Being Married to My First Love
Miss Mama

Reyna arrives at Dimas's residence. Dimas has a health clinic incorporated with his house that extends to the back. The main door of the clinic faces directly on the highway, while the main door of the house faces the elite housing. So that the private house Dimas directly connected with the clinic building.

Dimas parked his car in the clinic's courtyard, then got off the detour car to help Reyna get out of the car. Dimas swiftly took a wheelchair so that Reyna did not have to walk too far. Dimas immediately took Reyna to the middle of the building, which was to go to the patient's room room.

"Reyna you can stay here. If you need something you can call Mbak Minah ART at my house. The room is next to the kitchen and next to it is a pantry, for clinic employees. And on the front there are some clinic nurses if you need treatment, you can call them" Dimas explained.

"Good, Doc. Thank you!" reyna said while nodding.

"You can rest, I'll go out first to tell the others about your whereabouts here," Dimas exited the room leaving Reyna alone.

Reyna looked around the room quite clean and well maintained. There is one bed like in the hospital next to it there is a small nightstand, then there is a bathroom inside and a medium-sized long sofa. Outside the room, directly opposite the small garden and beside it there is an open mosque with a wooden fence around it.

The time has shown at 15:00 WIB. Reyna decided to pray first at the mushola. After praying Reyna looked to the side of a young woman who also finished her prayer. Reyna kept the mukena in a small cupboard where she kept the mukena.

"This mother is a patient of dr. Dimas's staying in that room, huh?" ask the young woman dressed in a white suit and trousers complete with a white hijab typical of a clinic nurse.

"Yes, Mother. My name is Reyna" Reyna introduced herself kindly.

"I'm Cindy, the nurse on duty at the front clinic's FO, Ma'am," Cindy kindly reached out to shake hands. Reyna greeted him no less kindly.

"So dr. Dimas has advised me to help Ms. Reyna, if you need help can just call me," he said.

"Good, Ma'am. Thank you!" said Reyna.

"Yes, I'm sorry to go forward first, Ma'am," he told Reyna.

"Yes, Mommy. Please!" Cindy has passed.

Reyna went back to her room and decided to take a shower first. After taking a bath Reyna lay in bed, all day to and fro making her tired. At least here is much better than he was staying at his own hotel must have been very lonely.

Reyna looked up at the ceiling. Remembering the incident that afternoon when her mother-in-law was expelled. Mom's words were still ringing in her mind, sore in her chest. But something made him wonder with the photo that mami showed Reyna last afternoon.

"Where did Mami get my picture and Abi's brother from at the restaurant? That means the person who took the photo was at Kak Abi's restaurant at the time. And that means the person who took the photo knows me and Mami too. Ohh yes, there was a Princess, is it possible that the Princess gave the photo to Mami? But I didn't see the Princess yesterday at Kak Abi's restaurant!" Reyna muttered to herself thinking about it.

Tok...tok-s..tok!

Reyna immediately looked towards the door, "Get in!"

The door opened showing the middle-aged woman behind the door, "Sorry Mommy interrupted her break, I asked Mr. Dimas to bring her some warm tea, and here's a little cake for an afternoon snack."

Reyna suspects it may be Mbak Minah ART dr. Dimas. Reyna got up to sit down.

"Min' Minah huh?"

"Thank you, Ma'am. Sorry to bother you" said Reyna.

"Yes, Mother. I'm the maid in this house."

"No hassle, this is my job. If you need something, just call me, Ma'am," he said.

"Oiya, just call me Reyna," Reyna smiled kindly.

"Well, mbak Reyna. Can I get you some food now what will I do? Mr. Dimas said, maybe Reyna hasn't had lunch yet?" ask Minah.

Oiya, I just remembered that I had not had time to have lunch because of the incident earlier this afternoon. I feel weak and my stomach hurts.

"Yes, I just remember not having had lunch. If I'm allowed to eat in the kitchen, can I?"

"I was bored in my room alone" asked Reyna.

