Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Don't Go
Fely POV.
After fifteen minutes in the streets, we reached the Tugu station. After our check-in we sat in one of the waiting chairs. Mas Nabil did not let go of his hand as we waited for his train to arrive.
"Why take the train anyway, Mas? if you get on a plane faster to arrive," I asked.
"The plane's not fun, honey. If you take a train we can see the scenery outside the window of places that the train path passes," said mas Nabil explained.
"But it will be a bit longer, Mas," said I who did not want to stay away from mas Nabil.
"Hehehe .. has not been left why it has missed!" kekeh mas Nabil laughed at me as he took off my hand and moved to embrace my shoulder.
Oh, my God, what does it look like if I don't want to stay away from Nabil for too long? oh shame! my inner.
"Ish what the hell, Mas. Kan said out of Jakarta want a vacation, so let there be time to rest first. Let Mas Nabil not soybeans," I reasoned.
"Yes, Honey. I want to take a picture of you first!" said Mas Nabil while taking out my phone and taking pictures.
"Two dong, Mas!" I asked Mas Nabil who then approached me and took a photo of the two of us several times in various styles.
"Honey, the plan will be fitting to go home also want to take a plane ko, let it spit up to home," said mas Nabil without turning his eyes from the cellphone screen. "Udah I sent to you yes, the picture."
I saw a notification of incoming messages from Mas Nabil. I opened it and looked at the results.
"Darling, you take good care of yourself, huh? hopefully later the quiz can be good value as well," said mas Nabil while wiping the shoots of my head covered with hijab.
I hugged him tightly, not caring about the people around me.
"Mas, smapai in Jakarta directly call ya! anyway, if there's free time, tell me! hopefully later the seminar will run smoothly so I can spit it home," said I shamelessly do not want to release mas Nabil from my side.
Suddenly there was a sense of heaviness to take Nabil's mas away. In my heart I did not let Nabil go.
"Yes, Honey. I must have told you!" mas Nabil said as he rubbed my back gently. "Honey, wait for the train to come, I'll go to the platform first, baby?" mas Nabil said when he heard the announcement that the train to Gambir was coming soon.
I immediately broke my embrace.
"I'm going, baby! I love you, Fe ..," said Mas Nabil as he looked at me.
I was silent for a moment summarizing the face of Nabil in my brain.
"Love you too, Mas. Be careful, Mom!" I said softly then took his hand and kissed the back of his hand.
Mas Nabil covered my face with both hands, then kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes feeling every touch.
After saying goodbye, Mas Nabil got up to the platform. I followed him up and still looked at him from beside the entrance of the platform. Not long after the train came and Nabil immediately went inside after turning once towards me while bustling. I replied, but my feelings were getting more and more erratic.
I was still standing looking at the train that was riding on Mas Nabil getting further and further from view. After the train was completely gone I just got out of the station area and rushed towards the campus.
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Arriving at the campus I immediately headed for the classroom. Luckily I wasn't too late. Not long after the lecturer arrived. I was very grateful for what Nabil taught me last night, so I was easily able to do the quiz given from my most killer lecturer. My mind is still branching out between lecture material and mas Nabil.
After two hours passed and my college hours ended, I took the time to go to the cafeteria to just buy a drink. For a moment I want to quench the thirst that feels dry in my throat. I sat looking at a photo of Nabil at the airport a few moments ago.
"Hey!" Mika who just came suddenly shocked me until I jumped and my phone fell to the floor.
"Astaghfirullah, ngaggetin' it anyway, Mik!" pekikku holding the chest.
"Ciyee ... the newlyweds, parted ways and instantly missed, so that the photo continues to be seen!" babble Mika while sitting on the other chair.
"Two days, Mik, Mas Nabil had already left for a seminar to Jakarta this morning," I said lethargicly.
"It's been two days doang, Fe. Rich wife bang Toyib aja who was left behind years no commute!" mika said mocking me.
"Come, Mik. But the feeling I had earlier delivered him to the station rich not willing to let go mas Nabil go that way!" I said that I felt uneasy when I remembered Nabil riding on the train.
"Cup cup cup! patience ma'am, two days bobo alone without kangmas dare right? if you don't dare, I will!" seduce Mika with a joke.
"Ish, you are, Mik. I want to go home cape!" I said as I stood up.
"Well, no, Fe!" Mika looked sullen as I was going home first.
"Congratulations, Mik. I want to go home to my sister! first yes, Mik. Assalamu'alaikum," I said as I cheated on Mika.
While walking towards the parking lot, I heard the kids on campus talking about something seriously. But I couldn't catch their chat clearly. There seems to be news that is frenetic or is going viral. I didn't get dizzy and kept walking to my car.
I immediately got in the car and started the engine heading outside the campus.
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Arriving at the house behind the restaurant turned out to be brother Abi and Kak Reyna were not at home. The security guard said they were taking Alesha immunization to the hospital.
I feel tired and sleepy because my sleep was approaching midnight last night. I see the phone has no notification of calls or messages from mas Nabil. I decided to take a nap while waiting for my sister to come home.
Before long I felt like I was walking down a long hallway. In front of me was like a man walking forward. Behind me there is no one.
I was confused which path to take. Only the man who was in front of me knew that I was in the same place right now.
I walked so fast that I would occasionally run small so that I could line the steps of the man in front of me to ask. As our distance got closer as I watched closely from his back I was sure it was Mas Nabil.
"Mas!" called him.
The man stopped and immediately looked at me.
Sure enough it was Nabil. I immediately ran towards where he stood. When I got in front of him I immediately rushed into his arms.
"Mas, where are you going?" I asked as I broke my arms and looked up at him.
"I have to go, honey. I'm sorry I can't take care of you anymore" he told me.
"Huh, leaving? where to go, Mas? I'm going with you, Mum!" my whine is not understanding where Mas Nabil is going and why not take me.
"No, honey, your place is here. I will wait for you until we meet again. I'm sorry I had to leave so soon! my time has come, my dear. You are a strong woman, be patient again!" said Mas Nabil then kissed me on my forehead.
Mas Nabil began to move forward to continue his journey until his steps were getting further away.
"Mas ... wait for me, Mas! please don't leave me, Mom! Mas Nabil ... don't go, Mas! hiks ... hiks ...!" I cried while yelling at him.
I did nothing, because suddenly my legs could not move at all.
I was so far behind that Nabil was no longer visible from my eyes.
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