Being Married to My First Love
Mothers who understand best

Cindy POV.

A week ago Abi's best friend, Ustadz Maulana Sowan came to my house with his wife and son. From the meeting of the two families, I finally underwent ta'aruf with Mas Fadil, the second son of Ustadz Maulana.

It's been three days of ta'aruf with Mas Fadil, I'm starting to get to know him. We have only a few times to say hello from whatsApp and phone. Mas Fadil is friendly and very kind to me. It turns out that Mas Fadil was an ustadz who taught at my brother Umar's boarding school.

"Sir, I agree that Mbak is married to Ust. Fade!" I kept quiet without turning to continue to help ummi make wet sausage dough, "Ust Fadil that if you are patient never angry, he is very concerned with his students, he was very concerned with his students, if we have a fellow santriwan problem, usually Ust. Fadil who came and gave a solution," said Umar.

"Yes, Ummi agrees. Nak Fadil from the first moment came very polite, he said softly, solih. Ummi think, the personality of Nak Fadil is also good when hearing stories from Umar. What do you think Cin?" ummi's question surprised me and confused what to answer.

"Emm..so far Mas Fadil is very good, Ummi. Too good for Cindy. Cindy felt inferior to Mas Fadil, Ummi," I replied to ummi.

Mas Fadil is good, and I can feel it. He was always courteous towards me, and kept his eyes on us during our meetings with the family, not once did he stare me in the face for more than two minutes or touch me a fingertip. Even when speaking he knows his limits, and only as necessary. He never seduced or said anything rude. For me he was too perfect as a religious man.

From the physical, mas Fadil is good looking, tan skin mature but sweet face with a sharp nose and thick eyebrows, his body is high, looks ideal with a weight that is not thin and not fat. I'm sure a lot of people admire him, too. I think I'm so lucky to be with him. However, I don't know why my heart hasn't been able to get to him.

"Cindy, it's God's destiny. Only God knows whether we are worthy or not. If it is your destiny with A, then God will meet with A. If it turns out your soul mate with the B, sometimes even though you have planned with the A can happen something until finally switch to the B. All is the secret of Allah, the All-Knowing, the All-Willed. And if Allah wills A to marry C, it means that in the eyes of Allah they are worthy to be compared. Pray, may Allah show you the best!" ummi said at length.

Ummi's words are soothing to me. I don't have to worry about this ta'aruf or how I feel about someone. I will leave everything to God. If it was Mas Fadil who was destined for me then I would accept it, and try to throw away my feelings for that man.

"Thank you, Ummi?" I hugged my general body tightly. Ummi can always make me calm and comfortable. Only with ummi did I feel that he could answer all my heartbreak even though I did not tell him in detail what happened to me. People say, if a mother understands her child the most. I am so grateful to have been born to a woman as great as me.

"Yes, nduk. You are an adult now, Nduk. Soon you will be living a household life. Be prejudiced against God's destiny. If you're having trouble, never consider God unfair to you. Maybe before you get your happiness God wants to test you with difficulty first. Keep relying on God!" I listened to the words of Ummi carefully.

"Yes, Ummi!" I said.

Yeah, ummi's right, I can't be too happy just yet. I must rely and continue to pray to Allah. We won't know what's going to happen in the future.

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Pov Author.

Reyna and Rangga were walking around in the shopping mall. Reyna intends to shop for maternity clothes with Rangga. Since she became pregnant, her weight has continued to increase. Although only two months of pregnancy, and her stomach is still flat, but she feels her clothes are starting to narrow and less comfortable to wear.

"By, I really feel rich added fat anyway, By," Reyna said while looking at the shop's windshield.

Rangga smiled at his adorable wife's behavior. He pulled Reyna to continue walking. He hugged his wife and rubbed Reyna's shoulders to calm her down.

"Honey, for me the most important thing is that you and our future children are healthy. You must maintain a healthy diet for pregnant women. Although fatter you are still the prettiest in the eyes of my heart. So don't worry about it, honey!" Rangga rubbed Reyna's cheek gently.

Reyna was seen smiling happily after hearing Rangga's words. Pregnant people are sometimes more sensitive mood so Rangga must be more patient with his wife. That's the advice conveyed by my grandmother when yesterday was in Jakarta. For the sake of making his wife happy tonight Rangga has prepared a surprise for his beloved wife.

"Honey, there's a boutique. Let's go there!" bring Rangga.

"But it just seems to sell party dresses, By. I want to find comfortable clothes for every day" Reyna said.

"Yes, we'll buy some clothes for the day too, honey. Now we choose the right dress for you who are pregnant, darling," persuaded Rangga. Reyna finally complied.

After several tries, she finally bought a lavender dress and another beautiful and elegant silver dress. Afterwards they head to the department store to buy the everyday clothes Reyna needs.

