Being Married to My First Love
Dear Diary

Reyna sat on a bench in the garden, right in front of her room. Early in the morning it is better to sunbathe to get vitamin D directly from the morning sun. He smiled with his own thoughts.

If not sick like this, maybe I can sunbathe and relax like this. After the morning routine, you will rush to work. This means more time can be spent.

"August, Ma'am. How are his legs still swollen?" Cindy came to say hello to Reyna.

"That's pretty good, Ma'am. It's not too big it looks like" said Reyna.

"Alhamdulillah then. Now, you first compress your swollen legs for 15-20 minutes. I'll get you an elastic bandage so that you'll feel good when you use motion" Cindy said.

"Yes, Mother. Eh..bak Cindy how old is she, like we're the same age?" ask Reyna.

"This year is twenty-four, Ma'am. That you?" Cindy asked back.

"Sama dong if that's it. Just call me a name, we're the same age!" Reyna Pinta.

"Yes, Reyna." Reyna pointed her thumb in front of the chest of the sign agreeing. Both are smiling.

"It's a cold pack for compressing your swollen legs, Reyn?" Cindy handed the cold pack she wrapped in a small towel to Reyna.

"Thank you, Cindy!" Cindy nodded.

"I'm back, ahead first huh? This is a guardrail at the front office," he said. Reyna nodded.

Reyna went into her room, then compressed the swollen leg for 20 minutes. Not long after Cindy brought back a roll of bandage in her hand.

"Easy compressing? Let me put an elastic bandage on your leg" Cindy said.

Cindy took a pillow and put it under Reyna's feet.

"It's better to position your legs more upward so that faster reduce swelling, later I will get one more pillow for you to sleep," said Cindy while wrapping Reyna's feet with a brown bandage cloth.

"Cindy, can I ask you a favor?" ask Reyna.

"Tell me, if I can I'll help you" Cindy said.

"Can you buy me a cell phone? Before I met Dr. Dimas, my bag was stolen while I was praying in the mosque. Miss all the contents in my bag. Lucky yesterday dr.Dimas said my bag was found and the debit card is still there even though the phone and money were taken away," said Reyna.

"Masyaa Allah, are you a victim of pickpocketing? Sorry Reyna, yesterday the nurses thought that you were dr. Dimas' girlfriend" Cindy said.

"Ishh..ngawur! I just knew dr. Dimas, when I fell yesterday, he kept nolongin me," said Reyna.

"Reyna, it's only natural that we think you're her boyfriend. During this time dr.Dimas people are very closed even to us employees at the clinic. Seeing dr. Dimas really cares about you, of course we are surprised. If nothing mattered, she wouldn't talk to us" Cindy was seen finishing a bandage at Reyna's feet.

"What time, Cin? Though Dr. Dimas thought I was very kind to him," Reyna seemed to be in disbelief.

"Maybe he likes you, Reyn, '" Cindy teased.

"I don't think because of that, Dr. Dimas knew I was pregnant, of course he knew I had a husband! I think he's sincere about helping me" Reyna said, though somewhat hesitant.

Is it possible that Dr. Dimas helped me because I look like his wife? Astaghfirullah I am even so suudzon same goodness dr.Dimas!

"You pregnant? I'm sorry, Reyn, so think nothing of you. How old is she?" Cindy looks sorry.

"Yes it's okay. Just six weeks ago, I also just found out that I was pregnant yesterday when I passed out on the plane. Even my husband did not know that I was pregnant," said Reyna sad to remember Rangga.

"So where are you really going, Reyn?" Cindy seems confused to hear Reyna who is on a plane but copes at the station.

"Hhhhahaha..bingung huh, Cin? So actually I was living in Jakarta, yesterday takziah to my uncle's house in Jogja, and in Solo this is actually my in-law's house," said Reyna.

"So why don't you go home to your in-laws, Reyn? I'm actually watching you here alone no one is looking after you," Cindy sat at the end of the bed, she seemed enthusiastic about Reyna's story.

"The story is long Cindy, I'm actually lonely here too. But how else. Thankfully, you are not talking. Hhehehe...!" Reyna laughed at her fate as if she had no relatives in this city.

"Look at Reyn, later after work I bring you buy HP, so you can choose yourself and you can use it directly, then you come home to my house. You can stay at home and not be lonely. Tomorrow morning come back here again when I go to work," Cindy suggested.

"No need to take it on you, Cin?" ask Reyna.

"No, I don't bother Reyn, just that, I can only take you on a motorcycle and my parents' house is simple" Cindy said.

"What the hell are you, Cin? I want to! You don't go down that low. I don't even have a home, Cindy. I'm in Jakarta and I go everywhere on the bike, and I don't have a house, I just ride in my adoptive grandfather's house" Reyna said.

