Being Married to My First Love
Operation Cindy
That night Cindy felt troubled and had trouble sleeping because she thought about what the doctor said. And he also felt pain in his stomach that never went away. He felt stressed and afraid to accept the reality of the diagnosis that the doctor revealed when checking in at the obstetrician.
This afternoon after taking anti-pain medication given by dr.Nita, not the least to make the pain in the stomach Cindy disappear. Finally, towards the end of the shift, Cindy was escorted by Sari to check into the hospital by taxi.
Arriving at Cindy's hospital in line for a checkup at Poly Obgyn. After waiting for about half an hour, Cindy finally checked. For complaints that Cindy felt the doctor asked Cindy to do USG. From the results of the ultrasound the doctor said that Cindy had Cysts of Endometriosis, with a size large enough that the left ovary of 11cm and 5cm in the right Ovary. It instantly made Cindy panic and anxiety.
Because the size is already large enough doctors advise Cindy to immediately do surgery, because in fear the cyst will be at risk of getting bigger and can rupture. Doctors also said it could affect her fertility.
At first Cindy was torn between believing and not believing knowing it. What causes it so that he can experience such a disease. Doctors say many things can trigger the growth of cysts for a woman. And worries began to run through his mind. What if he would have trouble giving offspring. Though he knew Ummi Aini already really wanted a descendant, considering his first child who had not been blessed with a baby.
However, Cindy immediately dismissed her concerns. If indeed this is a test from God that he must live, then he will try to surrender, be patient and sincere to undergo the ordeal. Although it will not be easy to live, as when saying it. The reality in plain sight right now is that he is suffering from the disease and must be treated immediately so as not to happen bad things that could endanger his life.
Ummi and Abinya Cindy were first told, joined in shock to hear that. However, they finally broke their hearts to accept the harsh reality that had happened to their only daughter. Ummi and Abi try to give strength so that Cindy can survive in trying to fight her disease. They think positively that Cindy is being tested by God, and they believe Cindy is a woman who is able to pass the test well.
"You are patient, Nduk. Everything that happens now is God's power. Never complain about the ordeal you are going through. God does not like people who complain too much. Have a lot of interest, Nduk. May God take away our sins. And your disease can be cured soon," said Ummi on the sidelines of his cries while giving a warm hug to his daughter.
"Aamiin.., thank you Ummi, Abi, Cindy will try her best and breastplate to live it," said Cindy also with tears that continue to slide down her cheeks.
Ummi's words made him realize that he must remain grounded to be healed. God is willing to do what has happened, so God is the place where we ask for help.
That night Cindy tried to find out about Ovarian Cysts on the internet. But there he was more confused and anxious. Various articles that state if it is not to be feared because many who experience it and eventually can recover and can have a baby. However, some articles also state that the cyst can also indicate a malignant tumor if the discovery of cancer cells in the ovary resulting in the handling of the removal of the female uterus. Instantly it makes Cindy become limp and more stressed.
Cindy immediately turned off her phone, then went to the bathroom to take ablution. He should not be burdened with bad thoughts that actually trigger stress. He should establish tahajud prayer to calm his soul and body. After praying, he sat down on a prayer mat to pray to Allah.
'Astaghfirullahal'adhim.. astaghfirullahal'adzim... astaghfirullahal'adhim...! O Allah, forgive the sins of the servant, give the servant your guidance so that the servant may undergo the trials that you have patiently and sincerely given. O Allah make it easy for the servant to find a solution to every problem that the servant faces, give healing to the disease that the servant suffers, O Allah. Grant this servant O Allah. Aamij!' muttered Cindy in the do'a that she proposes after establishing prayers in one third of the night.
After performing the tahajud prayer Cindy immediately laid her body on the bed. He then fell asleep and for a moment he could forget the pain he felt before.
****
After one week, the doctor has scheduled the surgical removal of the cyst. Nervousness enveloped him, but ummi always strengthened Cindy to positive thinking. Because something we think could be that's what's going to happen. The prejudice of God is the prejudice of His servant.
Since morning Cindy has been asked to fast. Half an hour before Cindy's scheduled surgery was taken to the transit room. After anesthesia by an anesthesiologist. Moments after the anesthesia Cindy began to unconscious.
Two hours passed, Cindy was taken out of the operating room and declared the operation successful. Cindy's parents are grateful for the success of her son's operation. Cindy was then transferred from the operating room to the hospital room.
A few moments later Cindy was able to come to her senses and smile. She could faintly see both her parents and also two men whose faces were not clear because they were at the end of the room near the door.
His head was still dizzy and he felt nauseous. He chose to close his eyes again.when it continues to roll, over time he can be really aware. But there was no one but him and his parents. And slowly he began to feel an excruciating pain in his stomach after the anesthetic ran out. It is a former incision at the time of surgery. Cindy is still required to undergo treatment for two days in the hospital.
The date of the wedding was getting closer, but given what happened to Cindy, Abi finally met with the Fadhil family to talk about Cindy who was undergoing cyst surgery.
Fadhil's family is also concerned about what Cindy has experienced. No exception Ummi Aini who looks most disappointed and shocked to hear the bad news. He really feels sad. His hope to immediately pet the extinct granddaughter was already.
Of course he knew about cysts that could have attacked and hampered the fertility of a woman's reproductive organs, which, for women who have had a history of cyst disease certainly have a higher risk of recurrence.
Abi Cindy gives a choice to be pushed back or canceled. However, Fadhil insisted on continuing his plans to marry Cindy. If in the near future it is not possible, then Fadhil gave a proposal to rewind the wedding schedule until Cindy recovered from post-surgery.
____________________Nna___________________
Sorry, this chapter is very long process, because I have to do a reset and look for many references about this chapter.
Don't forget to leave a trail to support the author.
Thank you very much for the reader's who always faithfully support this work 💕💕💕