"Everything you want to buy, honey?" ask Rangga.

"Come, By. I want to buy you a shirt. Since we got married I've never bought you a shirt" Reyna said, leading Rangga to where the man's shirt was attached.

Reyna picked out a few shirts and a suit, for Rangga to try in the dressing room. She waited while choosing a suitable tie for her husband. He accidentally saw Dr. Dimas who was choosing the shirt as well. Reyna finally approached to say hello.

"Doctor, how are you?" greet Reyna.

"Reyna.all right! How are you doing yourself?" ask Dimas.

"Thank God, I'm good too, Doctor!" answer Reyna.

"Who's with you, Reyn? I thought you were back in Jakarta" Dimas said.

"With my husband, Doc. My mother-in-law was sick yesterday, so I decided to stay longer in Solo. Qila's not coming, Doc? Cindy said Qila was good at teaching" Reyna said.

"Qila's coming, she's playing in the time zone with Rosa. You...still meeting up with, Cindy?" ask Dimas.

"Yes, Doc. Yesterday several times I asked Cindy to come home to treat my Mami's scar, Doc. It just so happened that Cindy's house with my in-laws house was pretty close" Reyna said.

"Oh so yeah. Emm...Reyna, is Cindy getting close to a boy or has a boyfriend right now? Sorry, I think you're pretty close to Cindy" asked Dimas shyly.

"Emm.I think Cindy's not dating, Doc. It's just that she once told me that her parents wanted Cindy to go through ta'aruf with her Abinya friend" Reyna said, recalling her last encounter with Cindy as she recounted her unrest.

"really? Does Cindy agree?" Dimas looked worried from the look on his face.

"Doctor, do you have feelings for Cindy? Sorry, if my question is a little presumptuous!" Reyna thinks the man with some of the klu Cindy mentioned could be dr. Dimas.

Didn't Cindy recently teach Qila to teach. This may be what makes the two interact frequently. And from the question Dr. Dimas was hinting, as if he was so curious about the very personal thing about Cindy.

"Emm, to be honest, actually Qila really wants Cindy to be her mother. From Qila's request lately I was indeed paying attention to Cindy. Cindy's good personality got me interested in getting to know her more closely. But now I think maybe Cindy can get better than me, and that still stands out of course" Dimas said. Disappointment on his face.

"Doctor, if you really want to make Cindy your wife. I advise you to come on Cindy's parents soon before it's all too late. It's possible that Cindy's new ta'aruf and not yet at the sermon. Don't give up before you try, Doctor. Cindy could be more on your side!" Reyna tried to convince Dimas. If it's true Dimas is the one Cindy likes. May destiny bring them together.

"Thank you, Reyna. I'll think about it first!" dimas.

"Together, Doctor!" Reyna smiled.

"Honey..," call Rangga as he approaches where Reyna stands.

"By, what a coincidence that I just met dr. Dimas is here" Reyna said, pointing to Dimas.

"How are you doing, Rangga?" greet Dimas.

Rangga frowned in surprise, but finally smiled stalely.

"Emm.well, Doctor. Shopping too Doc?" asked Rangga when he saw Dimas' hand draped in a shirt.

"Oh.yeah, this is looking for a shirt," suddenly Dimas' phone sounded.

"Hello, Ros!" dimas was talking on the phone.

"I'm there now!" he then disconnected the phone again.

"Reyna, Mas, I go first huh? This is just Qila asking to go home!" dimas.

"Okay, Doctor please!" Reyna.

"Assalamu'alaikum!" said Dimas.

"Wa'alaikumsalam!" reyna and Rangga answered at the same time.

After Dimas died, Rangga released his embrace.

"So what was the same about dr. Dimas?" search Rangga.

From the look in her eyes Reyna knew Rangga was jealous.

"Talk about Cindy, why? Jealousy huh, By?" Reyna grimaced feeling funny with Rangga's attitude.

"Not who is jealous!" Rangga hooked his fingers holding Reyna and walked towards the gauze.

Reyna smiled following Rangga's steps, "That just wasn't jealousy huh?"

"No, people just ask. Why Cindy, honey!" ask Rangga.

"Ihh..coke! You want to know what you want to know?" Reyna Goda.

Rangga stopped walking and turned around to clutch his wife's body, "Ishh, look out, ntar if until home I will not forgive!"

"Ehh, off dong, By! It's not good to see the same people!" Reyna glanced to the right and left. He was embarrassed as the people around him stared at them.

However, Rangga did not budge, then quickly kissed his wife's forehead briefly. Rangga then returned to hold Reyna's hand to kasa. Now Reyna walked with the gaze of the people who had seen Rangga kiss her forehead.

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