Being Married to My First Love
Facing the Reality

Under the dripping water soaked my body, I wished that all the burdens in my head were washed away and lost by the flow of water.

Of course not that easy, the problem will not disappear just like that even if we run to avoid it will certainly arise the same problem in the future. And, blaming others is not the right way, before we reflect on ourselves.

We have done the right thing until trials come upon us. Especially complaining about the problems that come will only add to the wound scratches because they are constantly lamenting.

I need to get up and act. Because, continuing to silence will not make the problem resolved. I have to face the reality of life that is not always good. What should happen will happen without us preventing it. Right now all I have to do is be patient and calm to unravel the tangled threads one by one.

After finishing my bathing ritual, I headed to the living room to look for mama. It's time for me to talk to my mom about the problems I'm currently facing. Sure enough my guess, right now mama is watching her favorite television show. I approached and sat down next to my mother.

"Well, is the storyline really good?" tanyaku.

"Yes Mir, drain your heart if again the conflict is that. Pity it so the main player has his son thrown away and he was driven crazy by his mother-in-law. His life's trials made Mama sad!"

Mama was more enthusiastic when asked about the story. I was slightly comforted by the words of my mother who was swept away in grief deep in her story. However, sometimes there are those who underestimate and even laugh at the problems of others. It's smirking! Why could that be? Because we are not experiencing it ourselves.

"Yes, Ma. In reality, everyone will be faced with their own problems. Until finally finding happiness. No exception with Mama and Mira, must have experienced the toughest times in life, right?"

I'm trying to switch the conversation. And led Mama to the reality of life that I am currently living.

"Of course Mira, the first time of marriage was the toughest moments Mama. Living with mediocrity. There was a misunderstanding with the big family. Anyway, Mama is trying to be patient and do a lot. Thank God now Mama can live with enough. Your Papa's job is good. Long if in the story," said Mama at length.

"Mira wanted to talk seriously, Mah."

Mama started to take her eyes off the television and looked at me.

"What's the way, Mir? Are you nervous about your wedding day?" ask Mama.

"Mira asks Mama to be patient, and help do'a so that Mira can stay strong to live the trials of life that are now happening with Mira, yes Ma?" mira lirih.

"Living attempt? You mean you're having trouble?" ask Mama in panic.

"Mama, calm down. Don't panic, Mama has to be strong, because Mira needs Mama too to strengthen Mira."

"Right now Mira is having problems that Mira feels are quite heavy for Mira. Please Mama give support to Mira so that Mira can be patient and sincere to accept the reality of life that Mira is currently living."

"Yes.yes, Mama will try to calm down. Let's say!" pinta Mama looked at me seriously.

"Ma, I'm sorry Mira had to upset Mama. Mira has to cancel Mira's wedding plans with Jona!" mira.

"You're having a problem with Jonathan? Try to talk about it well. Do not rush to make a decision. Ahead of the wedding there is indeed-there is a temptation," said mama advised.

"But, Ma. It's quite a complicated matter and involves a third person," Mira tries to tell her slowly so that she doesn't go into shock.

"You mean there's a third person who's upsetting your relationship, right? Is there another woman?" mama clarified my words, "Hhhhh, it's worth from yesterday Mama noticed you as she is rich again marahan. My mom was suspicious this morning. You're so rich with him!"

"Yes, Ma. There was another woman suddenly present among us!" saku sayu.

"You don't want to lose, Mir. Get rid of the seductress. Don't let you let your guard down. You should have given him more attention so that his heart would return to you. Mama's teasing look out if Jonathan's hurt Mama's son!" my mother began to get emotional.

I inhaled a deep breath of air and exhaled it slowly, "Hhhhh...!"

"Jona, impregnate another woman, Ma!" I said briefly.

Impregnate!? Astaghfirullahal'adhim!" mama exclaimed with round eyes and a gaping mouth as if in disbelief.

I nodded slowly. My eyes have started to tear up and hold the pain.

"Mira, why is that? What's going on, son?" my mother held me in her arms.

I told Mama everything that happened between me and Jonathan.

Luckily, my mom was strong and understood. My mother defended me with love and affection. Give me encouragement so that I don't get worse in grief. Mama will also meet Jona's family who certainly do not know because Jona has not told her family.

