Because, I Love You
#BILYS3 291

POV Joe's

With a bruised and twisted face, almost his entire face was filled with bandages by doctors. Joe limped his feet after getting off the taxi, his feelings can no longer be expressed in words.

He's broken, he's angry, he hates, he's vengeful, he's sorry, scared, agitated, all in one.

I don't think I want to live anymore.

His words in the heart. Then entering the room, there was no one because of course the entire house was sleeping soundly before morning. It was fortunate that he had brought the house's spare key, because a time like this would be very useful.

Joe trudged up the stairs to get to his room. One step two steps three steps, he paused for a moment. His breath felt tight until he stepped back and passed through Abel's room.

Unfortunately, there was a sound of sighs and spoiled moans from Abel's room. Suddenly Joe recalled Exelle's words earlier, wanting to feel Joe breaking into the room. But it felt like it would be very disrespectful, he was still trying not to be easily incited by Exelle's words.

Upon entering his room, Joe slammed the door. He laid his body on the bed staring blankly at the ceiling of his room.

"Well, does this feel like a real rejection? Was this as painful as the rainbow felt when Mary was always clinging to me back then? I could barely bear this pain. Hikk... Langi, I love you. I love youuuu...!!!" Joe screamed and cried in his room.

Joe wakes up and he starts to vent all his emotions. He shouted, he punched an ornamental mirror that had just been changed in his room, and now his room was destroyed in a mess some of his belongings were stained with blood in his hands earlier. Then Joe sobbed his face, curled up to sit on the bottom edge of his bed.

Of course his voice until heard to Abel's room, making Abel stop his activities with the husband. He realized that his son had just arrived home. Just by wearing sleeping pajamas with slightly messy hair, Abel was about to leave the room.

"Darling, we'll continue later. Our son has come, it seems his mood is bad."

"Honey, nanggung..." Her husband kept Abel from leaving the room. But Abel ignored him, he did not want his son to hurt him again.

"Aaaaaakhs... Joe!!!" Abel shouted as he directly smashed through the door of his son's room. He saw the whole room was falling apart and again there were a lot of blood stains everywhere. While Joe sat curled up, drowning his face in both knees.

"Baby boy mami, what's up? Why are you running amok again?"

Joe still nodded his body. Abel walked up to him and touched Joe's shoulder.

"Jawab mami, what's wrong? Who's making you mad like this again?"

"Exit, Mi. I want to be alone, don't keep asking me." Joe replied with still sobbing tears hiding his face.

Abel slightly grimaced seeing the viscous blood seeping from each tip of his finger.

"Your hand is hurt again, don't you feel sorry for this limb of yours?" Ask Abel back.

"I said get out, Mi. Keluaaar, I don't want to talk."

"Look at mami dong first. Yes, you are crying, right? Is this because of the rainbow again, hum?"

"........."

Joe remained silent. But more and more in his tears.

"Huh, my mom said. You must dare to sacrifice and dare to do one thing to keep the Rainbow by your side. Are you so stupid?"

"Mommy!!!" Joe lifted his face.

"Babhargh... Joeee, what.. Whatisthis??? Why is my baby boy mami's handsome face smashed like this?" Abel was shocked and screamed and panicked.

"Darling, iaaang. Hurry kemariii!!!" Abel shouted again calling her husband who had been cleaning up since. Then running around with only boxer pants and a towel covering his shoulders he entered his son's room.

"God. Whiz daddy, what's going on? Who wants you like this huh, says same daddy." Joe's father was shocked and panicked.

"Say, who dares to ruin the handsome face of the child's mother. Heh?"

Joe stared intently at his parents at this moment, then grinned fiercely in front of them.

"Daddy and mommy are angry to see me destroyed like this?" Ask her later.

"Then what if this is the result of the actions of other Mommy or Daddy's children out there?"

Jem!!!

Abel was jolted, his heart like a dagger. Instantly tightness and pain once in his feel.

"A, what do you mean, son?" Ask Joe's dad. While Abel was still speechless stiff, his face and lips were pale instantly. It was easy for Joe to catch Abel's current terrified expression.

"Why, Mi? Mommy's surprised I'm talking like this?" Ask Joe then.

"A, what are you talking about.. Joe?" Abel's getting clumsy.

"Am I a bastard here?"

"Joe!!!" Call Abel out loud.

"No, who said that, huh? You're our son, you're Daddy's only son." Answer his father later.

"Mi's aircrew!!!" Joe screamed while standing by his own hair.

Abel stood up, bowing his face. His entire body was so trembling, his legs felt unable to stand up.

"Son, already. Don't keep arguing, you're our son. Our only son, don't think about anything else. You better take a break, come on..." Joe's father was still trying to calm him down.

"Stop, Daddy. I want you to answer right now, I know you've been hiding something from me all along. Or maybe Daddy also knows but deliberately conspired with mami, yes?"

Now his father was silent without daring to answer him again. Because in fact in his heart he admitted if Joe, it is not his flesh and blood. At that time he only felt sorry for Abel, gradually he really fell in love with Abel so willing to accept Joe and consider him like a child himself. Abel can no longer give him offspring because in the past Abel took too much anti-pregnant drugs.

"Enough, Joe. Stop it!!!" Abel opened his voice.

"So right, what Exelle said was." Joe said in a soft voice.

I expected it. If one day Exelle will uncover this secret, she will reveal Joe's true identity with her. Aarght... Goddamn bum!!!

"Sleep, don't talk about this again. Mom is lazy, mommy is tired. Just throw away all your silly thoughts, you're the son of your mother and your Daddy. No need for explanation and other detailed reasons." Abel answered angrily and left Joe. But just stepping towards the door, Joe shouted.

"You're evil. You purposely hid this from me, you irresponsible parents, you selfish, you just want to be happy yourself."

Abel looked back stopping his footsteps. Then he came back to Joe.

"Then what do you want, Joe? Whahuh? Don't make mami dizzy. Mami doesn't understand why you turned out like this just because of one woman. Out there you can get a thousand women who are more than rainbows."

"Sadly, did my mom ask me to follow in the footsteps of my mom in the past, so?"

"Joeee..."

Plaque!

Out of control Abel had slapped Joe on the cheek, Abel's husband was shocked and pulled Abel's hand away from his son. Abel fell back one step.

"Mommy finally answered him. Is the man who came before me in a coma a part of my past?"

"Yahaaaaaa... You are a bad boy, do not know in profit, how dare you insult your own mother, you are not polite, is this how you return the favor to the mother who conceived you, bet your life gave birth to you huh?"

Abel screamed while raging about to grab and beat Joe's body. But hindered by her husband's large tall body embracing Joe's body to be untouched by Abel, her own mother.

Now Abel continues to rampage without stopping screaming like crazy. Joe was crying in his father's arms. He was eager to return the favor but the disappointment he was experiencing at this moment, the pain he felt made him unable to express with his anger anymore.

Why, why Exelle... Whyaa? Then what should I do now, what should I do?"

Bathin Joe seemed to suffer unbearably. Abel did not want to give up, even though his heart felt the same pain and disappointment. For years he kept this a secret perfectly without the slightest gap, since meeting Exelle instantly all fell apart.