Because, I Love You
Episode 148's

"Fucky Morning," I said hello to the boy when we met at school. While the rainbow just quietly grasped my hand.

"Good aunt, how are you?" The reply greeted me by bowing half his body.

"Good, Rainbow.. Say hello to Lucky," I replied and then told Rainbow to greet him too. But Pelangu looks indifferent.

Lucky smiled gently in response to the Rainbow's attitude. Then he grabbed the bag held by his assistant's aunt and took out the food box.

"Rainbow, I brought 4 slices of sandwiches. We can share later," he said to Rainbow.

"I don't like sandwiches." Answer the short Rainbow.

"You haven't tried it."

"Don't like it don't like it." Deny Rainbow.

"E,eh son. Can't be, why are you angry? Lucky is good."

"Ma, the rainbow is coming in. Bye mom..." Rainbow answered and then ran to class.

"Eeeh Rainbow, jeez. Lucky, forgive the rainbow."

"It's okay aunt. Lucky will also be in class, see you later." The answer is full of maturity. At the age that has just stepped on the same age as the Rainbow is certainly an amazing attitude Lucky.

I was fixated when he had already walked towards the same class as the Rainbow. Then it dawned when the woman who always drove and picked him said goodbye to me. As soon as I stopped him, he turned to me.

"I'm sorry, can I ask you something?"

The woman seemed surprised by my words.

"D, Eh.. Where's Lucky's parents, why are you always the one who takes him and picks him up? Um, sorry I was just curious.

"Sorry miss, we have to privatize who the young master is here."

Crazy, everyone? He thinks this is a mafia world? Gee whiz...

"D, Eh.. All right, I'm sorry. I just want to make sure, if the people around my princess Rainbow are good people."

"I can guarantee that, miss, because our young master has been trained since childhood how he will behave to others."

"Hemm, okay. Thank you, yes,"

"I'll excuse you, miss" she replied, saying goodbye.

"........."

I'm riveted. Without an answer, it just nodded slowly staring at the woman entering the luxurious car then disappearing from before me.

"Aaaarg... It was like I was in another world. Lucky's just a kid, isn't he? But it makes me feel crazy."

At home, again and again. I just sat back, with no other activity but to flip back the sheets from each tabloid sheet. Watch TV, pacing back and forth is not clear, falling bone bolsters on the mattress. Rainbow's return hours are still a few hours away.

Ah boss...

Then I grabbed the phone and tapped on it. Until I saw so many notifications from all my sosmed accounts, private messages sent by Dudut and some other friends. And I focused on a personal message from Dudut only, because what I know since long ago he is a male figure who is always able to melt the atmosphere during the bowring.

"You busy?"

I ventured to send him a message first. And sure enough, in just a matter of minutes he replied to her.

"***You finally replied to him. I'm waiting for you,"

"I'm sorry, I'm busy with my current status. I hope you understand,"

"Yes yes, she's a mistress."

"Cih, lady fuck. I'm not old, Haha."

"Yes, it's just me who's old, isn't it? But I'm still as brave as I knew you, don't I?"

"Oh yeah? Yeah, I believe. Because we only know in cyberspace***,"

Then long time no reply from him. I've just been comforted by pranking her like I used to.

"Then what if we only know in cyberspace, have we never carved the taste that ever existed?"

I smiled reading the reply. Then we started to tell each other our lives after breaking up. How my life and his life have been going until now, I started to feel comforted and moved away from boredom.

I have the lyrics of the watch that has been tying my wrist ever since, showing it's time to pick Rainbow back up.

"***I have to pick up my daughter at school, we'll call next time. And thank you today for comforting my lonely."

"Together beb, I will always be willing to be where you share. (Help email***)"

God, they look sweet...

I muttered in my heart.

"Rainbow," Call me with a half-cry standing in front of my car.

"Mamaaaaaaa..." The rainbow screamed and ran towards me at Lucky.

"Oh, slowly. You will fall, son," said I to catch him who was running staggering towards me.

"Mama, Lucky helped you with the rainbow."

I frowned turning my head towards Lucky who was smiling blushed in embarrassment.

"Oh yeah? What happened to you, son?"

"So there's a rut pushing me, and Lucky's fighting him."

"What, then what about you? Is anyone hurt, son? Does pain? Whereabouts? Which one?" I asked frantically as I looked around Rainbow's body and twisted it around.

"Father ma, just a little scuff." Reply Rainbow while pointing at the elbow of his injured hand with a bruised blue.

"Geez, does your teacher know this?"

"Sorry aunt, the teacher's mother has been trying to treat Langi's wounds. But she refused and cried, "Lucky replied courteously, interrupting to explain.

I let out a long sigh hearing Lucky's explanation while Rainbow looked at me with a whining face. I shook my head at him.

"How can be a great doctor later if on the drug alone Rainbow is afraid, is it still sick son?" I asked gently then blew a small wound on her elbow.

"No ma, Rainbow is strong. Hehe,"

I hugged her body trying to speak loudly in front of me even though I knew her eyes were already glazed over for fear that I would scold her.

"Lucky, thank you, son. You help and keep the rainbow like I asked you to,"

Lucky bowed his head in response to my thanks. Then again he acted as if he was touching something on the top of the earlobe covered by his hair. A moment later came the woman I had met at all times. Then Lucky said goodbye to go home first.

"Lucky, tomorrow we play again yeah." Rainbow stopped Lucky's steps for a moment. Then he turned his head towards the back with a cheerful smile nodded steadily then waved his hand before finally crossing behind the door of the luxurious car that awaited him.

"Son, let's go home and treat your wounds right away."

"But ma..."

"No but-but, come on.."

The rainbow nodded according to entering the car first. I drove the car faster than usual to get home soon, seeing Rainbow wounds even though small but looks dirty and wet in his sweat I was very worried. Because I've never seen him hurt or scratched one bit.

Arriving home I told Rainbow to sit on the living room sofa, then rushed quickly to reach for the P3K box to clean the wound. She said silently without a word, I know she still held back her fear.

"Son, hold it. Maybe a little bit sore,"

"Strong rainbow ma, Rainbow is a doctor."

"Smart children, later when Rainbow has served in the Rainbow hospital will be on duty like this as well. So don't be afraid of injury or pain, got it?"

She nodded at my words, and I noticed that I started sweating on her forehead. His face flushed as if holding something back...

"What's up, baby? Are you in pain?"

She shook her head then her cries broke out in front of me. I'm getting anxious, I'm scared. What now, should I take him to the hospital? But it's just a small wound, isn't it? I wondered to myself in my heart.

"Sakiiit, peri ma. Huuwa..."

"Pff... Jeez, hahaha. Mama's little girl, so you're crying because of the pain? Why hold it back so long if you want to cry."

"Belangi is afraid mama is angry.. Huhoo..." She answered him while crying sobbing.

God, have I been too strict with her all this time?

"Son, listen to mama. Forgive me if you are always firm and ask you not to be a whiny child, you must be independent and never be afraid of anyone who feels threatening you. But if you want to cry to relieve your pain, cry. Don't hold it, okay?"

He looked at me with a sob, then shook his head.

"The rainbow doesn't understand Ma,"

Kretekkkkk !!!

Like a solid rock that broke because of the rain of a blow heard the answer of the rainbow. How not? I explained at length since I hoped he understood. Aaakh, I take this too seriously. But Lucky, he's the same age as the Rainbow, isn't he? But he was smart and seemed to understand all my body language. Her IQ must be high, huh..

Is it wrong if I am too assertive and also arise ambition want Rainbow can grow amazing like it...???