Because, I Love You
Episode 181's

Ammar just kept going to pull Hana's arm that was still confused, as if Ammar really did not know me and ignored your swearing since. While the rainbow was hysterically screaming calling Lucky's name, Lucky just fell silent with tears continuing to stare at the Rainbow.

Irgy stepped forward after Ammar and Hana, breaking through the bodyguards that stepped behind Ammar, I was no longer able to hold Irgy. Then with all his strength Irgy held back and pulled Hana's hand from Ammar's grasp until she staggered.

Bugh !!!

A punch landed on Ammar's face. Hana shrieked, so did I who witnessed all this, while swiftly the Ammar bodyguards held Irgy. Ammar signalled Irgy's departure, but one of the bodyguards denied that he was the captain.

"I said let go ! Don't touch it." Ammar snapped loudly, immediately making the bodyguards release Irgy.

"Geez, sir. You all right?" Tanya Hana approached Ammar anxiously.

"Gigy, this is the first time I've seen you behave like this. What's wrong with you, huh?" Hana began to speak in a serious tone, in contrast to her always cheerful attitude and silly talk when attacking me.

I quickly approached Irgy in front of Ammar.

"Why? You're surprised to see the man you've dreamed of in the past change his heart? Yeah, he's my man right now. You have no right to say whatever Hana is,"

"But I..."

"Hana, enough. I'm fine" said Ammar in a soft tone holding Hana back from continuing to speak.

"Why, why? You were intentional, weren't you? Do you feel much better now just for not fighting Irgy? Do you really not remember me, have you really been working out all these plans for as long as you've been lost? Yes, answer..."

I kept attacking him with all the questions, accusations and even I pushed him violently step by step until he was pushed off without putting up a fight. His attitude continued to ignore me while Lucky increasingly cried hysterically in the arms of his bodyguards.

"AMMAR BILYANTAMA !!!" I said out loud. He staggered at me with both eyes reddened as if he was holding back thousands of anger and outbursts of emotion.

"Are you enough?" Said it to me. I widened my eyes to look at him in wonder, he really wasn't the Ammar I used to know.

"So you know each other?" Hana interjected in our midst.

"You are ********." I said then.

"Darling, stop it. I've already given him one punch to resuscitate him, but it seems like it's useless. Come on, let's go. I don't want your pregnancy to be problematic just because of a crazy person like her. Maybe he was deliberately holding back for his reputation in the presence of Hana."

"Hey, what does that have to do with me, huh? I've known Mr. Ammar for a long time anyway." Hana answered pushing Irgy so hard.

"Don't ever touch me again Hana."

"Wow, you.. You really changed Irgy. Hahaha, gosh. I don't believe this, but it looks like it's between you..."

"He's Fanny, my best friend."

Jleb !!!

Close friend? He said we were just close friends? Did I hear wrong? Or did he deliberately lure me into acting more than this?

"What's? Close friend? Hahaha, come on, handsome sir. Don't prank me that way" replied Hana giggling. He's back to acting silly as usual, annoying.

"Yes, we're close friends. No more, is this answer enough Hana?" Ammar answered by pressing his tone. But at all he was not provoked by emotion and turned to give one punch to Irgy.

"Well, Fanny. It turns out we are destined to be in a circle. Hahaha, this is really interesting. I gave Gigy away to you, but God replaced him with the person closest to you in the past. Isn't it even now???"

Plaque !!!

And in the end I completely fouled my hand to slap this crazy woman. To the shock of everyone watching him, I slapped him so hard that his cheeks turned red

"Fanny you.."

"It's enough of your attitude that you always deliberately think of this as Hana's joke. Since you were just haha hihi you think I wasn't fed up from the first time seeing you? Even the slap earlier can not be said we break even. Who are you huh? You are not a God who has the right to judge anything between us." Answer me with trembling lips, it feels really overflowing all the junk that I have been enduring about him.

"And you, crazy man, psyco,*******, you're the worst in the world." My words again pointed at Ammar who was looking at me since.

"Did you still judge me that bad all this time, Fanny? Even though I no longer show my face in front of you?"

"Heh, you certainly know my answer if you still have a normal brain."

"Gigy, why are you quiet? Look, is this the woman you chose as your wife?" Hana said to strike me back.

"Then what was it like? What do you think I should choose Hana?"

"Oh my God. Pliss,,"

"You still want to be here to see your Nana?"

Irgy furrowed her eyebrows at me, looking at me confused about my words, then turned around first to leave. Then Irgy held my hand, I turned her head.

"You're my wife, and you're the woman I've been trying to defend no matter what gets in the way. I will stay with you" said Irgy who then stepped with me in front of Ammar and Hana. There was a sense of satisfaction in hearing him say such words in front of them, I felt if really loved by Irgy even though I had doubted him about the presence of Hana.

"Curtain, what the hell is this?" Hana whispered annoyedly.

I saw them coming out of the room and Rainbow was still crying non-stop. I tried to grab her, and tried to calm her down. He gets angry and hysterical, all the way home to the hotel Rainbow still crying calling Lucky's name. Irgy tried to calm him with all seduction but nil until finally he fell asleep because of fatigue of his crying that continues to wriggle.

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POV

Oh my God, I promised you. I've been determined to be a good human being as long as you give happiness to Fanny's life, but seeing her back I'm just back hurt from the heart that I've managed to rearrange.

"Sir, may I ask how your past was until you stayed with my Daddy friend? And finally, we're in a match." Hana's question surprised Ammar's daydream.

Ammar looked at him and smiled at him. But no one understood that behind his gaze it still held a million wounds and hatreds that he was trying to hide.

