Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Poor Girl
Mira POV.
Reyna! I screamed while rounding open eyes and mouth.
Deggs.
Instantly crumpled my heart. Suddenly my heart broke. All the way to the heart. I never thought you were so hearty. Why should you be the one. The person I thought understood me the most. The person I have always loved like a brother. Why should you be his choice.
Without me knowing, behind me you're in love with her. My mind is wounded when I know you are the choice, while I am the one he ignored. I was fooled by your innocence. Are you really my best friend?! my mind rumbles in my miserable soul. My instincts doubt it.
"Mira ...!" it was exciting when I saw me. He threw his smile at me as if there were no problems between us. Or does he want to make fun of me, that he's the winner, and I'm the loser for him.
"Oh!" I just turned away regardless of his greeting.
He stood up and came to me and grabbed my hand. "Mira, how are you?" she asked, "I miss Mira, just like you. I didn't expect you to come too!" he said again, and his hands were suddenly stretched out to hug me.
I shook off his hand and rejected him. My mind burns with her frustration that I cannot understand, my own attitude. My mind was overwhelmed by the emotions that culminated in him.
"Lo could lie to me, Reyn! you said you lived in Solo. Why are you suddenly here and about to marry him. You guys even have a relationship behind me! do you really think I'm your best friend?!" I said with great emphasis. Reyna seemed confused and surprised by my words.
Abiyu's sister was seen coming to us and said, "Don't misunderstand me first, Mira. I was wrong ... Reyna doesn't know anything about it. Let me explain to him later. Please forgive all my mistakes, Mira!" he defended her in front of me.
I put my wry smile on Brother Abi and looked at him with a breath.
"No need! you are indeed more worthy of being together than I am who never gave you a taste. Does not your soul continue to ignore me and turn to him. As today, you have proven, that he is the one who deserves to be by your side to always be with you. And not me!"
As if I couldn't get close to him. My feet took me away, away as far as possible to leave everything there was.
I kept running and running despite hearing screams from them to stop my steps. But I didn't heed it. Because I wouldn't want to go back and be there again which would only make me more hurt.
I sat at the stop and ordered a taxi online. I was crying all over there. Before long I waited, there was a car that stopped in front of me, which I thought was an online taxi. Without the ba-bi-bu I opened the car door and climbed inside from the middle door.
"Road, Sir!" my command is to someone who has sat at the front of his wheel.
"Where are you going?" ask without turning around.
"Just hunt, go first, sir!" my orders.
The driver immediately started the engine of his vehicle and drove towards the highway.
My tears just broke when I was in the car. I cried out my sadness. Before I was still fine when my mother told Abi that she was going to marry another woman. However, when he saw his bride was Reyna, it immediately made my heart very sick like being stuck in an indiscretion. And I don't know why I became so angry and emotional at him. I feel cheated by them.
Could it be that all this time they had been secretly in a relationship behind my back? So why did Abi accept to do the investigation with me if he had chosen Reyna? the question kept raging in my mind. I feel at play.
Regardless of the taxi driver who might have been blaspheming me in his heart when I showed him my lowest point. I don't know how long we've been going around the streets.
"I'm tired. We have been on this road five times. Now tell me where you're going, let me drive you!?" said the driver.
"Dipa .. kok-" cried and instantly my tongue became muffled.
I gasped when I realized that from now on who was with me was not an online taxi driver but Dipa. I was so embarrassed I couldn't continue my words.
Why is he the one who always shows up when I feel down! inner Mira sendu.
"Yes I ... surprised huh? hahahhha ...!" his laughter broke as if laughing at my stupidity.
"Lo said nothing from earlier if it wasn't a taxi driver, you know!" umpat Mira was upset while wiping her tears with a tissue she took from the top of the dashboard of Dipa's car.
"Yes earlier I just make sure, rich like lo at the stop really not that .. uh don't know it really lo, lo, and suddenly you just get in the car without me bargaining first! I just can't bear the poor rich girl! hahaha ...!" He was laughing at my stupidity again
I took off the sling bag that I was holding around my neck and I stuck the bag in my hand repeatedly on his back.
Puk puk.
"Ow .. sick, Mir! you bar-bar are a girl! pantesan's girlfriend lo on the run!" tease Dipa, and immediately made Mira speechless and staring intently at Dipa.
While Dipa just straddled the streets in front of her, without caring about her last words that struck hurt my feelings.
"Why are you in Yogya, Mir? your new boyfriend is here, right?" ask Dipa to me.
A boyfriend? I just realized that the relationship that I had been living with Abi did not have a clear status. But I felt I was given false hope by her for the access granted by Maya's mother.
However, what makes my heart feel so painful is that she hid her relationship with Reyna from me, so I kept waiting for her and hoping that one day I could get her love. Reyna and I are best friends. It's only natural that I blame him, because he obviously knows about it.
"Bue ... Mira ..., even bengong was spoken to as well!"
Dipa's voice broke my daydream. "What ... did you say?"
"Hhhhh ...! we've already been looking for food. Lo must be laper because of that mewek continue!" ablaze
"Whatever ...!" I said just follow him. I'm tired of arguing.
In my heart I feel lucky because when I'm down like this in a city that's foreign to me, I'm not alone. I found someone who knew me, even though his words were not sweet, but I knew enough he was a good person and cared about me.
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