Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Hanyut In Missing
Reyna POV.
After a long time leaving my hometown, I was finally able to return to this city. The streets of the capital are jammed and full of pollution, flood disasters that have become a subscription in every rainy season, towering skyscrapers, and, the hustle and bustle of the city is a number of complexities that make me miss even though with a myriad of problems that are not resolved.
Upon arrival in the courtyard of the grandfather's residence, I immediately removed the belt link and immediately opened the door. This is my first step to set foot in this house after a long stay away from this house eight months ago. I saw grandma sitting on the porch with mommy. They smiled when they saw me appear.
“Reyna ..!” they screamed in surprise.
I did not tell if I would come to Jakarta with the aim to surprise my grandmother and mother. Yesterday I tried so hard to hide this. Although the house is gone, they are still my family, my mother, my grandmother and this house is my home.
“Assalamu’alaikum, Grandma, Mi!” I said hello to the two women I love, then kissed their hands and hugged them in turn.
“Wa’alaikumussalam, Reyn. Why not tell me if it's coming? Hi grandson Oma!” mami said while kissing Reynand's face with anxiety.
“Iya Mi, this is a surprise for Oma!” answer to Mommy.
“Assalamu’alaikum, Grandma, Aunt!” said Abi brother who I just realized his arrival. Then go to grandma and mommy.
Astaghfirullah unconsciously I had left Abi's brother and stepped in first.
“Wa’alaikumussalam, Nak Abi. Let's go in first!” my grandmother invited us into the house. Abi's sister nodded her ass.
Mami took over Reynand and brought him in by carrying him. I looked towards Abi's brother and held his arm, as Abi's brother was about to step in.
“So, sorry I walked first!” I said I feel guilty.
However, Abi did not answer me. Brother Abi just gave a small nod and smiled then stepped inside following grandma. In my little heart I felt Abi's sister holding back being annoyed at me. I bit my lower lip feeling guilty, then with a somersault I followed him in.
Some time we chatted with grandma until it was time for Abi to beg for a break first to go visit the cafe he just pioneered, working with one of his friends. I grabbed him and kissed the back of his hand. As usual, he kissed me.
This time for a long time he held his kiss on my forehead. Then, in silence Abi stared fixedly at me as if he was not willing to leave me here. Until finally Abi turned around and slowly left this house. I was still looking at him until Abi's car got further away and disappeared from view.
After that I went back into the house. I saw my mom and grandma were so happy to joke around with Reynand. I chose to continue my steps into my room that I had left behind for a long time. When I opened the door to my room and walked inside. Everything was just as neat as when I left that time.
I felt my heart beat getting tighter, and my eyelids seemed foggy and dewy, as if watching those days roll back in time. Beautiful days are full of our laughter and jokes in this room. My throat was like being stuck when I saw a row of frames plastered on the wall of my room.
My tears just slid when I saw my wedding photo with Rangga was in the frame of the largest frame among others. I can't deny my feelings about the past. I still love him very much. I miss him so much. I'd love to meet him.
The taste that I had kept tight in the depths of my heart the most in the past few days, was now sticking out so much more than any other taste. I recall all the memories of when Rangga was still in this world. When I could still feel the warmth of being in his arms and grasping his fingers.
I walked over to my bed and sat down on the bed. I felt the surface of the white bed sheet that was still as smooth and soft as back then. The tears drenching my cheeks increasingly swift until dripping into round spots. I fell on the bed when I felt my body go weak. In the words I mentioned his name many times, pouring out all the feelings in the heart.
“Rangga .. hiks-hiks! Stella …! I missed you so much!"
...🌾🌾🌾...
...When I was alone, I saw photos and videos...
...With you, which I kept for a long time...
...This heartbroken look at the picture of self...
...I want you to be here right now...
...Laugh with me like I used to...
...Even if it's just for a moment, Lord, please grant it...
...It is not that this self does not accept reality...
...This heart just misses...
...All the ways I've tried...
...So that I can be without you...
...But everything is different...
...It's hard to erase memories with you...
...🍁🍁🍁...
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Abiyu POV.
It is with a heavy heart that I step away from Reyna in this house. Ever since he got out of the car I've been feeling restless. Half my heart seemed to be about to break away and leave. I can't deny I'm afraid if she gets swept up in her past with her first husband. Even when it was new until he had forgotten me and left me alone. I try to be patient, I am not the first for him, I am only his second husband.
When my car drove on the road I was less focused on anything else. Until when I was at the red light I just realized Reynand's baby bag still left in the back seat. Finally I turned back towards the residence of Hadi Jaya. Lucky I'm not too far away so I still have time to return to deliver Reynand's gear bag
When I came outside there was only a housekeeper cleaning the front yard and allowing me to enter. I finally got into the house. With a little hesitation I stepped inside the house to find Reyna or Lena's grandmother and aunt. However, in the living room was empty and as I headed towards the living room was also empty. I saw a room that opened its door slightly and heard a sobbing from where I was standing.
A familiar voice to me that I believe to be the voice of my wife. I hesitantly walked slowly closer to the room. The sound was getting clearer from inside the room. I touched slowly until the door was completely open. I found Reyna sobbing on her bed and saying words that made my heart break.
“Rangga .. hiks-hiks! Stella …! I miss you so much ..!” he said, instantly making my heart sting.
It was something I had expected since I first came to this house. However, when I saw it with my own eyes, it was more painful than I had imagined. I slowly pulled the door back to close completely but there was still a bit of blemish there. Then I put the bag of equipment on the nightstand next to the door. With a wound in my heart I left this house.
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