Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Abiyu's Suspicion

Reyna knocked on the door of the room that was already partially open. Dr. Arif was sitting on the back of his chair, closing his eyes. He should have rested by now, but was confined to having to check on Reyna, after making an appointment at the end of practice.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Doc!" said Reyna by standing in the doorway waiting to be invited in by the owner of the clinic.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, please come in, Reyn!" dr. Arif said with a friendly smile welcoming Reyna's arrival.

Reyna went inside and sat down in front of Dr. Arif. Some time passed over the examination conducted by dr. Arifs. Later, Dr.Arif prepared some medicines by himself because his pharmacist had already gone home. Arif provides a number of drugs that must be consumed by Reyna, of course, which is safe in consumption for pregnant women.

"Doctor is there any hope that one day my memory will come back?" reyna asked Dr. Arif on the sidelines waiting for the medicine.

"The chances of a full recovery are very small Reyna, judging by the injury that hit your brain quite badly. It could be nine months or even years to restore memories in your past. But, maybe little by little there will be memories of you returning with the help of those closest to you who have been with you, such as family, friends, and close relatives for example. Also by looking at your photos in the past, or visiting places that have emotional stories related to memory in the past," said Dr. Arif at length.

"Reyna, you have to go to therapy with a psychiatrist to restore your memory. Although therapy is also quite difficult, at least it needs to be tried in the hope that you will recover soon after doing therapy!" dr. Arif added.

"I don't have the money to go to a psychiatrist, Doc. I can only treat you, this is because of the generosity of you and the ponpes who have helped finance my treatment. To meet me with one of the benevolent ponpes donors to be able to treat me without a penny in return," said Reyna considering the services of dr.Arif and the Ponpes foundation who have always helped him to recover from his illness.

Treatment with a psychiatrist is certainly not something that can be expected. Because he has no income. While it certainly requires quite expensive costs. All this time he had been too much trouble for the ponpes party. From her hospital fees when Reyna was first discovered, the cost of an examination to the obstetrician, the cost of surgery on her head, the cost of recovery for injuries on her body, and the cost of surgery, and the cost of living during the stay in ponpes up to three months. If in total how many hundred million of his life cost for three months in ponpes, of course it has spent a lot of money. It was impossible for him to add to the burden of life by asking to finance his therapy to a psychiatrist.

Even for the cost of treatment at the clinic dr.Arif so far is generosity from him. Since the first time Reyna has been treated by dr.Arif while in the hospital. Until dr. Arif knew of her medical history from the first time Reyna was taken to the hospital by Fadhil. Her empathy led her to provide free treatment for Reyna.

"Reyna, I can help you, you can go to one of my coworkers if you want, and I'll pay all the fees" said Dr. Arif in earnest.

"Doctor, it's very expensive, isn't it? Why are you spending so much money just to help me?" Reyna was astonished that Dr. Arif insisted on financing her treatment, even if there was no connection between them.

Arif did not answer immediately. He looked towards Reyna with a fixed gaze. While composing the right sentence to express his true heart to Reyna. It's been a long time since Arif has kept the flavor on Reyna. And, only now feels the right time to express his intentions.

Feeling noticed by the opposite sex until seintens it makes Reyna immediately turn her face to the side. Reyna catches no irregularities from the attitude of dr. Arif this time to him, something other than the sympathy of a doctor with his patient.

Seeing Reyna as uncomfortable, Arif lowered his gaze. "Sorry, Reyna. Honestly, all this time I helped you sincerely, but gradually this feeling grew into more feelings for you. I care about you, I love you, I want to help and protect you with all my heart. If you are willing, I want to preach you, after you give birth later," said Dr. Arif with confidence in his heart.

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I see your monsters

I see your pain

Tell me your problems

I'll chase them away

I'll be your lighthouse

I'll make it okay

When I see your monsters

I'll stand there so brave

Chase them all away

In the dark we we

We stand apart we

Never see that the things that we need are staring right at us

You just want to hide hide hide

Hide never show your smile smile

Stand alone when you need someone it's the hardest thing of all

That you see are the bad bad bad bad

Bad memories take your time and you'll find me

katie Sky's

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While Abiyu felt restless while waiting for quite a long time in the waiting room. He was eager to barge into the practice room. But, the nurses who were at the front office were always watching her.

While in the practice room, Reyna felt very surprised by the words of dr.Arif to him. Although all this time dr. Arif is very kind to him, but Reyna has no more feelings for Dr. Arif. And, at this time the situation became even more awkward after dr.Arif revealed his heart to Reyna.

Although Reyna already owed quite a lot to dr.Arif. However, Reyna also does not want to give any hope when the situation is not good. Reyna twisted the brain, to give the right reason for dr. Arif doesn't expect him anymore. But it also doesn't hurt his feelings.

"Sorry Doctor, I don't think that would be fair to you. If I go to therapy, then my memory comes back, what if I remember someone I love, like my husband? And, when I return to my family before I marry you, will it not be in vain for you? I don't deserve to be loved or loved. I just want to someday be able to bring up my memories so that everything is clear. Excuse me for coming home, Doc. Thank you for your kindness all this time!" reyna then stood up.

"Reyna, what if your husband threw you away?" dr. Arif's question stopped his steps who were about to leave this room.

