Because, I Love You
Episode 155's

POV

A moment after Fanny avoided the gathering that made her heart overcrowded unbearably, Irgy was a little restless. Sometimes he looks for the figure of his wife who is missing from his sight. While all the friends who were surrounding him increasingly hold back and seize his eyes to focus on this reunion.

Indeed, their attitude is not surprising anymore for Irgy who had many years in their reunion society always managed to take the time and concentration of Irgy. Moreover, Irgy is known as a humble friend in addition to achievement and always prioritizes friendship when in High School first. That is why he has always been elected as the head of the osis and appointed chairman in each of these reunion societies.

"Gigy, once again.. Congratulations on your marriage, sorry if I'm late to say it." Sapa Hana who suddenly came closer to him.

"Hem, thank you." Irgy answered briefly without looking at him, taking a sip of a drink.

"That's it?" Hana asked back smilingly looking at him.

Irgy was still speechless ignoring the nearby Hana who kept staring at Irgy without caring about her. Then Irgy tried to switch positions from Hana's presence.

"Gigy, wait. Are you really angry and don't want to forgive me? Don't you want to know about me after you just disappeared?"

Irgy looked at him for a moment without saying anything. Hana was still throwing her smile at that male figure in her past.

"Why do you keep apologizing from now on, and please don't take me as you've called me in the past."

"Hahaha, you haven't changed a bit Gigy. You're still ashamed to admit your feelings and your attitude remains as closed as it used to be."

"And you still think of me as your joke material, don't you? Nana, don't talk to me anymore. Don't test me in front of my wife."

"Don't you still say the same different name as you used to?"

"That's because I'm used to the call" Irgy replied.

"That means my name is also used to being in your heart. Yes, hihi.."

"Ha,Ha-na. Can you just walk away from this party?"

Hana looked surprised at Irgy's remark this time. His two teary eyes looked at Irgy's face looking at him wryly, as if she was reluctant to look at him again.

"How exactly did you consider our relationship?" Ask Hana in a serious tone.

"I should have asked you, did you ever consider our closeness first?"

"Girly.. I can't believe you have this side, haven't I already told you how I feel? But you.. You're more willing to pass it on through someone else."

"Because you always think of me as a joke when I do something to show you my true feelings at the time. You remember, on valentine's day at school I gave you purple roses like you always say whenever I'm around you. You always talk about getting it from someone. I understand and want that if I was that person, you know how hard it would be for me to order it from abroad. Quietly put aside savings from my pocket money, because I abstain from asking my parents to make happy the woman I love. Butwhat? When I gave it to you, you.. I laughed in front of all my classmates. Do I really think you're the subject of such a joke?"

Hana closed her eyes with a deep breath and then dripped a clear grain next to her eyes. He realized that his attitude at that time was not at all he thought would be fatal to Irgy's heart.

"Gigy, i.. At that time I, in fact, just diverted my surprise. You really gave that rare flower in front of friends. I am happy, I am moved, I really want to say directly if you want to be my lover to be bound in the wedding vows. But I'm a woman, I don't want to look whiny in the face of everything that's gonna change me."

"But can't you just for a little bit, stop laughing at me like I don't deserve your love."

"Gy, I'm waiting for you to say it straight away. I love you and until I hear you're married, I'm still waiting for you. I still wish I'd heard your love, I still wish you'd missed me Gigy..."

"We're not a match, I'm just a cowardly man and don't deserve a classy woman like you."

"Then how now, is your heart no longer trembling with my presence? You told me once, if only by being near me did you feel a vibration in your heart. Until the sweat droplets all over your body, don't you think?"

"That was before, before I finally managed to slowly kill my feelings towards you Hana."

"You lied. Don't always be a coward, don't make me think of you as much as I used to."

"I'm married to Hana, I'm happy with my life right now. Didn't you say you were engaged. Then what else? We should live each of our lives without harboring other feelings."

"Then what is this, what is Gigy?" Nimblely Hana grabbed Irgy's left hand which started to get wet with sweat. Irgy brushed it off a little harshly.

"Your silence, your neck, and your hands are wet, or maybe your whole body is now soaked in sweat, right?"

"Don't get me wrong, it's because.. I'm surprised at your sudden presence that hasn't been present every time this reunion is held."

"That's because I'm so busy with my studies abroad. Is that a reason for you to just forget about me?"

Irgy was silent without an answer. He was increasingly upset and confused to give answers to women who had existed in his past. Inevitably He must admit it if Hana is the woman who once made him feel love.

"Say Gigy, say it. If you ever really loved me before, I'd like to hear it straight from your mouth that you can never say."

"That's not necessary anymore, I've forgotten how to tell you how I felt." Answer Irgy firmly. Making Hana surprised until both her round eyes reddened as tears began to seep rapidly.

Irgy was confused. While some of the people present at the party this time looked at him in whispers.

"I'm sorry Nana. I'm..."

"For years I waited for you to say it directly in front of me Gigy. You are happy, do I not deserve to be happy also with just one sentence of love spoken from your lips. You've turned so selfish, Gigy... You're selfish."

"What else do you want, huh?"

"Say, express. The feelings you've killed because of my misunderstanding, before we'll really not be rediscovered even if it's just familiar."

"I love you."