"Hahaha, come. Why are you smiling and looking at me like that? Or you don't like my nature, you've dared to pry into your past."

"You know, I've refused so many times to be married to a young, single girl like you."

Hana jerked widening both her eyes. In his heart he murmured, what is wrong with him? She shouldn't be proud to have a much younger, single girl like her.

Ammar again smiled faintly, tilting the tip of his lips. Then occasionally looked at Lucky who was already at his side, continuing to stare with teary eyes.

"My life from the beginning, never went my way. I once loved and was thrown away, and I killed my wife who loved me so much. Do you believe that?"

Hana again flinched and began to fidget erratically. His heart trembled, from the beginning introduced to Ammar Hana considered Ammar was a mature man, not much talk, not much talk, humble and always warm new to know lately if he already has a child even though only adopted children.

"You're afraid to continue this relationship Hana?"

"Ah, uh.. Hahaha, um.. I look so clear?" Ask Hana.

Ammar smiled back.

"I have a son from my wife, too, but because of me. I just had to separate and let it go. My life is too complicated because my attitude is so selfish just because I have not been able to let someone go of my life. My life is completely ruined, I know that God is punishing me."

"Master, I'm sorry. If I force you to remember all those bitter things." Hana interrupted.

"You'll find out later anyway. I can't believe God still gave me a chance to live. Ever since the presence of Lucky, which is not from my flesh and blood. But he's changed everything, he's like my son."

"But sir, what if they find out later that you're secretly taking care of and elevating Lucky as your son? I heard Lucky was considered a bad-ass carrier."

"You know Hana, hahft... It happened right in front of me. I need a job to get back to being a great person, enough is enough everything I have and I built myself destroyed by my in-laws. And with great difficulty I crawled into this country, joining the company of Lucky's true grandparents. Then both of Lucky's parents had a terrible accident."

"God, I just found out.."

"Hm.. At that time I was working only as Lucky's father's secretary, Lucky would survive if he got a heart donor. At that time his father was willing to give his heart to Lucky, that's why Lucky was thrown away when he was just one year old. For some reason, in the middle of my death. I remember Exelle as my biological son, and I secretly brought Lucky back to my house. My mother and I took care of her as our entertainer."

"You're too brave sir, you don't know what their true true nature is. They are not among the family who will be silent if one of his confidants betray."

"That's why Hana, I'm trying to keep my attitude so that I can hide Lucky's true identity. I gave him the same education he should have from his real family. I don't want to change her just like you, I want her to inherit all of her father's later in the family."

"But why give him so many rules? Why send it to Indonesia? Poor him."

"Many rules you say? I just want him to be a figure that many people out there admire. I want him to be accepted by Hana's original family, living in a castaway and wasted life is very hard. I want Lucky to live as a person who does not give up easily, I want him to live independently and bravely so that someday he can protect the person he chooses to love."

"My answer, sir, is why you should choose Indonesia. You are now living with a wealth, living like a castle, wherever you go under guard, you can send her to whatever country you want. Or, hahaha. Lest you accidentally send him to Indonesia, like yany said by the annoying woman earlier. Huh,"

"Take back your words to Hana."

Hana stopped her laughter when Ammar bullied her. Then boldly looked Ammar in the eyes.

"We're engaged. Are you really just close friends with Fanny?"

"Who is Irgy to you, Hana?"

"Eh, uh.. He is the man I once loved... Before I accepted this match, but it seems like I have fallen in love with you old. Hihihi,"

"But not with me Hana, I'm sorry. I chose Indonesia as Lucky's education is only then that my longing for someone will be treated."

"Master, can't you open your heart up a little for me? I don't care what your past is, and who the woman who has kept your heart closed. I'll assume you're the man God sent me."

"You sure about what you said Hana? I see your eyes light up the flames of vengeance when you find out I they know me too."

"D, Eh.. No, no sir. Hahaha, come on. Don't equate me with any other woman, I accept this matchmaking because I hear you're a great, hard-working man. That's why Daddy's best friends who think of you as a replacement for their son like you so much. They're not ordinary people, of course their judgment is also more extraordinary on you." Hana said, drawing herself closer to Ammar. He tried to tease Ammar and reassure him through a kiss on the lips.

But quickly Ammar dismissed him, he did not want to be touched by Hana.

"I have to take care of Lucky's transfer school immediately."

"Why, why did you do that just because he was friends with a princess from your past? Haha, Tuam. You're making me even more sure that Fanny isn't just your best friend. She must have been a very special woman to you in the past, right?"

"Don't force me Hana. I just don't want Lucky to feel the pain I've felt in the past, because I know right now Fanny and Irgy won't give Lucky a chance to see their daughter back. The sooner the better even though it'll hurt Lucky later,"

Hana turned back to Ammar. He tried to tease and touch Ammar to accept his kiss.

"Stop Hana. Don't force me,"

"Why Sir? We're engaged, aren't we? It's my right to give you a kiss."

"Just ask your heart, do you really deserve me to choose as a mother-to-be for Lucky?"

"Hahaha, okay... I see, I'm going to set myself apart to be the woman you choose to be the mother of those children you love so much. See you again, handsome sir, thank you for all the stories in your past life. I don't care about that, I just hope you really accept this matchmaking." Then Hana left Ammar's private residence.

I'm sorry, Hana, I know you're an amazing woman. Even so, I cannot open my heart back even though I have accepted this matchmaking as your fiancee. My heart has been given entirely to just one woman, no matter how much she hates me for the rest of her life, I have promised to no longer be a terrible person just to get her love back. But I seem to have failed, she has lived happily.

Fanny, I still love you...