Because, I Love You
Episode 182

I thought this would be a fun holiday and make Rainbow happy even more so. Do you know what my heart and mind are right now? So claustrophobic as he watched Rainbow continue to cry and rampage, he even began to dare by throwing everything that was nearby. This is not my daughter who has been quiet and always cheerful.

Repeatedly Rendy and Irgy joined together to calm him down, but the rainbow grew increasingly sobbing.

"Oh my God, how is this?" My speech.

"Fanny, calm yourself. Don't panic, don't worry. The rainbow will surely subside later, this is only because of time. It's too sudden for him." Answer Shishi, who has been trying to calm me down.

"It won't be easy, brother, even then this happened when he had to part with Tama. Son of Abel my friend, he had to move to LN and we lost contact until now."

"Geez, pity our little girl. At his age he always gets deep sadness with painful partings."

"Tell me brother, answer me. Is this a punishment for me because in the past?"

"Hey, what do you think is Fanny? Nothing like that, believe me. Everything will be fine, gradually the Rainbow will understand. He's just a kid at the moment, don't be so hard anyway. Poor him, hemm?"

I lowered my face with tears slowly dripping nonstop. Right now I'm really scared and angry, I can't believe this.. How Lucky was instantly present in Rainbow life as the son of a man in my past. All this time I always asked God that one day, Rainbow life will be far from my people in the past. But actually???

"Honey, it looks like we have to go back to Indonesia immediately. To make the rainbow calmer, we stay with mother for a while. Only mother can take the Rainbow's heart." Said Irgy suddenly.

"What if the rainbow becomes more and more dear, you know our journey on the plane is long enough." My objection.

"Then how else? We've taken her somewhere else wherever she's still crying. From the beginning I doubted the boy, you gave him leeway for our daughter and let him get closer to the boy."

"You mean Lucky? Do you think I knew who he was from the beginning, huh? Are you blaming you now just because he's the son of a boy in my past? Didn't he? Remember Irgy, there's Hana too."

"It's none of my business anymore" replied Irgy coldly.

"Oh, so why did you hit Ammar earlier? Are you jealous?"

"Fanny !!!" Irgy called me.

"What, what huh? That's right my guess. You're jealous to see her engaged to someone you hated in my past."

"Even if I don't feel jealous, I'm just annoyed why he should yany behind the figure of Lucky that you have been praising. Do I still have no right to be angry, huh?"

"You..."

"Stop. Stop you guys, can't you just deal with this all quietly and with a cold brain, huh? You as Rainbow parents right now should have been wiser. Not blaming each other like this, soon you will have another child. Remember that, "Suddenly Rendy spoke in a loud tone to us, making my debate with Irgy come to a halt.

"Ehm, I know.. My husband and I Rendy have no right to interfere in your domestic affairs. But this time, I decided. I'll take Rainbow with us to the city we live in, it's only a while until the school holidays run out. Do you agree Baby?" Said Shishi then.

"But brother, we..."

"Whatever your reasons I refuse. You can come no. This is our decision for the good of the Rainbow. We already consider her our biological daughter." Replied Brother Rendy firmly making me and Irgy just stare at each other without daring to answer again.

"Ehm, angel uncle. Let's meet Yasmin's sister and twin sister at uncle's house, you'll definitely love playing with them. You'll play ball together, play with lots of dolls and smart robots. Wanna?" Said Rendy trying to stop the rainbow crying.

"Pe, rainbow.. Hikzt, ma-mau.. Hikzt, play Lucky. Uncle," he replied stammeringly with a cry of will.

"Son, at our house you'll be much happier playing with your brothers." Shishi added.

"You want? You can play with smart robots too." Said Rendy back.

The rainbow nodded doubtfully and looked towards me with Irgy, her gaze as if she harbored deep anger and sadness. It makes me feel even more sick to see it that way.

"Honey, I'm booking the fastest flight ticket right now. While you're tidying things up, yeah," said Rendy to his wife, and seemed to just ignore me and Irgy.

"Sister..." Call me down, stop the activity of his finger that began to want to make a call.

He looked at me for a moment, then with a burst of crying I approached and hugged his body. Then she returned my embrace by continuing to stroke my long hair. It felt like I was back in my childhood, where I always hugged him like this when heavy problems plagued me.

"It's over, forgive brother. Don't cry anymore, brother isn't mad at you. Brother doesn't want you to get hurt, especially with the rainbow. He's still a child, he doesn't understand what his parents' hearts and minds are feeling." Said Rendy's brother by continuing to defend me.

"I'm just upset brother, I don't want to live the rainbow as much as I do. I'm afraid brother, I don't want him to relate to people in my past. Especially Ammar, I don't want to. I don't want you to," My cry grew increasingly roaring in Rendy's arms.

"We live in a world not alone, this world is indeed vast my sister. But the one who has his scenario is only God entitled, not us. If only later, your daughter felt among all your people in the past. It's her destiny, just how you and Irgy matured to react. Don't make her psychic a hater because of your past, my sister,"

"And you're Irgy, you shouldn't be acting so hard. You don't have to get your hands dirty anymore to get your hate and revenge on Ammar. It's over, think about your future and your children's."

"I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry. I couldn't control myself just now, honestly I was too shocked to see all this, that's why I..."

"Here you go, don't blame each other anymore. Pack your things and then stay a few more days in our house during the Rainbow school holiday."

"What's not troublesome for big brother later?"

"Bother, especially Fanny. She's eating a lot right now, but how else?"

"Well, kakaaaak. Nyebelin," I replied with a peck of annoyance that was followed by laughter by Rendy and Irgy.