Being Married to My First Love

Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Insecure


That day Abiyu and Reyna had left Yogya. And for a while they left Lala to stay at Bi Lastri's house so as not to be lonely at home. Mega, who is planning revenge, becomes furious. His intention to harm Reyna failed.


Mega finds no activity while monitoring Reyna's house all day, after scraping from Reyna's neighbor, Mega gets info if the house is empty. Mega just found out if Reyna and Abiyu have left Yogyakarta since last night.


...🌾🌾🌾...


...After you left...


...Stay here by myself...


...Felt something...


...Which is lost in my life...


...Help me hate you...


...I've loved you...


...You mean so much to me...


...You've been loving...


...And loved your lover...


...It's not fair to me...


...Gone, stay empty...


...🍃🍃🍃...


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POVS. Reyna's.


That night, Abi and I arrived in Jakarta. We headed straight to Maya's house. Though I really want to go back to the residence of grandfather Hadi Jaya. However, I did not tell Brother Abi for the sake of keeping his feelings.


Moreover, Mother Maya has prepared everything to welcome my arrival and Reynand at her home for the first time as a daughter-in-law.


The first time I came, Mommy asked me to go upstairs to Abi's room. While Abi is still in front of the house to take down the suitcase from the trunk. Mother seemed very happy and enthusiastic to welcome me when I came.


However, I felt something was different from Fely's gaze on me. Fely stared pushyly at me. As I remember, Fely was very friendly with me. When I looked at her, she turned and left leaving the room and headed for her room.


I try to think positively, maybe Fely is having a personal problem or he is busy not greeting me. I don't bother with that. I felt very tired and sleepy so as soon as I reached Abi's room I immediately put Reynand on the child's bed with a picture of doraemon, which has been specially provided by Maya's mother for Reynand.


I feel very lucky to have a mother-in-law as good as Maya's mother who from the beginning I have considered like my own mother and really care about me.


“Reyn, you rest huh? Mother also wants to rest first. It's so sleepy!” mother Maya said when she realized the clock had shown at 23:30.


“Iya, Bun. Thanks for everything, Bun!” I said to my mother-in-law.


“Iya equally, Darling.”


After that mother went out of Abi's room and passed to her room.


Then I went into the bathroom to clean and change clothes with sleeping pajamas. When I came out of the bathroom, Abi was already in the room laying down on the sofa, and was sitting when I saw him.


“It's done huh? If you have cape do not have to wait for a break!” abi said then went into the bathroom.


I was silent and did not answer just to pay attention until Abi went into the bathroom. Sometimes I imagine, if the one in front of me was Rangga would be different. Rangga will definitely say: “Honey, if you have cape just rest first!” after that Rangga will definitely caress my head before leaving.


“Astaghfirullah, why do I compare them!” I said then go to bed.


I began to lay my body on the bed and then tried to close my eyes. And, in an instant I was already asleep in my sleep.


Suddenly I felt his bed shake. I was lazy to try to open my eyes. Seraya said, “What's up, By? I'm still sleepy!”


“Kak Abi!” pekiku.


“Start brave ya call my name?” ask Abi who I don't understand.


Call names? Whatdo mean?


“That is, Brother? ask my brother Abi, who does not understand.


“You should say, ‘What's up, Bi? I'm still sleepy!’ what is it kalu instead of calling a name?” ask Abi to me.


Astaghfirullah, I must have said it wrong! I'm sorry Brother! What I said was not to call your name!


“Ehm .. sorry Brother, I must have unknowingly said that!” let me not explain what really happened.


“Yes already, let's quickly wake up it's already five and a half hours, and you have not prayed dawn right!” abi reminded.


“Half five?” I immediately jumped down from the bed, but my steps were held back.


Uh, why this! I screamed in my heart, then looked back. Apparently Abi's sister is holding my shirt back.


“Why brother?” many wonder.


“You if you wake up don't get up straight away! sit down for a while until the nervous system is normal first so do not get dizzy!” abi reminded.


“Hhehehehe .. Yes thank you Brother, already reminded!” I said with a smile towards him.


From this I know that both have their own advantages and disadvantages. If Rangga likes to be ignorant and joking with me, Abi's brother is more mature and snacking if the Javanese say. Everyone gives their own color in our lives. And both have their own ways of touching my heart.


As my life gathered, I tried to slowly get up. Then I carried out my duty to God.


After the prayer I approached kaK abi to ask something, “Kak, can I see grandma?” my many.


Brother Abi looks cringing and then seems to think. “Then , when do you intend to come to Mira, or go to Grandma's house first?” ask Abi who confused me.


“Oiya, Brother. I'm going to grandma's house first!” if you meet at the shophouse later racket in the shophouse others will know. The MIra Cassian is a gossip material.


“Yes already, later I deliver to grandma's house used to run out that I live first yes, want to look into a new cafe. At least I picked up again, continue us to the house of Mira,” said brother Abi gave a proposal.


“Good, Brother. Thanks yes, Brother!” my words then hugged Abi's brother so happy.


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While at the dinner table, I again felt strange with Fely's attitude that looked cold to me. Again I was not greeted and it was as if he did not care about my existence in this house. I began to feel sad and insecure about being in this house. Actually what made his attitude suddenly change drastically to me. What was my fault for being treated like this? nyaliku shrunk and felt wrong.


“Come, Reyn! eat a lot!” said mother who made me slightly switch to normal mode. I feel tightness in my chest if I am treated like that.


“Iya, Mother. Mother's cuisine is so good!” I told mom.


However, just then Fely stared intently at me, as if something was wrong with me and he didn't like it.


After that, Mother and Felly went to the restaurant and Abi drove me to my grandmother's house. On the way I kept thinking about Fely's attitude. I loved her like my sister. So that makes me feel sad.


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