"Later you'll have to tell me everything's the same as me. Now I have to go back to the front. I'm back to work first yes Reyn, later you ask permission first yes dr. Dimas? I'm afraid you'll be in search again!" Cindy Goda.

"Eh.. Indeed, I was ready to wear it in Cariin! But I'll definitely tell you later, as a good guest ethics. Yesterday I left so I didn't say anything, thought I didn't know thank you, helped too!" Reyna

"Hheheheyehe.ya, you are a special guest, Reyna!" get Cindy while she walks out of the room.

"Ehh, look out for Cin, you later!" reyna shouted but Cindy had already disappeared from sight.

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Curiously, Rangga opened the cover of the book that had been opened. The first page contains Reyna's biodata. Written full name, date of birth, school address written address of their first Junior High School address, then hobbies, favorite foods, favorite colors and there is a word of pearl. Typical in the 2000s at that time was still the season of writing in diary books, writing friend biodata in binder books, collecting letter papers with a variety of interesting designs. Not many children use cell phones at school. At that time, only children of middle and upper class who brought cellphones to school. The era in the era of children born in the 90's must have experienced it.

At the beginning of the page were written poems Reyna wrote. Then continued the stories of Reyna early entering Junior High School.

Dear diary, today I did not know Rangga. Why does he look at me constantly. Though I was avoiding it when Mona told me she likes Rangga. Mona was jealous when Rangga and I used to joke around.

Rangga opened the next page.

Diary, why am I like this. I feel so awkward every time I meet Rangga. As far as I avoid it, it seems as if he is getting closer. Suddenly in a line, suddenly near me, suddenly in front of me, I don't know if he suddenly appeared where I was.

"You're too innocent, Hana. You don't know the name PDKT, how the hell!" Rangga felt funny as well as upset considering the time.

Dear diary, today I was with friends invited to play at Andin's house. While waiting for the bus Andin told me that he likes Rangga. I was very surprised by that. Because at school Andin and Mona seating one bench and they like the same person. And both stories like SMSan Rangga. Playboy, you are Rangga!

"What the hell are people just messing around saying playboy!" muttered Rangga while opening the page-by-page.

Dear diary, why do they keep talking to me about Rangga. Not only Andin and Mona it turns out, Reta, Beautiful and Rahma too. And why the confiding must be with me. I don't want to know about Rangga! Rangga boy playboy, don't let me like him!

"Eh, that's delicious. I'm not a playboy, they're the ones to GR'an. And you are insensitive that I like you!" turn to Rangga and open the next page.

Dear diary, I passed directly with Rangga. And when we came face to face, the first time I felt anything strange in me, my heart suddenly thumped as he stared fixedly at me. For a moment my body froze, and we stared at each other in silence. Is this what is called love? Oh, my God. Help me! I doubt if we have the same taste!

"So you finally like me. Why don't you ever tell me that you like me too, Hana!" Rangga.

Dear diary, what should I do? Mona's angry with me. Ratna seemed to be leaking my curses about Rangga. Lucky I could convince Mona. I don't want our friendship to be ruined because of guys. For all of you I will stay away from Rangga. O Allah help me to erase my love for Rangga!

Rangga clenched his hands, "Why do you care so much about the feelings of others, Hana! Without you realizing you have sacrificed your feelings and also my feelings!"

Dear diary, today I saw Rangga as angry as I was. His gaze was cold and sharp as he looked towards me. My heart feels sore too! She looked hateful to me as Hendra passed by my class and friends cheered me on and I liked Hendra. Yes it was my fault. I pretended to like Hendra to cover my feelings for her! Whether true or not I feel Rangga has feelings for me too. I was afraid that he would confess his feelings to me. I was afraid of being hated by them.

Rangga, if you really like me, forgive me for hurting your feelings!

"Reyna Hanania, why are you doing this!" rangga said annoyed.

Tok.shock.

There was a knock on the door, Rangga closed the diary Reyna book then rushed to put it in the nightstand drawer.

"Get in, not in the lock!" his yell.

Grandma looked up, coming up from behind the door, "Rangga, have you found where Reyna is?"

"Well, let nothing bad happen to Reyna, O God. Rangga, if Grandpa asks, says Reyna was in Solo so Grandpa wouldn't be sad" Grandma said.

"Yes, Grandma. I'm sorry Rangga can't take good care of Reyna, Grandma!" rangga said sadly.

"Take this as a lesson. Experience is a valuable lesson in living life. Everyone gets their own test. You have to be patient!" said Grandma softly while rubbing Rangga's back.

"Good, Grandma. Thank you!"

"Call Rangga, find Reyna as soon as possible!" Grandma nodded while patting Rangga's arm giving strength.

"Ga, now that you eat first, you need to stay healthy to find Reyna. Do not get sick again like yesterday because it is dissolved in sadness, to ignore your health," said Grandma.

"Good, Grandma. Accompany Rangga eat yes, Nek," pinta Rangga.

