Because, I Love You
Episode 138's

Not long after, Abel hastily entered my room in the care until his feet tripped at the end of the door. She's excited to see me with Irgy and Kevin.

"Wow, upz... Ma, sorry." Abel bumbling.

I just shook my head with that attitude. Realizing the silence between us, Abel became more and more misbehaved.

"A, did my arrival interrupt your conversation?" Abel asked breaking the silence.

"No, we just don't know what else to say with the current condition." Answer Irgy.

"Ehm, okay. I'm out first, I'll come back later." Kevin said later.

"What's wrong, don't force me to come back Vin. I'm fine, you can focus on taking care of Nia." I answered trying to relax his heart.

Kevin just looked at me for a moment, then looked at Irgy without giving an answer and then just turned out of the room.

"Darling, let's take your turn. I'll accompany you here,"

"Ehhem, apparently.. Me, just wait outside." Abel said to us, quickly turning his body out of the room. Seeing that, Irgy giggled.

"Darling, you must have purposely bullied her, right? Poor Abel knows."

"Hahaha, my goodness. I don't mean to, but it's been funny since, somehow you can be friends with a woman like her." Said Irgy while gently stroking my cheek.

"I know, from the very beginning we met he was actually a good person. It's just, he's easily influenced and crazy."

"Hemm, be good. Hopefully this time he can really be good friends with you. I'm afraid he's gonna hurt you like he used to,"

"Don't worry, anyway. I already have someone much better, who will always protect and take care of me wholeheartedly with compassion."

"Oh yeah, who?" Irgy asked with both of her eyebrows furrowed, staring in wonder at me.

"Hm.. Ra-ha-si-a." Answer me to work on it.

"So, is it a strong duel?"

"Oh, what the hell is yank? I was sick and even taught a duel. What duel?" Answer me with my face in the throat.

Cup !!!

A brief kiss on the lips surprised me.

"Thank you, always love me so deeply. I will always take good care of you, always by your side in whatever condition and circumstance." Irgy said as she gently kissed my forehead back.

"Curtain, who said that? You're Ge-er yank," I reply still intend to work on it.

"No, your eyes can't lie to me." Answer Irgy again.

"Huh, I've already. I'll just sleep,"

"Wait for yank, I forgot to say something." Irgy said with a serious face. It made me turn my body back to face him.

"I love you." Whisper in my ear.

I blushed in shame at his attitude which rarely flipped me. And slowly I began to feel good in my sleep.

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I don't know how long I've been sleeping in my sleep, but I feel like I've woken up, I look around me in a closed room with minimal bright light.

I slowly forced myself to open my eyes more openly, and got up from my position.

"Ah, where's Irgy? Why is this place so quiet and a little dark?" My muttering.

Then I tried to get off the bed, limping on my foot on my drip pole to the door to exit the room.

"What's wrong with this hospital, why is it so quiet?"

I was still wondering to myself as I stepped down the hallway in this room.

Suddenly my steps stopped and moved on my own to enter another room. I saw someone lying on the bed with an infusion bag hanging by his side.

No matter where this push came from, my legs seemed to be moving by themselves to get closer to someone who was lying in front of me.

"Oh my God, Ammar. Is this really Ammar?"

I was surprised not to play when the one who lay weak in front of me was Ammar. Someone who is now threatening me in fear after the departure of his wife.

Then my hand again moved by itself, touching his paled face to the lips that always look red blushing now a little blackened.

But pliss why it's my hand that's hard to control. Precisely rubbing Ammar's forehead more gently, I do not want to make him wake up and see me here. I was surprised when I saw that there were clear details flowing from both sides of his eyes that were closed.

"I know you'll come to me here." Said Ammar in a soft voice. My lips moved back to answer her.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you lying so weak like this Ammar?"

"I'm glad you still care about me Fanny."

Oh my God, No. What I'm saying and doing here, but.. Why my body feels heavy I control.