"By Ma'am, let me take you to the pantry. The clinic staff usually eat there. Here's the tea and the cake I brought, then I'll eat there, all right?" Minah took back the tea and the cake on the tray.

"Yes, Mother. Thank you!"

They walked to the pantry. Arriving at the pantry Reyna drank tea and ate the cake that Minah loved. Minah passes into the kitchen to take a meal for Reyna.

"It's the mama's food," put a plate containing side dishes and there's a small bowl of soup.

"Thank you, Ma'am. But is this really a lot of portions?" asked Reyna who was surprised to get a large portion of rice and a side dish complete with eggs, fish and meat.

"Say, Mr. Dimas, mbak Reyna is pregnant, so must eat a lot so that the fetus in the womb is healthy" said Minah with a friendly smile.

Reyna speechless heard Minah's words. Reyna was very sad because she was treated very well in this house.

"Oh Ma'am, I'm so bad because it has been a lot of trouble dr. Dimas and mbak Minah. Next time it doesn't need to be this much. I'm afraid I can't spend it all later on being redundant" Reyna said.

"Slicing...!" suddenly there was a cry from inside the house like the sound of a child.

"Yes, non" Minah replied.

From the outside, a girl stands at the door that connects the house with the kitchen. Approaching the child.

"What's up, Non Qila?" ask Minah.

"Qila will, milk..," he said.

"Good, Non. Just a moment, Mama, make it" Minah went to the kitchen to make milk.

The boy then sat in the pantry seat opposite Reyna but slightly to the side. The boy's gaze then led to Reyna eating. Feeling the attention of little boy Reyna turned her head and smiled. Surprisingly the boy looked sad his eyes glazed over.

"Yes.maa..!" said it.

Reyna was confused by the name of the boy. Reyna turned her head to the left right side with no one else but her.

Did I hear wrong, it was like I heard the boy calling mom!

"Maamaa... howwaaaa!" the boy was crying hysterically.

Reyna was shocked to find the boy crying. Then he stopped eating.

"Eh..Well, what's a pretty boy crying?" Reyna gently stroked the boy's head. Then the boy stood up from his seat and approached Reyna's seat.

Reyna just bengong silent on the spot, confused not knowing what to do.

"Eh, non Qila, it's not Mama, Non!" Minah is shocked to see the actions of Qila who thinks Reyna is her mother.

"This is Mama Qila, Ma'am. Qila misses Mama!" the boy hugged Reyna with tears. Reyna finally rubbed the back of the boy's back to calm down.

"Where is your mother, Mother?" ask Reyna to Minah.

"There has been no Reyna, Mother died in an accident a year ago" Minah said with teary eyes reminiscing about the events of a year ago.

Dr. Shila's wife Dr. Dimas was pregnant, when she left for work she had a traffic accident. Eventually the mother and her fetus were not helped and died. At that time, Qila was four years old. During this time Qila was nurtured by the mother of dr. Dimas when left for work.

Hearing that there was a commotion Dimas and his mother appeared from inside the house.

"Qila, what's wrong, honey?" a middle-aged woman who looked graceful came out from inside the house.

Dimas who saw Qila embrace Reyna while crying could have guessed that Qila must have thought Reyna was his mother. Dimas looks sad to see the scene in front of him. He could only give up while breathing out his heavy breath. Because he was earlier when he met Reyna also felt that Reyna was very similar to his late wife. The difference is that his wife does not wear a hijab and is more assertive in character than the meek Reyna. But from the line of his face looks very similar.

"He who is Minah?" ask Dimas' mother.

"Patient Dimas, Mom. It was Dimas who brought him here" Dimas said.

"It's similar to Shila!" said Dimas' mother bluntly.

Reyna who had been listening to the conversation of the mother and child finally understood a little. Could it be that Reyna was similar to the child mama currently in her arms. It was only fitting that at the station Dimas was also dumbfounded when he first saw it.

