Because, I Love You
Episode 139's

"Fanny, Fanny.. Fan, wake up."

I was shocked to wake myself up just like that, when I heard a voice that I was so familiar with constantly calling me out loud. For a moment, the stitches on my forehead and shoulders ached. My breath was so tight that I gasped for breath looking around the room, my vision still a little blurred.

"Fanny, what's wrong? You dreamt about Ammar? Was bad?"

I looked back when Abel asked me again. Instantly I hugged her who was standing by my side, gently touching my shoulder to calm me down for a moment.

"Abel, I'm so scared." I hugged Abel's body tightly which was a little stiff, it seemed like he was a little shocked I just hugged him.

"Cup cup, shhh... Calm down, don't be afraid. I'm here, no one will dare to bother you. If I dare I will kill him, dare to disturb my friend."

"Where's Irgy, where's she going?"

I was still riled off letting go of Abel's embrace later.

"Ehm, Mr. Irgy just came out. He said he wanted to drink a cup of coffee to keep him sleepy. Do I need to find?"

"Ti, no. No, just leave it. Poor him, must be so tired." Answer me with trembling hands.

"Fanny, how bad was your dream? You called Ammar's name with a shout that really surprised me." Abel asked while gently holding my hand.

"A, i.. I was really scared, I thought it was the real thing. The touch of Ammar's hand scared me, and I... Ammar was stabbed by a sharp object from my own hand. At that moment I saw Ammar lying weakly with an infusion bag hanging by his side. His face was so pale that his lips were slightly blackened. He tried to touch me, do something.. Which I can't imagine."

My crying broke. I sobbed and remembered the shadow in the dream. Thank God it's just a dream, God...

"Sat... Calm your heart, don't think about it. It's just a sleeping flower, because your condition is still unstable."

"But it's so real, she's in this hospital Abel. He was here when we met in the dream, it scared me. Ammar is so bad, so crazy, and so fucked up."

God, how can those who are in one place at this time, in a condition that is equally injured in encountering in a dream. What a terrible thing, their minds are fused in a dream.

Abel's heart murmured softly.

"Abel, what are you thinking. Did you hear my words?" I raised my voice to surprise Abel.

"Aah, yes. Yeah, I heard it Fanny. Oh, my God, calm yourself. Let's drink first,"

Then Abel thrust a glass of water at me. I drink it with fear, to neutralize all anxiety.

I can't imagine, what if Fanny found out. If Tama is also treated in this hospital, she will definitely be more frightened. I feel sorry for her, all this because of you Tama. Although I feel sorry for your current condition, but Fanny has been hurt enough...

Again Abel muttered in his heart with a slight huff.

"Geez, Fan. The wound on your forehead is bleeding, ouch... Waita minute. I'll get a doctor,"

Abel quickly exited the room running around without direction. Shortly afterwards a doctor and several nurses came flocking into the room at a later date by Abel.

With a swift doctor immediately take action will the wound on my forehead that began to get wet with blood. Then everyone in the room was shocked by the door that opened with a bang. Irgy gasped for breath entering the room and walked up to me.

"Darling, honey, I'm sorry. Leave you alone,"

"Doctor, what's going on?" I asked Irgy in a panic.

"It's okay, this may be because the patient is pushing himself too hard to move. The injury is fine, please be patient, madam. Don't move much." Doctor's orders.

I glanced at Abel giving a gesture. Either Abel understood what I meant or not, but he nodded slowly.

Then Irgy hugged me after the doctors and nurses left the room.

"Darling, you're naughty. What the hell are you doing? Have you been exercising since then, until your wounds bleed again?" Irgy started nagging me.

"a, uh.. Mister, sorry. I let her wake up. Fanny said she was bored, so I let her."

"Are you on purpose, huh? Make him hurt again and feel pain."

I was again surprised at Irgy's spontaneous bluff against Abel. Abel pecked his lips together and would bluff Irgy at him.

"Darling, what's wrong with you? Control your emotions." I interrupted.

Irgy took a deep breath and looked at me. I returned his gaze sharply this time.

"Ma, forgive me. Miss Abel, I'm sorry. I just, I'm freaking out too much." Said Irgy softly.

"No sir, I understand your panic. It's my fault, after this I'll take better care of Fanny. I won't let him step out of his position, ji. I will go to the toilet too" Abel stammered.

"False.. I'm sorry, it's not your fault." I looked at Abel with guilt. He was protecting me this time, to ease Irgy's panic that was my fault for the nightmare.

"Nothing, I understand. Um, okay. I'll go out first, you two just continue the conversation. If you need anything, just call. I'll definitely come straight here,"

"Thank you." Answer Irgy awkwardly. Then Abel stepped out of the room. It was just me and Irgy in the room.

"Honey. I'm sorry, I worried you already." Saying later.

"What did you actually do to my wife?"

"Ehm, i.. I just don't want to linger lying here. One day, it feels bad." Answer me trying to divert.

"Come on, don't be. You're so naughty, I'm so scared."

"All right, I'm sorry. This time I'll be submissive, I'll just keep quiet." Answer me with a clear face.

"Akh. don't put on that face. You make me anxious and want to eat you, I'm really afraid something bad is happening to you, baby."

Irgy hugged my body tightly and was full of warmth. I smiled in response, without daring to tell the truth. My nightmare about Ammar, somehow it can happen so real in the dream.

My heart is still not able to neutralize from the mind that rages. Hopefully only in the dream of that terrible meeting, I don't want to see him again from the beginning. Moreover, with the departure of the late Eliez I cannot imagine how the heart and condition of Ammar is today.

Elsewhere, Abel walked with an empty mind. Recalling what happened to me today, about my nightmares.

"Oh my God, it still gives me the creeps to remember that. Don't be in the dream world, in the real world Tama is so terrible." Abel said as he continued walking.