Being Married to My First Love
Season2. Disappointingly.
That afternoon Raka came to Mother Maya's restaurant. Raka came before lunch. Raka tried to look around while waiting for the ordered menu to arrive. There was no sign of Fely at the restaurant.
Raka sits sweetly in the corner of the room, while playing her phone. Raka wore a leather jacket, jeans, sneaker shoes, hat and did not forget to wear a mask for disguise so that his face is not easily recognized by the employees of Fely which of course some must have recognized his face as Jerry.
"Excuse me. This is the order, Mas, Caffe Latte and Turkish dessert box. Happy enjoying!" said a waitress.
"Sir, is there a Fely?" prevent Raka from stopping the waitress who was about to leave.
"Nothing, Mom. It doesn't seem to be coming, there is a Maya ma'am. Shall I call you?" ask waitress.
"No need, Ma'am. Thank you!" raka was a little disappointed.
Maybe Fely's at his house, then I'll just go to his house! batin Raka's.
After finishing his coffee Raka paid for his order then went to Fely's house.
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Arriving at Fely's house, Raka immediately pressed the bell located next to the door. A few moments waiting for the door to open and the one who opened it was Fely himself.
"Sorry, who is it?" fely asked as he looked at his guest who turned his back on the door.
Raka turned around as she opened her hat and said hello, "Assalamu'alaikum, Fe."
Deg.
Fely recognized his voice. For a moment, Fely was still stunned as Raka opened her mask and saw her whole face, Raka standing right in front of her. There is sadness that rages inside him, but it is undeniable that there is a sense of happiness to see the person he loves in front of his eyes, after a long time without seeing each other.
"Wa'alaikumussalam," Fely replied almost without a sound being heard.
"How are you, Fe?" tanya Raka broke the silence.
"Good!" fely replied briefly without looking towards Raka.
"Can we talk to you for a second, Fe?" please Raka because she knows Fely is reluctant to welcome her like a guest.
Fely thought for a moment, it seemed like they did have to speak so that the matter did not drag on.
"We'll talk on the porch!" said Fely who is impossible to let Raka into the house.
Raka nodded then sat down on the porch seat of Fely's house.
Fely went back inside the house to make Raka a drink. Raka is a guest. And it was also used by Fely to briefly avoid Raka to arrange his heart when he found Raka suddenly came to meet him in Jakarta.
"Drink!" fely said when returning to the terrace of the house while putting a glass of drink on the table. Fely sat down in the other chair.
"Thank you," answered Raka then drank a little of the drink to reduce the awkwardness between them.
It was hard for Raka to say what she wanted to say to Fely at the time. After seeing Fely in front of him, he seemed to want to ignore Maura's fate and Grandpa's wishes.
" ... " Fely glanced for a moment at Raka with a flat gaze and then turned away without saying anything.
"Both about our serial marriage at that time I had asked a religious leader and said the marriage was considered invalid, because there are no witnesses from your side and also should be a guardian is your brother because you still have an older brother," said Raka explained, so as not to be a misunderstanding between them.
Fely turned to look at Raka. "That's why marriage is considered void and I'm not legal to be your wife, is that it?"
"Yes, Fe. The marriage was considered void. And that means we are not legal to be husband and wife, you are free to marry anyone, Fe," said Raka who felt quite heavy to say that, because his ego wants him to be the one who should marry Fely.
"What does that mean, you will also say if you have the right to marry anyone including marrying the woman you are betrothed to?!" prune Fely with a slanted smile towards Raka.
Raka exhaled when she heard the words of Fely which connoted as if she was using the excuse of canceling their marriage to become access to marry another woman.
"Why do you shut up Raka, answer!" fely exclaimed with a red face and beads his teary eyes held back the pain in his heart.
"I'm sorry, Fe. We're engaged. I love you .. but I'm sorry I had to marry her to help her, Fe!" raka in the end.
"Now you can go, Raka!" fely concluded and immediately stood to end the talks.
Fely held back her tears so as not to fall in front of Raka.
Raka was a little surprised because Fely was as if he was driving her away. It felt so hard to let go of Fely right then and there. He still wanted to stay for a little longer because his heart was sick enough to accept this fact, that they loved each other but could not unite as he had hoped in the beginning while chasing Fely.
"Listen to my explanation first, Fe!" said Raka pleaded for Fely to foresee his explanation of why he married Maura.
"No, I won't listen to anything anymore! is it necessary to help someone by marrying him? go now, Raka! wouldn't your explanation not change anything? you will marry her, right?! and that means you won't marry me like you promised yesterday that you'd come to my family to propose to me!" fely expressed his disappointment that was entrenched in his heart.
"I won't break my promise to Fe, but I can't make that happen for now. If one day there's still a chance I'll definitely do it!" said Raka felt very guilty for not being able to fulfill his promise to Fely for now.
"What do you mean by that word Raka? you want to be polygamous and make me your second wife? don't expect me to accept that, Raka!" fely said in a choked voice as Raka again gave her empty hope.
"It's not like that, Fe!" refute Raka who is eager to explain what she really feels.
"Go now!" fely said firmly.
"Alright, I'll go, Fe. Once again I'm sorry for disappointing you, I love you, Fely!" raka said for the last time.
"Go! assalamu'alaikum!"
Fely stepped inside the house without looking back and reflexively closed the door a little louder.
Brakkk's.
Fely immediately ran upstairs to her room and her crying broke instantly. His heart seemed to be breaking into pieces at this moment. Her first love has run out. His fragile heart was no longer able to withstand his disappointment towards Raka.
Fely dropped himself on his bed and cried. It hurts so much when the man she loves prefers to marry another woman rather than her.
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