Because, I Love You
Episodes 158

I complained of long breaths immediately wiping away my tears that had been accompanying my daydreams ever since, sitting alone in the TV room.

"Aarght.. Shit, I opened this message, didn't I."

And I just saw it, after how long I did not open again my sosmed account along with a private message sent by Dudut. I was surprised to see so many messages he sent me.

"Do you know what time it is? I'm married."

My reply was brief. And a moment later in just seconds a reply from Dudut had landed.

"I'm just making sure you're really married. Are you okay tonight, baby?"

Phewt.. I have never entered my wedding photo in my sosmed account, because since I was stamped as a Actor just because of the status of my fake relationship with Dudut in cyberspace. It makes me feel bad, hahaha. This is indeed ridiculous, because I have never met him once but on the stamp as the Actor who likes it???

"I'm fine." My reply was brief.

"***But your reply indicates that you're not doing well, what if your husband knows you're busy with your phone at this hour?"

"It's none of your business and it's none of her business."

"Beb, don't be. Although I'm a little sick to hear you belong to someone right now, but you're a wife. You're supposed to be serving your husband, gih.. Refer to him***."

Since when has he been this advisor??? Ask me in my heart.

"Are you taking the wrong medication?"

Repasku.

"***no beb, I just realized that our relationship is not going to be what it used to be. Your time is limited, divided only for your husband and children. Whereas I'm just a pseudo-shadow who's ever left a thriller in your life."

"What the hell, so how are you?"

"I'm serious beb, this time I'll limit our communication. Hearing you live happily, I'm happy. Gih, sleep.. It's your bedtime isn't***?"

I wrote a wall clock attached to the wall of the TV room, showing it at 10 p.m. And Irgy never came home. What the fuck???

Should I just call her? Cih, it would only make him think I had forgotten everything that happened on the reunion night.

"My husband hasn't come home from the office."

Back I replied to a personal message to Dudut.

"What's? What time is this, baby? Do you need a friend tonight? I'm ready to accompany you, like I used to. You are free to talk to me anything. I'll be your loyal listener..."

And to be honest I was interested, I missed reading a reply from Dudut this time. I feel like I have found a place and a goal to clear all my pent-up fatigue in the past week.

And we started talking over the phone. I told you about all my vivid memories of the reunion night, of your anger that still grumbles in my heart. About everything, everything that happened to me until I sobbed in tears. Dudut still every time we heard it even though we had a debate because Dudut felt I was a selfish and cowardly woman.

After we were quite tired in arguing, in the end it was Dudut who relented. He tried to comfort me, trying to melt all my anxiety, until he managed to make me slowly sleepy and just fall asleep on the sofa.

I don't know how long and since when I really fell asleep. Then I heard a familiar voice in my ears.

"Mrs, Wake. Wake up, madam, it's morning.. Why is Madam sleeping on this couch?"

I was shocked and immediately woke up from my sleep that had been lying down in a blanket that I knew when I was wearing this blanket. As I recall, I didn't bring this blanket last night.

"Ehm, bi.. What time is it?" Ask my assistant aunt.

"5am Madam." Answer aunty assistant.

"Ah, why did it feel so long I fell asleep. My head hurts, um.. Bi, did you come home last night?"

"Sir came home at 4 this morning Madam, but he came home just to take a shower and change clothes. Then go to the little lady's room and then go again."

"What's? leaving again?" I was surprised not to play after knowing Irgy came home just for that and then went back without waking me up. I was expecting it, if this blanket was the one wearing it.

But.. Why is he getting weird? Makes me even more suspicious. I began to attack the growing anger.

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Irgy's attitude made me wonder and lost focus, even I chose the wrong Rainbow school uniform this morning. Luckily Rainbow realized and had memorized it, I quickly changed it back.

As usual, after dropping off the rainbow went to school. I went back home and waited for the clock to turn around until it was time to pick her up again. Before I get home, I intend to find Irgi in his office. To make sure that what I've been thinking about him these few days he ignored me is not true.

Arriving in front of Irgy's jewelry store, I rushed out of the car. And about to enter the store, from a distance I saw the figure of Khery was serving a woman with a very friendly and familiar. Every now and then they were joking, and I noticed the figure of that woman like I've seen her somewhere.

When I reached the room, Khery stopped the chatter for a moment and looked at me from a distance. And his gaze at me this time seemed to make him start clumsy. That's common for me...

But my steps suddenly stopped and pecked on the spot when I saw the figure of the woman in front of Khery looking back. Exactly where I was walking to see Irgy.

Wh why? Why is this woman really here? The Irgy company.. Wh why? Maybe they really met each other secretly behind my back, Lord?

"Hi, Fanny. Um, we meet again. And this was unintentionally too. How are you?" She greeted him kindly as if she had never done anything wrong before.

"Hana, you.. Have you met Fanny before?" Khery asked first to interrupt before I answered.

"Haha, yes, my. We've met at a reunion party before,"

What should I do this time, God? Even Khery already looked so familiar with the woman... I should what? I should how?