Then Ammar got up, he sat staggered occasionally. Grabbing my hand, pulling me to sit nearby. It's so weird, I just burst out by obeying him sitting nearby. Even though my heart refused, I denied it.

Haha, I know. It must be just a dream, right? But why is the touch of his hand so real.

"Generic. It's not good, I better not be here. I have to go, Irgy must be looking for me."

I tried to get up from before him and immediately went to the door. I don't want to linger here, I have to leave immediately.

But Ammar pulled the needle in his hand and got off the bed trying to stop me. Again he succeeded even with his position that fell in front of me.

"Fanny, pliss don't leave me. My life's ruined Fanny, I don't have the spirit to live anymore, except with you. I want us back together, pliss.."

Ammar's words made my heart feel a pain that came out of nowhere. He squabbled right before me in his frail condition, he was so messy. His hair was slightly shaggy, dull, pale face, his body was weak even though it still looked well contained.

"Wake up, don't do this. I'm not God, you're sick right now. And your life is none of my business anymore Ammar, I already have a family I should be happy with."

Ammar got up from his position, standing right in front of me. I took a step back, but he pulled my waist quickly until he got closer to her. Our eyes stared at each other, I tried to turn around and thrashed.

"Fanny, tell me that deep down you haven't forgotten me. Say Fanny, say !!!"

"No, I've forgotten you Ammar. I've forgotten all our past."

"Oh yeah, then what about this huh?"

Ammar tried to grab my lips, I pushed him hard. I refuse to touch her lips.

"Umm, let go of me Ammar. You're a jerk !!!"

"Then how about this, this and this."

Again Ammar kissed the nape of my neck, his lips began to guerrilla as if trying to leave marks all over my body.

"Ammar let go, please... Nurse, doctor, nurse, or whoever's outside."

I screamed trying to call for help but my voice was so deep that it choked my own neck. I'm still trying to push hard on Ammar's body trying to touch me.

"I'll never let go of you again Fanny, until when I do you'll just be mine. I want us to be the way we used to be, doing this on the basis of liking. But why are you being so hypocritical this time, huh?"

Ammar continued to shower me with a rough touch, until his hands tried to squeeze to touch my intimate organs. Why does this body feel so weak, and Ammar is so strong in his condition that is now not good.

My tears continued to flow until I felt tightness in my chest.

Irgy, help me... Please come.

God, what's up with all this? Why has no one come to help me.

Ammar tried to forcibly open my patient uniform that I had been wearing since. I kept shouting but she ignored me, I kept rebelling pleading and hoping for something I could do.

With all my might I tried to run towards the door, but my steps were so heavy. The door feels far away...

Oh my God, why.. What's the matter? Please save me.

Many times I murmured to ask God for help, but Ammar grew more and more infatuated. He was trying to push me on the bed, I was trying to find something near me. Trying to grab something to protect me.

Until finally my hand touched a tray on the table, I hit it right in Ammar's head. With a grimacing face Ammar moved from his position that attacked me since earlier.

Then I again tried to run, away from Ammar. But swiftly, I don't know where he got that thing. Ammar threw a sharp object right in front of me. He gripped that thing tightly.

"Alright Fanny, if you refuse me again this time. You're gonna watch me kill myself, or.. What if we die alone here, huh? Then in nature there. We're going back together, right?"

"Don't be crazy Ammar, don't be crazy. Take that thing off, don't try. No, please. Let me out of here, and I... I'll forgive you. I promise," I answered in fear as Ammar tried to kiss the sharp object in front of me.

"Why is Fanny, you're afraid to die with me?"

"Ammar, please. Don't do anything, be aware."

Without listening to my words, Ammar grabbed my hand quickly and pushed it right into his chest to stab it so deep. His blood was so fresh it flowed all over my body and my hands were covered in blood.

Ammar just sprawled right in front of me.

"Ammaaaaar... No, Tiidaaaaakkk."