Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Reality Life
After cleaning the kitchen and chatting with Lala late, Reyna went into her room. He caught a glimpse of Abiyu who was still busy with a mobile phone in her hand. Though Reyna stall for quite a long time and hope when entering the room Abiyu already sleeping. It turned out that he was wrong, because Abiyu was still awake. Reyna was so upset and chose to go into the bathroom to wash her face.
When from the bathroom Reyna glanced back at Abiyu and Abiyu was still in the same position that was sitting leaning back while closing her eyes. His hands are crossed over his stomach, the phone he had played had been placed on the nightstand.
Did Abi not sleep because she was still waiting for me? is he mad at me?
Reyna pulled the blanket out of the other side of the bed, then laid down there. Then he changed his position to tilt to the side to back Abiyu. He tried to close his eyes. However, it was so difficult because his mind was running around here and there. He could not sleep because there was Abiyu right behind him. Today, unlike yesterday, there is still Reynand among them, while Reynand currently occupies the baby box. Especially because Abiyu seemed to silence him.
This is wrong ... this is wrong ...! this is not the attitude of a good wife to her husband. I know that, I was wrong. But I don't love you brother, I don't want you to be more disappointed in me. It's not too late if you want to divorce me. You deserve a much better woman than me. Because I can't give you love. I will love Rangga forever! he murmured inwardly as he crushed his blanket.
Abiyu opened her eyes and glanced sideways realizing that Reyna's movements were suspicious. He suspected Reyna was uncomfortable so she could not sleep.
You tried so hard to refuse to open your heart to me Reyna. You feel uncomfortable being by my side. Do I have to leave this room? inner Abiyu.
"Reyn, I know you haven't slept!" abiyu said suddenly which made Reyna re-open her eyes.
"Can we talk for a second?" ask again.
Because it was found out finally inevitably Reyna turned around and then moved to sit.
"What are you talking about, brother?" ask Reyna without looking.
"Aren't you able to sleep because I'm here? if it is true that I will come out of this room," asked Abiyu who made Reyna surprised then turned to look towards Abiyu.
"Em .. why did Abi say that. I just can't sleep yet. I can sleep for a long time too!" kilah Reyna's.
"Alright, don't worry about anything I won't do anything to you. Sleep, it's late!" abiyu's word while confirming his sleeping position with his back then began to close his eyes.
Reyna looked at Abiyu from where she was sitting. Her instincts were turbulent, feeling compassion for the man who had married her. He knew he was wrong to refuse physical contact with Abiyu even though he had officially married her. There is a sense of unwillingness to do it without love and only rely on lust. Although Reyna saw sincerity in Abiyu's eyes.
However, Reyna felt that something was holding her back from opening her heart to Abiyu. It is possible that if at this time he tries to open his heart to Abiyu over time will grow a sense of love. But Reyna still held him back, so as not to fall on the man. He felt it was not yet time. Especially considering what Mira said on her wedding day.
What is it with Mira that she looks so mad at me? what is Abi's brother hiding from me? why did I forget to ask you this yesterday! huhh ... I have to ask you this tomorrow!
Reyna's holding him back to talk about it tomorrow. Now the time is not right. It was not good to make a fuss when it was time to rest, especially since he had made Abiyu wait too long. Finally Reyna fell on her bed and began to close her eyes. There was a sense of calm when Abiyu had already said she would not do anything to him tonight. So he feels comfortable to sleep tonight.
But it was quite complicated to do. Because Reynand was busy looking at the picture on the appron and did not immediately sleep. Until Reyna finally took it off and breastfed by turning her back on Abiyu. After an hour had passed, Reynand was finally able to sleep and Reyna was back to rest.
As he opened his eyes he already did not see Abiyu beside him. He looked up at the clock on the wall already showing at 04:30. Reyna rushes up and moves from her bed to the bathroom to clean up and take ablution. He then set up the prayer alone.
After performing the prayer Reyna came out of his room to go to the kitchen. When he closed the door he heard the sound of people teaching. He then went down the stairs to find the source of the sound. He was stunned to see the scene in front of him. Abiyu was reading the holy Quran in the living room.
What a soothing sight in the morning to see it before his eyes. He did not expect that Abiyu had a pretty good personality. What she learned from her second husband. And, when listening to her melodious voice while teaching, as if it can melt her frozen heart.
As he was still silent watching Abiyu. Suddenly someone pulled her cheek from behind. Reyna was shocked and immediately looked back. Apparently Lala did it. Reyna immediately smothered Lala's mouth and asked her to shut up by sticking her index finger in front of her lips. Reyna then pulls Lala's hand towards the kitchen so as not to make a sound so that Abiyu knows of their whereabouts.
Arriving in the kitchen Reyna releases Lala. "Ishh .. You want to know, La!"
"Finally Reyna's mother is funny, she is hintingipin her own husband who is again salaried. Why must it be so rich. You can go straight to the samperin and say 'your voice is melodious, honey. I love you more'! hahaha... !" lala then laughed at Reyna's behavior.
"Review La, don't you tell Abi about this!" threaten Reyna's.
"Yes .. yes, at first Lala was also shocked when the first horrors, Ma'am. Who taught you this early. Lala thinks there's a ghost, uh it turns out Abiyu mas. Surely yes, ma'am. Have a rich husband? it's handsome, rich, kind-hearted - pinter najai anyway!" lala praised Abiyu's figure.
"Don't talk about that anymore. Let's continue cooking!" Reyna tried to divert the conversation.
"Yee ... Sister Reyna from yesterday Lala noticed there is no sweet-sweet know the same Mas Abi. The new bride is also if people say the sweetness of a relationship, the world seems to belong to both. Why is the reality that Lala sees different like this!" lala protest.
"Ishh .. You mostly read romantic novels that are finally happy ending. The reality of life is not as beautiful as it is told in the novel, and choose the storyline at will. Because we won't know what our life's destiny will be like!" reyna said sadly considering her own destiny that was so quickly abandoned by her beloved husband when their marriage age was still fairly short.
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