"Yes, come on!" They went to the kitchen.

****

When afternoon came, Reyna was playing with Qila in the park. The boy looked cheerful and energetic. She actually knew I wasn't her mother.

"Qila, her schoolmate's name is anyone?" I'm trying to ask.

"Qila has no friends. The evil Qila Temen!" said the boy.

"What's so evil?" ask Reyna.

"They're evil, say Qila doesn't have a Mama!" his face looks very sad.

"Qila wants to have a mom?" ask Reyna again.

"Yes, Qila wants to have a mother kayak Qila. Mama don't go, just stay here and be Mama Qila!" Reyna clasped Qila's small body into her arms. Reyna was able to capture the sadness Qila felt.

From the words of Qila who asked to be his Mama, it means that the child has realized that Reyna is not his Mama.

"Honey, Mama Reyna can't be Mama Qila here, Mama Reyna has to go home to Jakarta. But Mama Reyna will pray with God that Qila will soon be given a new Mama who can continue with Qila and Papa" Reyna said gently.

This boy looks very disappointed and sad. His eyes look teary.

"Darling, Qila must also continue to pray with God, in order to be given a new Mama. If Qila had truly prayed, Allah would have granted the prayer, Qila!" Reyna.

"Will Allah grant the Do'a, Qila?" the boy looked enthusiastically at Reyna.

"Of course, honey. Qila is the son of sholihah!" answer Reyna. Qila looked obedient.

"Now don't be sad, let's play again!" persuade Reyna. In an instant the boy turned cheerful. Actually Qila was just lonely because he had no friends to play with and less attention from his Papa.

Without them realizing it, Dimas was paying attention to the interaction of the two. Even Dimas could hear Reyna and Qila's conversation. His heart really hurt to know the contents of his son's heart. He never understood his son very well. Dimas promised, in the future he would pay more attention to Qila.

"Eh.it's Papa. Yeay Papa's home?" scream Qila.

Dimas smiled, then walked closer towards Reyna and Qila.

"What's the game going on, honey?" ask Dimas.

"Main lego, Pah, same Mama Reyna," replied Qila, while showing the successful lego in its shape.

"What a shape, Papa's smart boy!" Dimas rubbed the head of Qila, "Oh yes Reyn, this is your bag found with the security guard. I came home and stopped by to get to the station. Check it out, Reyn!" edict Dimas.

"Formerly, thank you, Doc! I owe a lot to the doctor" Reyna said

"Together, Reyn."

"Ohya, Doctor. I ask permission yes to go with Cindy, later tonight I also plan to stay at Cindy's house. Tomorrow I'll be back here" Reyna said.

"Please Reyna, that's your right. Do you know Cindy?" tanya Dimas was surprised because Reyna who just knew was so close that she wanted to stay at Cindy's house. Even he alone despite having been his superior for months did not know him very well.

"Yes, Doctor. I'm sure Cindy's a good person. I was the one who asked Cindy to take me to buy a cell phone" Reyna said. Dimas looks to nod.

"Why not say, I can order if you want" Dimas said.

"No need for a doctor, I want to get some fresh air out there" he said.

Cindy, who was wearing a jacket, was ready to go home. Reyna who saw him called him.

"Cindy...!" he shouted while waving so that he approached. Cindy approached Reyna.

"When?" ask Reyna.

"Yes, Reyn. How did it not?" he asked while glancing at Dimas.

"So dong, wait a minute. I'll take the stock first" said Reyna.

"Equired what?" ask Cindy.

"Dong clothes, cook yes I do not bring a change of clothes," Dimas looks silent listening.

Before long Reyna came out of her room using a stick lent by Grandma Qila used to have her husband first.

"Kneel!" reyna said to Cindy, "Excuse me, Doctor, we'll go first. Drug Qila, Assalamu'alaikum!" pamit Reyna was busty and Cindy nodded politely.

"Yes, be careful on the road" Dimas said.

After taking the money at the ATM, Reyna bought mobile phones in shophouses that many counter outlets that sell mobile phones. Reyna then bought a mobile unit that is quite complete with features. For the sake of supporting his work. Not to forget he took the time to buy souvenirs for the Cindy family at home.

"A lot of Reyn's cake?" ask Cindy because there are three bags of food that Reyna bought.

"It's okay, it's a gift by umi, abi and also your sister," said Reyna who had heard Cindy's story about her family on the sidelines of buying a cellphone.

Then they drive to Cindy's house. Reyna is no stranger to the streets that Cindy walks.

Isn't this the same path to Mami's house!

Apparently true, now Cindy almost passed Rangga's house. Reyna patted Cindy on the shoulder to slow down the pace of the bike.

"Cin, stop first, Cin!" peekkik Reyna's. Cindy hastily braked her bike.

"What's Reyn?" Cindy pulled over near the sidewalk, where she saw Reyna watching the big house that almost passed completely.

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