Because, I Love You
Episode 157's

It was as if Irgy had deliberately not lowered the Rainbow from her sling. Keep holding the rainbow until we get out and I'm already heading straight for my private car. Irgy entered my car first, holding the rainbow.

I stared at Irgy sharply, even now he was wearing only a shirt. I murmured and asked in my heart..

Did he accidentally go to the office this morning? Didn't he say the sales condition is still not normal...?

"Mama, let's go."

"But son, how are we going to go if papa still carries you that way?"

"Papa will come." Answer the rainbow innocently.

Without saying much more, I entered the car and took over to drive. Although this heart still hurts to be near Irgy, it still feels unbearable. But I have to pretend everything's fine in front of my princess Rainbow.

Throughout the school trip Irgy pricked and invited Rainbow to play and sing, Rainbow was cheerful this morning. While I desperately held back from dropping my tears again because this anger never subsided.

A while later, it arrived in front of the gate of the Rainbow school. At the same time a luxury car came, which was none other than the car that Lucky had been riding all along.

"Roofers.."

And sure enough, Lucky immediately called Rainbow when he got out of the luxury car that drove him this morning to school.

"Hi lucky's.." Welcome the rainbow cheerfully. Then Lucky ran over to the rainbow.

"Young master, be careful." Shouted the woman who was his nanny.

"Lucky, look. This is my papa," Rainbow said again by pointing at Irgy who was standing while still holding the Rainbow and then lowering it.

"Upz, hello om. Good morning, nice to meet papa Pelangi." Say hello to Lucky, half-bending his body respectfully. Irgy seemed surprised at Lucky's attitude at that age.

"Ha,hi.. You're the one named Lucky. Smart kid, greetings from papa Pelangi." Irgy replied with a blabbing speech coming out of her lips.

Lucky smiled in response and the mini-turn greeted me with the same greeting. Saying good morning with great politeness, yet he seemed to slightly wrinkle his eyebrows at me which might be a bit different. I realized this morning I went to Rainbow school without makeup, I just put on a little moisturizing my lips to not look more pale. In fact, both of my eyes are still open.

"Mom, ma.. Rainbow in first." Then say Rainbow.

"Don't forget to eat your breakfast later in class, don't forget to share it with Lucky. And, Lucky.. As always, aunty tipped Rainbow yes son." Answer me while rubbing Lucky's head. I don't know, seeing this figure always makes me feel closer to someone.

"Good aunt, I will always take care of the rainbow. Because the task of men is to take good care of women, so that women do not go. Is it aunty?" She answered with a smile looking at me embarrassed. To make Irgy flabbergasted to hear it.

"My foster father always said that every time we met or talked on the phone." Lucky lowered his head.

God, is he really Kevin and Nia's son? But, how is it possible, he also called him a foster father right?

"But son, who's your foster father? He taught you too much that which makes you mature yet in time." Irgy began to wonder.

"Young master, it's time to go to class. Well in class,"

And as always, Lucky's nanny interrupts whenever we want to know a lot about this child. I'm not surprised about this anymore, unlike Irgy who doesn't seem to want to lose.

"Lucky, I want to..."

"I'm sorry, aunt. We go to class first, see you later." Lucky said goodbye cutting Irgy's conversation. Then took Rainbow walking along, just a moment before Rainbow hugged and kissed me with Irgy alternately.

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Since the night of the party and the reunion, until now it has been a week. I kept Irgy quiet, and we slept apart. No matter what Irgy always does and says, it steals time when I'm off guard just to get me to talk. Discussing her true past, which I never knew as long as we were married.

To this day, Irgy suddenly fell silent ignoring me for no reason. Even so, without a prior agreement. We live out a commitment that flows just like that we agreed. In front of Rainbow with great difficulty I still behave as usual, I do not want to damage his psychic at this age.

I'm starting to not stand it, I'm so sick of it. But it's been a week, hasn't it? I'm still reluctant to accept Irgy's past reality that she never told me. At the very least, I know the background of his closeness to other women in his past. So that I wouldn't feel disappointed and humiliated in front of his friends at the reunion that night.

During our marriage, several times I refused to attend reunions even though it was with her. I don't want anything new to make him look at me worse. Even though he already knows your past with a lot of jerks who have taken everything from me. But didn't I tell her everything, did I?

Tonight Rainbow has gone to sleep in her room. I'm still sitting with daydreams and thoughts that go nowhere, while Irgy. He came back late tonight, without even letting him know in a short message for a few days. Somehow this made me feel like I wanted to go as far away as possible from this house.

But I'm trying to hold back, it's not good for the rainbow. I didn't want to make her see all these circumstances, but Irgy's indifference these past two days made me even more suspicious.

Did he go back to meet Hana outside? Or the.. He began to get tired and tired of my attitude that has been a week to continue to inhabit him without inviting him to talk unless he started, even I answered him only when we were with the Rainbow.

Or the... Aaarght, this really makes me hate myself.

God, how is this..???

At the same time your tears fell, a private message from my email. And it made me think that Irgy was the one who sent the message, without me noticing that it was an email.

"*Ka**u's asleep? I'm bored again, I need you baby.. Follow me chat tonight*."