Reyna looked back and said, "If that's the case, I'd rather live alone with the child in my womb, Doc!" he said softly, then continued his steps outside the room.

"Is the examination done?" ask Abiyu to Reyna.

Reyna looked at Abiyu in surprise, because she thought the man who had taken her had disappeared, was still in the clinic and waiting for her.

"You waiting for me? Shouldn't you have come home from earlier?" reyna asked with a astonished look towards Abiyu.

"There was my stuff left in the ponpes, I had to pick it up because it was quite important. That's why I'm here, waiting for you to get back together" Abiyu reasoned.

"Oh, so. Sorry to make you wait a long time," said Reyna felt awkward because it was troublesome.

"No problem, let's go outside!" said Abiyu who did not feel bothered by Reyna.

Reyna followed Abiyu's footsteps from behind. And, without them knowing it, from earlier dr.Arif saw the interaction between the two.

After their departure dr.Arif asked his assistant. "Sir, who was that man?" ask dr.Arif.e

"She's the one who dropped Reyna, Doc. It looks like we just got home together!" assistant said.

Hearing that, Arif fell silent with his own thoughts.

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After a while passed by in silence they finally reached the boarding house.

"Thank you again for the ride! Excuse me" Reyna said, opening the car door.

Soon Abiyu stops Reyna's steps. "Wait!" screech to Reyna. "If I may know what pain you are?" abiyu asked him to know what really happened to the woman and had to go to a neurologist.

"I have an injury in the brain" Reyna replied briefly. "Assalamu'alaikum!" reyna immediately ended the conversation because she felt unknown about her situation and was pitied. Finished saying Reyna immediately got off Abiyu's car.

"Wa'alaikumussalam!" abiyu replied whether heard or not because Reyna's steps were so fast that their distance was getting further and further.

Abiyu looked at the woman's departure until it disappeared from sight. I want Abiyu to send a few more questions to pry information about the woman. But it seems difficult because the woman is always in a hurry to stop the chat.

Brain injury!? That sounds pretty serious. I'm getting curious about that woman! Does it have anything to do with memory? My instincts tell me if that woman is Reyna. And I hope my suspicions are right. Give me guidance, God! inner Abiyu Sanguine.

Finally Abiyu returned to the office room ustadz Maulana and asked for time to be reunited with Lala on the grounds of wanting to meet because there is an important message that must be conveyed before he returned to Yogyakarta. After waiting for a while, Lala finally came to meet Abiyu.

"What's up, Mom? Hasn't Mas Abi come home yet?" asked Lala who was surprised when she was told something important until Abiyu asked to be reunited.

"Yes, La. Help you find out about the woman who delivered drinks to the office. I feel like she's there-" Abiyu said cut off.

"Is it Reyna!?" sergeant Lala quickly.

"You also feel like she's Reyna, La?" abiyu asked in surprise if their estimates were the same.

"Yes, Mas. His voice is very similar, especially his name is the same. But what if Reyna doesn't recognize us, Mas?" Lala was confused by that.

"I felt like something was happening to her, she had a problem with her brain nerves. I'll find out about it. And, please make sure of his face, La. Find a way that you can see it when you open the veil. Find out as much information about him as possible. While I'm gonna find lodging around here. If it's true she's Reyna, let me know, La!" abiyu said, then revealed his plan.

"Hape Lala collected to the ustadzah, Mas. Lala can't hold a cell phone during the activity!" lala.

"Astaghfiullah!" Abiyu rubbed his face rough.

"I'll find a way tomorrow to see you again or if it's true Reyna just tell the truth to ustadz Fadhil and ask him to call me!"

"Good, Mas. Hope it's true Reyna huh, Mas!" Lala hopes this is the way to find Reyna after a long time lost like swallowed by the earth.

"Aamiinu. Now you go back inside .. your soul is waiting, behind!" abiyu said when he saw Lala's ustadzah watching those who were chatting.

"Oh, okay, Mas. I'm going in first, huh? Mas Abi be careful on the road! Assalamu'alaikum" said Lala then turned around after Abiyu answered his greetings.

Lala walks along with Vinda's ustadzah to return to the princess's cottage. Walking, they talk.

"La, in the future don't get too much permission to meet the guardian of the student, huh? Here is the hope that you can focus on learning and being independent. If looked on.... same rich kid Kindergarten, right? Ustadzah just want to ngingetin, La. Than you in the rebuke of Ust. Maulana itself, can be punished later," said Ustadzah Vinda warned.

"Yes, Ust. Sorry," Lala replied briefly.

It did not feel like their steps had reached the princess cottage. After arriving at the intersection of the ustadzah Vinda and Lala separated at their respective directions and destinations. Suddenly, Vinda turned around.

"Well, the hunts queue up there, La. Maghrib hunt ntar," said Vinda then continued the journey to the mess.

"Well, Ust," cried Lala answered the order from Vinda's ustadzah, then headed for her room.

Lala took the toiletries and clothes instead, then she went outside from her room to the bathroom. Arriving in the bathroom there were still four santriwati lined up in line at the door. That meant Lala had to wait for either a few tens of minutes later or even an hour.

Geez, I forgot about this while looking for information about the habit of living in the boarding school. What if I couldn't stand being backward, huh? Give your servant the strength and patience to stand in line to take a shower every day, O God! inner Lala while pressing her pulsating temple.

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