"Darling, don't cry when the beauty disappears" Reyna relaxed her embrace. The boy complies.

His cheeks are still wet. Then he pulled out the boy's hair.

"Well, this looks beautiful. Now sit down first yes, he said he wanted to drink milk," persuaded Reyna to invite the child to sit in the chair next to Reyna's seat.

Minah hurriedly put on her glasses then put a glass of milk in front of Qila. He only realized that Reyna was similar to his late master. When not wearing glasses, it was not very clear to pay attention to Reyna's face.

Dimas and his mother were relieved that Reyna could finally persuade Qila to stop crying. Dimas' mother pulled Dimas's hand out to get inside the house to talk to him.

"Dim, let's go inside for a second!" mother Dimas's Word.

Dimas followed his mother into the house.

"Dim, tell me about the beginning you can meet with that woman!" mother Dimas's Word.

Dimas finally told all the events from the beginning he met Reyna until he brought her to this house.

"Oh so, what a pity, she already has a husband. Otherwise you can be a connecting mother for Qila," said Dimas' mother.

"What is this mother talking about? Dimas doesn't want to get married again, ma'am," Dimas said.

"Eh, you don't be selfish, Dim. That Qila was still a child, she still desperately needed the affection of a mother. I'm getting old, can't understand the lives of young people today, especially when Qila later grows into a teenager"

"You're still young, too, Dim. Do you want to continue to grow old!" said Mother Dimas.

"Dimas doesn't want to talk about that anymore, ma'am. Now how do we tell Qila that Reyna is not her Mama" Dimas touched her dizzy temple.

"You told me, I can't bear to see that she was sad when she found out she wasn't her mother. At this time Qila was just happy to find the figure of her mother in the woman," said Dimas' mother.

"Hhhh...!" Dimas breathed his heavy breath. He knew how difficult it was to persuade Qila if he wanted something.

Dimas walked towards the kitchen to return to meet Qila and Reyna. Qila was seen chatting with Reyna. His face looks cheerful. Dimas hesitated to tell the truth.

"Ehmm...Qila now goes into the house first yuk, Papa wants to talk," he persuaded his daughter.

"No, Qila wants to be with Mama!" hold that kid.

Finally inevitably Dimas said in front of Reyna, "Honey, this aunt is not Mama son, Mama has gone to heaven," said Dimas softly.

Qila surged down from the chair tightly hugging Reyna's body.

"Papa lied, this is Mama Qila. Mama's gone home. Qila wants to be with Mama!" whine the boy and don't want to be separated from Reyna.

Reyna was confused as to how. He was afraid of hurting the child too.

"Qila..," said Dimas cut off with another whimper of Qila.

"Mama, Qila wants to be with Mama. Mama don't go again!" he said as he looked up at Reyna, his hands still unwilling to hug Reyna.

Reyna was confused as to what to say. In Reyna's heart, feeling sorry for Qila, this little boy must be in desperate need of her mother's affection. In the end he could only smile while rubbing the child's head. Sayup-sayup heard the sound of Adzan reverberating.

"Qila, can you pray?" ask Reyna.

"It's been taught in school" he replied.

"Let's pray maghrib first?" take Reyna. Qila nodded.

"Qila take the face first, I'll wait here, okay? Later pray at the mosque near the park only," said Reyna while pointing towards the mosque.

"Good, Ma!" he said obediently, then ran into the house.

"Doctor, I'll try to explain to Qila later, while let him come with me" Reyna said.

"Alright, sorry Reyna has troubled you. Your face does have a resemblance to my late wife, so Qila thinks you are her Mama" Dimas said.

"It's okay, Doc. I understand," Reyna smiled kindly.

No different from Qila, looking at Reyna's face also makes Dimas increasingly unable to hold back his longing feelings towards his late wife. He better get out of here.

"Reyna, I have Qila. Soon I had a practice schedule in the front clinic, I wanted to prepare first," Reyna nodded, then Dimas passed into the house after saying goodbye.