Because, I Love You
#BILYS3 283

"Ehm, I'm toilet for a second. You guys just continue with your privates. Hihi," Rainbow went off while mocking his companions. Then Joe followed Rainbow from behind without permission to go first to the others.

"Ride!" Call him from behind. The rainbow stopped and looked back.

"Eh, Joe. What's up?"

"I, I need to talk to you for a second."

Rainbow nodded.

"Ehm.. Can I ask you one silly question?"

"What is that, Joe?"

"Langi, do you believe that I can come with you to Harvard University?"

"Curtain, what are you talking about? Of course I trust Joe." Answer Rainbow throw smile.

"If I fail?"

The rainbow took a deep breath.

"Joe, one thing you have to remember. If you start with doubt at the beginning, you will fail. Because bad hearts and bad minds have taken hold of you from the beginning."

"Are you so eager to get into that university?" Joe asked back to divert.

"Have you forgotten that campus that so many people have been asking for until this moment? Of course I really want to. Therefore I put in so much effort and was lucky that the scholarship was mine."

"If you fail the test how will it be?"

"No. I'll try, I'll definitely pass." Answer the Rainbow again steadily.

"You said you hated being in the LN."

"Eh, did I really say that Joe?"

"Or.. Is it because Exelle forced you?"

The rainbow glared at him as Joe asked so.

"Joe, why do you keep accusing me of what I did for and because of Exelle. Exelle and I are just friends, just like we are today."

"No, Langi. We're different, I love you. Still love you, I still consider you my girlfriend."

"Heh, I already confirmed it to you Joe. We'd better be friends, I want to focus on studying and getting my medical degree. I don't want to know dating yet, I'm not ready for heartache."

"What was my attitude back then so offensive to you that you were like this to me, Langi?"

The rainbow was silent for a moment. At that time he was very disappointed in the attitude of Joe who put forward the existence of Maria.

"Huh, it's been. I don't want to talk about it, after all we can still be friends, right? I couldn't have had more of a relationship than this with you, Joe. We've been best friends since childhood, so maybe my attitude towards you is only towards a sister. I'm sorry Joe..."

Joe's body seemed to tremble at the statement of the girl in front of him, all this time he was still hoping and too confident if Rainbow still had more feelings for him.

"Maybe both. As a best friend, don't I deserve to have the fear of losing you, Joe?"

"Why don't you just let me die, that's more soothing."

"Joe!!!" Snap Rainbow.

"Well... I want to cry this sata." Joe said by bringing his eyeballs face up to make him not drop tears.

"Joe... Please don't burden me with that feeling. Better forget all that, we're as friendly as ever. Without the bond that would make us lose both, love and friends."

"Do you really hate Maria and don't trust me?"

Rainbow sighed in annoyance, because Joe again mentioned the name of Maria in front of him. Because the truth is that disappointment still exists, so.. Hearing Mary's name is enough to make a rainbow hot.

"Maybe that second. But even if you're going to make her a boyfriend, I'm going to support you. Because the truth is, your friendship was much earlier, right?"

"But my feelings for you are far older even though Maria and I are already together."

"Joe, I don't want to be stamped as someone else's lover anymore. It's it's it's okay. I'll support you with any girl later. Hem.." Reply Rainbow is still trying to gently advise her. Resisting his sense of regret because he realized the nature of Joe today impressed the forcers. And he doesn't like that.

"I.. I'll go to the toilet first." To avoid questions and silly thoughts what else Joe will give.

"If so, stay away from Exelle. For our friendship, Langi."

Rainbow steps back to a halt when Joe tells him so.

"What, what's the reason you told me to do that? it has nothing to do with Exelle."

"I don't like him." Shouted Joe.

"Stop jealous of him, Joe. You no longer have the right to forbid me from being friends with whom, do you?"

"You're saying I'm like a big brother to you, so why are you still arguing with me?"

"What's wrong with Exelle, huh? He's been good to me, Joe. He never does anything. Our friendship is purely healthy."

"Oh, so you started comparing and insinuating me with Exelle's attitude?"

"God. You misunderstood again, ah that's it. Whatever you think. I don't care, but what I see is that you're so ambitious. Feeling as if Exelle is your opponent in a match."

Joe began to clench his hands.

Ex, get rid of you this time. How dare you make my woman think you're the best. You're one step ahead of me, then I'll be 1000 steps ahead. You'll never have the slightest room in the rainbow's heart.

"Joe, Joe. Ah, you're daydreaming again. Whatever, I have to go to the toilet. Um, I beg you to accept my decision. We can't be together anymore in a bond outside our friendship."

"What is the slightest bit of your heart not vibrating when we kiss a few times during this time, Langi? I haven't even forgotten the sweetness of your lips until now."

"Oh my God, Joe. You just talk more and more, aakh it's up to you." The rainbow left feeling upset without giving Joe a chance to talk again or just apologize for what he said just now.