"What's? One again's. I didn't hear it Gigy."

Hana smiled with relief at the words she had been waiting for spoken from the mouth of the male figure she loved secretly. She wiped away her tears and replaced them with a cheerful smile.

"You don't feel satisfied just yet, I just don't want you to live with my feelings continuing to haunt you forever."

"Hem, it's okay. I understand, at least I've heard it in person even though it's too late." Hanna answered with tears again, although she still smiled cheerfully.

"I hope we no longer discuss everything that has been swallowed by time in the past. And about the feelings I have buried deeply do not force me to rise again. Because our story is different now.." Irgy answered firmly and then left in front of Hana.

In Hana's heart muttered...

You will never know my happiness at this time Gigy, for years I waited for that sentence to be said from your sweet lips. But why do you have to dare to say it when we are separated by a distance that I cannot afford to go through to keep taking you back.

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"Woah, what is this atmosphere? It's so scary, I'm sitting my fur up shuddering." Answer one of Irgy's black friends, the atmosphere was still after I looked at my husband Irgy's face sharply and with words of praise.

"Darling, this thing is just symbolic. Not as you think, don't take it seriously." Irgy replied then with a tremble.

"Oh yeah? But this is really interesting, and great. Can answer something that is hidden even though it has been considered dead for years." Reply with a grin.

"Ehm, Fanny. Are you mad? These.. It's just a game, don't give that creepy look. You scared Gigy... Hahaha, my goodness." Hana interrupted.

"Hahaha, you're even more powerful and interesting in this game Hana. Since then you seem to have forgotten Irgy's current status, and a warm look. Just mine for Irgy, you're just a part of her past that she probably doesn't remember."

Hold Fanny, hold your emotions... Everyone is watching you now, you have to keep the attitude that you are a woman who is more worthy to accompany Irgy even though your anger has peaked.

I saw Hana flabbergasted at me without daring to give an answer to defend herself then she looked around at the friends who were now staring at her in confusion.

"Hahaha, I'm kidding. Why is your face so pale, I'm just kidding. Jesus,"

I again took over to melt this silence, I did not want to be judged as a rude and inappropriate woman in a wife by an Irgy who considered them to be the perfect man.

"Hahaha, jeez. Fanny, it turns out you're a funny, silly wife. I think Irgy chose you as his wife. Because you're so bar-bar, hahahaa." Answer one of the people interrupting my words.

"Ehm, thanks. But it seems like Irgy chose me as a wife not only because of that, I also went crazy about satisfying her craft. Is it, baby? In fact, he's always forcing me every second to do it until he's tired."

You know, it's spontaneous speech coming out of my mouth. I don't know what's in it and why I don't care, I just want to go crazy here.

"aaah? Oh, my God, I can't believe this. Woah, you make us envious. We're not married, hahaha..."

"Do you also want to know how to whine spoiled when you want me?"

"Darling, what are you talking about? Let's go home. Don't embarrass me in front of friends." Irgy held me back from continuing the conversation.

"If you want to know, you have to pay me first. One story I got paid 50 million, how?" I replied again ignoring Irgy's words that had been holding me back since.

"Darling, let's go home. The game's over, "Remonstrate Irgy firmly.

"Me, I go first. I'll pay you double, let's say. I'll pay for it straight away tonight."

"Fanny..."

Call Irgy out loud. Make everyone quiet for a moment.

"Come on, baby. Don't be so angry, they're your friends. Let them also know your other side, they too..."

Without hearing my words, Irgy stuffed my mouth with a kiss. And her kiss this time was different, between being angry and feeling guilty. I tried to rebel, I hated his attitude. It embarrassed me, but...

And I saw Hana go by slamming a glass of drink in her hand. Making me rebel pushed Irgy even more, until my lips hurt by Irgy's bite. Fuck !!!

"You satisfied, baby?" I asked after Irgy took off her slightly kasae kiss, I grinned, with a sharp look on Irgy.

"Ma, forgive me dear." Irgy said clumsily.

"You see, even in kissing she's also very wild. No matter where we are, Irgy always does it as she pleases."

"Well bad you man, crazy. It turns out that your maniac is also you, yes" Again the black man said.

"Let's go, baby, let's go home. It's late,"

"Hahaha are you really taking her home because of time? Not because you want something? Haha."

Now Irgy is the material of the mouth of his friends who since then no one appreciated me. So did Irgy, probably because she was used to it. But this hurt me...

"I beg you, let's go home." Irgy said again ignoring the ledge of her friends. To be honest, I am not satisfied, but this heart is getting sicker.

"All right, everybody. Thank you for this invitation, you all entertained me so much and a little crazy. See you back, Um.. Where's Hana? I'll say goodbye." I said by pretending to look for Hana.

"Here you go, let's go home."

Without waiting for any more cue, Irgy carried me out of the room. Then dropping me right in front of our car, Irgy looked at me sharply. I threw away my face, trying to hold back my tears from falling because of my anger.

"Darling, since then you have definitely cursed and issued a swear word for me. Do it right now in front of me directly?"

I smiled with restraint. Without reply and do as he commanded. Irgy tried to touch both of my cheeks, I was still reluctant to look her in the face. I don't know anymore, what I'm going to do right now, I just want to get angry. I want to scream, I want to blow everything away...