why is Nia? You feel disgusted at me, huh? Or are you deliberately making me angry?"

"Sir, please don't come any closer. Or I'm gonna yell and report to the police on this father's attitude."

Nia began to cry and was confused looking for a cell phone to immediately seek reinforcements. But Ammar was right in front of Nia and grabbed Nia's hand hard.

"Can we talk carefully, ma'am? I just need some time alone with you."

"Take off, let go of me. Don't touch me with your dirty hands that used to stain Fanny."

Ammar widened his eyes to hear what Nia had said. Then he pushed Nia's body to fall on the bed, Nia screamed and tried to scream as hard as possible.

Ammar silenced Nia's mouth and crushed her, so that Nia had difficulty breathing. His left hand clawed and grabbed Ammar's hair. His efforts are nil, now Ammar closer his face right in the ears of Nia.

"I like hypocritical women like you, you must be wild in bed. Let me taste you, heh." Ammar whispered in Nia's ear.

With all her might Nia pushed Ammar and bit Ammar's fingers that silenced Nia's mouth. Ammar screeched and released his grip on Nia's body, with tears in Nia's eyes trying to run towards the door but Ammar managed to get back Nia's hair that decomposed from behind.

Nia again staggered right in Ammar's arms. And by accidentally ripping off a thin shirt worn by Nia tonight, Ammar tried to touch Nia's sensitive body parts. Now Nia's clothes are only inside. Ammar forcefully scratched Nia's lips, but a slap hit Ammar's right cheek.

"Basic male ********. I'm even more convinced that Miss Eliez died because of you, and Fanny the woman you fooled really loved having to give up her honor for a filthy man like you." Nia gave a fight.

"Wow. So this is the woman Kevin chose? Secretly you were pretty wild before you started the game."

Without many more words, Ammar went crazy. However Nia tried to escape to escape or seek help so that Ammar did not tarnish him. But Nia regretted in her heart to reflect on the figure of Ammar, who had now dared to treat her so despicable.

Nia could only cry without being able to let out another scream. He resigned, he was weak when Ammar madly desecrated him. His heart was as torn asunder by Ammar's treatment all over his body.

I don't know how long Ammar did that to Nia, so Nia lost consciousness. And Ammar just walked out of the hotel room where Nia was staying tonight. Slowly there was the sound of the door closing, Nia said, looking around the room. His body was still weak and stiff, He tried to organize his mind and heart which was now broken because of the figure of the man he had cherished long ago had desecrated him .