Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Steadiness

Mira sits quietly at her desk listening to the music playing from the music box Dipa gave to Reyna. In his hand he holds the phone. He saw the contact written Dipa's name on his mobile phone screen.

Since yesterday Mira intends to ask Dipa about her ta'aruf. However, Mira hesitates, more precisely the prestige to contact Dipa first. Finally he abandoned his intention to contact Dipa and slowly put his phone back on the table.

Just about to be put down, suddenly his phone shook. Seen the incoming call from Hanifah's ustadzah. Mira immediately shifted the green symbol on the screen.

"Hallo, assalamu'alaikum," said Mira picked up her phone.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. Mira's not busy?" ask Hanifah.

"No, Ust Hani. This is me being free. What's up, Ust?" ask Mira.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Mira. Later in the afternoon I could not teach, I had a sudden interest outside the city" Hanifah said.

"Oh, it's okay, Ust Hani" said Mira no problem for an occasional holiday.

"How was the ta'aruf yesterday? doesn't fit Mira's criteria?" ask Hanifah about Mira's ta'arufnya.

Since yesterday Mira has not known if Hanifah recommended her to berta'aruf with Dipa, to her husband.

"Em, actually I am confused Ust Hani, because the one who ta'aruf with me is a person I already know before," said Mira.

"Alhamdulillah, then it means that Mira's mother is easily facilitated in the process of ta'arufnya close to people who are known for good or bad. If you feel hesitant to stay fixed again by performing the prayer istikharah, Ma'am!" Hanifah.

"It's Ust Hani, but I don't get a clue in my dream, Ust. I'm still worried..," said Mira said of the anxiety she felt.

"Not everyone after performing the prayer of istikharah gets a clue from a dream, Mira said. It could be through other things," said Hanifah.

"Other things? like, Ust?" asked Mira curiously to know.

"For example, by getting signals from God, for example given steadiness of heart or suddenly there is a mention of his name, there continue to be facts revealed about his good or bad, he said, or it could be not getting any guidance, but when continuing his ta'aruf, Allah makes the way easier. For example, both sides of the family agreed, there was no interference in the process, the day H was launched, it could be like that, Mbk Mira," said Hanifah at length.

"Oh, so so yeah Ust! thank God it is very useful, fortunately Ust Hani phone, I was not in the mood, Ust. Now it's better after hearing enlightenment from you," said Mira was relieved.

"Together Ms. Mira, I actually recommend you berta'aruf with mas Dipa," said Hanifah honestly.

"Well, I can do it!" mira said with surprise.

"Yes so the time to deliver lunch for my husband at the headquarters I saw my husband was looking through the file CV ta'arufnya, I saw CV ta'aruf Mbak Mira, then I asked, I asked, does the male candidate have good manners and is capable? my husband replied 'yes, he was my own friend so I knew him', hearing that I finally suggested to my husband to choose Mira Ma'am, my husband and I did not expect that it turns out that Mira and Mas Dipa already know each other. Maybe it is already the match of Mbak Mira, then met with a close one. Because, Allah is All-Knowing of our soul mate, as humans we can only strive and God determines," said Hanifah at length.

"As I told Ust Hani I was going to get married and then fail, is it possible that I am not a match for that man?" asked Mira who was still curious because at the time when he decided to follow ta'aruf it was suddenly God presented Jona back to propose to him.

"It could be that it is not the match of Mira, because men are vile for vile women and vice versa, and women are good for good men and vice versa, and vice versa, so when we want to get a good man then we must try to improve ourselves or solidify ourselves, so that it becomes appropriate with good men anyway, because the soul mate is sought, sought, sought, and in the struggle," Hanifah explained.

Mira was silent to digest the words of the ustadzah of Hanifah. Mira recalled the words of Jonathan at that time, he once said he had to spend the night in a motel because he could not continue the journey because of bad weather, because of the weather, and was forced to occupy one room because there was only one room left at that time.

Studying from the story of Jona, is not alone in a room with the opposite sex is close to zina? and Jona ignores that, and then decides to go to the room with Dhewi! inner Mira.

Although in the end he did not do so because he got tricked from Dhewi, but before that he had been tempted to approach Dhewi before losing consciousness. If he really is a man who clings to his religion, there should be other ways to avoid that adultery. Jona can sleep in her car or search for a mosque, not alone in one room.

Fix is not my soul mate! batin Mira became steady by making her choice to Dipa.

"Hello Home ... Ms. Mira ..," called Hanifah from behind the phone, who thought her phone line with Mira was cut off.

"Eh .. yes, Ust. I'm still here!" said Mira so realized from her daydream.

"If Mbak Mira is less pleased to reject it, but if you feel there is no bad thing seen during ta'aruf take place should be accepted, insyaallah this is the way God meets Mbak Mira with his soul mate. Because the soul mate is the secret of God, we as humans can only strive and God will determine" said Hanifa.

"Good, Ust. Thank you for the enlightenment, God willing, from this chat I have found the answer and I get steadfastness of heart" said Mira.

"Aamiin, once again I say thank you, Ust," said Mira.

"I want to get ready to travel first, Mira Mama. I hope when I get back home I get the good news. Assalamu'alaikum," Hanifah said, ending his call.

"Yes, Ust. Aamiin, wa'alaikumussalam."

Connection interrupted.

Mira felt very relieved after talking to the ustadzah of Hanifah. At this moment he felt the burden of his mind as if it was going out and replaced with steadiness of heart. And the choice has fallen on Dipa.

"Bismillah, O God. Hopefully this time he is my soul mate. I'll tell Jona if I can't accept her proposal" Mira murmured in her prayer.

Then Mira called her mother to ask for help in finding her lost ring, so that she could immediately return it to Jona.

The clock has shown the time of dhuhur prayer. Mira rushed to perform prayers at the shophouse mosque. After performing prayers, Mira, Gina and Sesha intend to have lunch together at the Mayan mother's restaurant. While walking suddenly Mira's phone shook.

Drrtt.

Mira stopped her steps and took the phone that was in her pocket. When looking at the phone screen, the notification of incoming messages from Dipa is displayed. Mira was rather surprised to find a message from Dipa, she immediately opened it.

⁇ ️ Dipa.

Assalamu'alaikum, Mira.

God willing, I will pay a visit to your house with my parents.

For some reason after reading the message from Dipa, Mira felt her heart warm as if getting a message from a boyfriend.

Mira smiled as she looked at the phone in hand.

Gina who saw that then rebuked him.

"Cie, Ms. Mira .. read the message while smiling to yourself. Got a message from Jonathan, huh?" gina asked to know.

"Eh, I know you, Gin. Go to the mother's restaurant!" said Mira while putting the phone in her pocket, without having time to reply first and rushed to the restaurant mother Maya.

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Somewhere else.

Dipa frowned in surprise when she found her message read by Mira, but she did not get a reply.

"Have ticked two, why didn't Mira return my message? is he busy?" mummify Dipa herself.

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