We wept together and mourned my fate in the future. I failed to get married. Maybe soon there will be neighbors, friends, relatives and people who know me will diggunjingku, and scratched the background of the problems that are happening that resulted in the failure of my marriage.

To take care of the cancellation of the rental building, catering and wedding organizer mama who will take care of it. Loss. Of course not only was my heart hurt, but it was also a material loss that I had to bear.

Mama advised me to give it up and ask me to stay patient. I was relieved that the burden on my shoulders had diminished after sharing a grievance with my mother. I am grateful that I have a mother as good as my mother who always understands me.

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Reyna headed to the kitchen to make coffee for Rangga. In the kitchen there was a new maid Ani who said the new grandmother was two months working. Shoot the old grandmother's maid who was sick so decided to return to her village.

"Eh, Non Reyna. What do you want me to do, Non?" ask Ani.

Reyna peeked into the stove that was occupied by mbak Ani. He was seen stirring his cooking with a spatula in his hand.

"It's Non, I cook sweet sour squid. Coincidentally, it can be in the market still seger-seger," said mbak Ani.

"Okay, squid on the menu this morning? My husband can't eat seafood, ma'am. Later can relapse allergies," said Reyna look anxious.

"Lhah, sorry, Non. I don't know about it" Ani said, feeling guilty.

"It's okay, Ma'am. Ani doesn't know yet. Next time if cooking seafood with other menus yes, Ma'am," said Reyna advising.

"Yes, Non. I'll just make fried rice how, Non?" ask Ani.

"By, Ma'am. I want to take a shower on Reynand first, Ma'am?" Reyna brought her cup of coffee and went back to the room.

"By, here's the coffee!" Reyna put a cup of coffee for her husband on the nightstand, "Hello ade handsome, shower first well Mama!"

Reyna kisses her son's cheek, then takes over baby Reynand from Rangga's lap.

"Well, isn't it?" ask Rangga.

"You what? Ohh a kiss on the cheek?" Reyna put Reynand on the mattress and then gave a kiss on both cheeks Rangga.

"Muach... ! Mmuach...!" two kisses lay on her husband's cheek.

Rangga quickly restrained his wife's waist in order not to shift from her presence.

"Otherwise, By?" ask Reyna.

Rangga pulled his wife's waist up to sit on her lap and kissed her husband's ruum lips.

"A.. ao... achh...!" suddenly came the sound of babbling from Reynand who broke their intimate atmosphere.

Moreover, Reynand's moving legs did not want to be silent, as if kicking the thigh of Rangga who was sitting next to Reynand in laykan.

Rangga let go of his kiss from his wife's lips, "Aduhh Reynad made me not want to!"

"Hhaha...!" the two laughed and were reminded that there was an underage child who was watching the affection of his parents.

"Some of you are so fad, By. People want to bathe Reynand even in resistant!"

Reyna took off Reynand's clothes one by one.

"Semalem also gatot anyway, just up to the warm-up, Reynand uda woke up. So stay up until morning!" said Rangga who returned disappointed because last night his love affair was thwarted by Reynand who woke up because he wanted to suckle his mother.

"Hhhaha.., who is patient, By!" reyna told her husband.

Tok tok!

They both looked at me when someone knocked on the door. Rangga then moved from his seat to the door.

I saw my grandmother standing behind the door.

"Ga, Bejo said he was sick. Try to find a private driver who can replace the bejo. If at any time you want to go it is troublesome if there is no driver," said grandma.

"Yes, Grandma. Later I try to say the same Om Haryo, so that in finding a driver.

"Sorry, Madam, Den. I have a friend who is looking for work. At first, he was also a private driver. Her employer had previously moved overseas, so was now unemployed. He's a hard man, Den. Can be tested first if you want," said mbak Ani gave a proposal.

"Maybe that, Ma'am. Just have the afternoon come to see me after the office!" Rangga.

"Good, Den. I'll tell the guy."

"The hope is ready, madam. Excuse me for cleaning the yard," Ani then passed to the front to sweep the page.

"Yes, Ani. Continue your work!" grandma's word.

Arriving at the page Ani secretly contacted someone through his phone.

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