Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Should I get married again?
Fely sat quietly in front of the television, but his mind was not there. He began to think about the series of events that had happened in the present day. Starting from his meeting with Raka, Rahma's mother to a proposal from her sister-in-law. And that was also quite disturbing to his mind.
He was confused what to answer to his mother-in-law who again proposed to him for his sister-in-law. In the past he could refuse with reason, not ready to re-establish a marriage relationship and want to focus on college first. But, now it was impossible for him to return giving the same reason.
His meeting with Raka this morning made him recall a series of past stories that he had been through long ago with Raka. From the first time I met until the last time I met. And the words written in Maura's letter came back to his mind.
Don't hate Raka too, because she loves you so much.
Trust me, though she married me, but her heart never turned away from you.
Because it's just you, the only woman he loves.
"No! I don't love her anymore!" peekik Fely denied the whispers of a heart that appeared when he recalled about Raka.
Fely closed his eyes and closed his ears tightly.
"Fe, what's wrong with you?" asked Reyna who was surprised when she suddenly heard Fely screech something.
Fely who had just realized from his daydream was confused to answer what to Reyna.
"Emm, sorry Brother! ngagetin yeah?" fely asked curiously withstanding embarrassment.
"What did you say?" asked Reyna who was not sure of her hearing because she was focusing on feeding Alesha.
"Well, what did I say, brother?" Fely asked back.
"Well, how the hell are you even turning back to Brother, just now Brother again focused on Alesha, so it's not so clear what you said ...," reyna said while again bribing food for her daughter.
Thank God, fortunately Reyna did not hear so clearly my words earlier, Inner Fely.
"Sister, can Fely ask you something?" ask Fely.
"Ask what, Fe?" replied Reyna who turned her head back to her sister-in-law who seemed to behave strange and unusual.
"So what's the law if the woman whose husband died decides not to marry again?" asked Fely doubtfully.
Reyna immediately turned her gaze to her sister-in-law. He hoped that Fely could start to open a new leaf.
"Then, if a widow is not married but instead commits adultery in order to fulfill her sexual needs secretly or does it herself, that is not permissible, unlawful."
"Sometimes because they want to focus on raising their children and do not want to hurt their children by marrying again, then to complete their orgasm the widow committed adultery, it is precisely the place where it happens. So it's better to complete his orgasm by marrying again than channeling it carelessly right?" Reyna.
"Yes too, brother. Fely had been horrified about it, because his son forbade his mother to marry again, even secretly his mother dating outside," said Fely told of what he had known from one of his friends.
"The most important thing is that when women hope to enter heaven all they have to do is to stay away from His prohibition and carry out His commandments. But if a widow is left dead her husband wants to marry again, so let us do it in the right way, that is, in accordance with the Shari'a and seek a good man so that his worship will be better with his marriage, especially if his second husband is able to lead him to goodness, especially if his worship will be better with his marriage, then the time in the afterlife will be for him heaven from any door," said Reyna explained at length.
"That's it, brother. Oh yes said people may be united to the Jannahan, it is if praying for a newly married couple, then if the woman married more than once, then if the woman married more than once, with which husband will he be found in heaven?" asked Fely who was still curious about it.
"Ummu Salamah RA had asked the Prophet SAW, so it is said that Umm Salamah loved her first husband before marrying the Prophet, then the Prophet answered the righteous woman who was married more than once, when in heaven she would be reunited with her better husband. If everything goes to heaven she has the right to choose whichever husband she wants" Reyna said.
"God may we go to heaven, brother?" fely said with haru flavor.
"Married, Fe. You are young, you can get a lot of rewards by being devoted to a husband, there will be someone you will look forward to coming home when far apart, there is someone where you pour out love and sigh, he said, there will be those who take care of you and pamper you with love, by marrying you can give birth to righteous and righteous children, do not be afraid to remarry, Fe," reyna advised her sister-in-law to marry again.
Fely momentarily fell silent digesting Reyna's words. It is undeniable that she misses happy moments with her husband, she has not even tasted the beauty of the first night. He also wants to have a sweet and funny offspring because he likes children too.
"Sir, how did Reyna feel when she married again when Kak Reyna's first husband passed away?" asked Fely carefully.
Reyna paused for a moment before answering. He returned to the air at that time.
"Of course it wasn't easy for me, Fe. It took me a long time to accept Abi's presence. Especially when there was Reynand who always reminded me of the late Rangga. Until I made a fatal mistake to Abi's sister, I ignored her, I still loved my first husband very much at that time. I was lucky to have a husband like Abi's sister who patiently accompanied me until I began to love him" Reyna told her story at length.
"Never make the same mistake I did, Fe. Start your new sheet with utter willingness. Open your heart to someone who has justified you" Reyna said.
"Yes, Brother." Fely was silent again thinking about that.
This might be the right time for her to start a new chapter in her life. He must try to overcome his trauma to begin accepting the presence of someone who will justify it in the sacred bond of marriage.
There was not a holy man who proposed to him. He asked his family to marry him. It was appropriate that he doubted that and still looked forward to someone else who would not necessarily come to justify it.
Could it be that he had to open a new leaf with his sister-in-law who had earnestly proposed to him for the second time?
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