Being Married to My First Love

Being Married to My First Love
Cheating Again


"Than....!" Jonathan looked at the man who had pulled his hand.


As well as Mira, Shinta and Dipa who had just arrived, all eyes were on the woman.


"You....!" immediately Jonatan rounded his eyes a sign that he was very surprised to see a woman who was familiar to him.


"Shortly, Ra. I'll be clear!" Jonathan looked panicked, then turned to the woman, "Follow me!"


Jonathan quickly pulled the woman's hand away. He did not want the woman to say what Mira should not have heard.


Mira stared at her lover's departure in wonder and question. He had never seen that woman before. Because all of Jona's close relatives and relatives have been known to him, so Mira is sure that it is not a relative of jona.


Bad thoughts seem to pop up. However, Jona had never cheated on him, and did not rule out the possibility that it would happen again. Because for people who have cheated, it is more likely to repeat the same mistake.


"Excuse me a minute, Auntie?" pamit Mira, and answered with a nod by Shinta.


Mira did not want to let her down, she then slowly followed where Jona and the woman were going. Turns out Jona was behind the galerie exit. Mira quietly eavesdropped behind the wall near the entrance.


"Why do you follow me? I told you, I'm getting married why you're still looking for me!" Jonathan spoke half-whispered but was still heard by Mira.


"There's something you should know, Than. A-aaku," said the woman stammering and sobs that accompanied her speech.


"We have nothing to do. Didn't we agree not to talk about and forget about the events of that time!" jona's voice sounded a little higher like holding back anger.


The occurrences? mira's mind is increasingly curious when hearing their conversation.


"But, Than, I.., I'm pregnant!"


Deg.


Pregnant!?


The words of the woman were clearly heard in Mira's ears. Instantly he covered his gaping mouth with his fingers as if in disbelief. He felt as if he was struck by lightning when he heard another woman who claimed to be pregnant to his lover.


Tears of disappointment were powerless from the corner of his eyes. His shoulders trembled withstanding his silent sobs. It hurts! It was so painful in his heart. His chest tightened with stinging. His broken heart wound broke again. It hurts even more than the first time.


"Pregnant!" jonathan's cry sounded as surprised as Mira's, "No, you must be lying, right?"


Jonathan couldn't believe the woman's words.


While Mira who was behind the wall clenched her hands trying her hardest to hold back her emotions that had been bubbling in the crown.


"I'm not lying, Than. I've never done that with another man. It was my first time doing that, and it was with you!" she said, "I've done a pregnancy test and it's positive, Than. I'm pregnant with your child!"


Mira felt weak to hear the woman's statement. The world seemed to collapse, just then. There is something heavier he thinks about than the pain of being betrayed by his lover. Right now what he was thinking about was the condition of his mother if he knew this. What if his mother found out that Jonathan had impregnated another woman on the eve of his wedding day.


When Jonathan is caught talking to Wulan, Jonathan comes to his house every night to apologize to Mira. His mother who does not know will sit the real problem thinking if what happens is a regular fight. And her mother asks Mira to forgive Jona, because they've been dating for a long time.


"If the difference of opinion is a normal thing Mira, love the opportunity to Jonathan, you guys have been dating for a long time. Maybe this is a test for your struggle towards marriage" said Mama Mira.


The length of Mira and Jona dating makes Jonathan quite close to his mother Mira. And vice versa. Mira is quite close to her mother Jonathan and her sister. His mother thought Jonathan was like her own son. At the insistence of his mother and the persistence of Jonathan who kept trying to apologize, he finally accepted Jonathan back at that time.


Mira's mother has kidney disease. If his mother down it will definitely have a huge effect on his health. The weight of breaking the relationship is because the relationship is already quite close between them and their families. Almost all the relatives knew they were getting married.


"We can't talk about this here, don't let my future wife hear it. Let's talk somewhere else!" jonathan said with Lirih.


Jonathan then goes with the woman without saying goodbye to Mira.


After Jonathan Mira died crying and did not leave the place. He just kept quiet and cried silently without a sound.


For a moment Mira just shut up and finished her crying.


"Tante, Mira apologize, Auntie!" mira finally said.


"I'm sorry for what, Mira?" ask Shinta.


"I didn't buy her wedding dress, Auntie. I am not married! Hiks...hiks...hiks!" mira said on the sidelines of her sobbing.


"Oh, it's okay. Now you calm yourself first!" aunt Shinta rubbed Mira's back soothingly.


For a moment Mira felt calmer feeling the warmth of a mother's embrace. Because when he was at home later he could not show his sadness to his mother. After being able to calm down Mira unravels her embrace then intends to go home.


"Tante, I apologize once again for wasting your time!" mira said with a bad taste.


"It's okay Mira, I understand. Are you patient, right? Just solve your problems first. I hope your problem is solved well, Mira!" Mira nodded then wiped her tears.


"Auntie, then I'm sorry to go home. Again, sorry, Auntie!" mira said goodbye.


"Yes dear. You came here with your girlfriend, didn't you? Better to go home so that it's delivered the same Dipa huh?" shinta offers to have Mira delivered by her son.


"No need to bother, Auntie! I just go home by myself. Excuse me, Auntie, Assalamu'alaikum!"


"Wa'alaikumussalam!"


Mira walks away from Shinta's boutique. But he did not order a taxi online instead he went down the streets on foot. Along the way he daydreamed about his problem until down the bridge under which flowed a river. Mira rose slightly on the bridge fence to look at the water on the river that runs under the bridge.


"Aaaaarrhose...!" Mira yelled out her sadness, pain, and anger, "Aaaaarrggghh...!" he repeated it a few times.


"Breng zek you're Jona! You're a breng zek guy and don't know yourself! I hate you!" shouted Mira as loudly as she could.


Srhuuurt.


Mira fell down because someone pulled her from behind.


"That's why...!" he was strangled when his body fell to the floor.


"Who...! Why are you following me!" Mira is angry that Dipa is the one who has pulled her from the bridge fence.


"Gue didn't follow you, I wanted to go home but instead saw you on the bridge!" kilah Dipa explained.


"Keep my narik until jatohh!" Mira nyolot was annoyed by the man in front of her.


"Gue nolongin you! Even if you are facing a problem, suicide will not solve your problem. Who will go to hell!" dipa said advising the ngeyel woman in front of him.


"That's why...!" Mira beat Dipa's arm with her fist, "Who would kill himself...!" he shouted to Dipa full of emotions.


"Ishhh, really bar-bars you become a girl! Let me anter home!" Dipa immediately pulled Mira's hand into her car.


Off Flashback.


"Now you calm yourself, I anter go home lo. And you do not need to tell about the problem lo earlier to nyokap lo. All you need to do is ask for an explanation first as well as a guy about the truth of what you just heard. Okay!" said Dipa finally after several times swirling that is not necessarily the direction because Mira is not ready to go home.


Mira nodded then looked at Dipa inside. He did not expect that this guy who was for him foreign could be this cool to him. They only met occasionally when he met Reyna. It was fortunate that Reyna was surrounded by good men. Unlike her who is always duaed by her long-time lover.


_____________________Ney-nna__________________