Hope and Wish
H&W10 BSC. Video call

In the room, I thought that I should keep my distance from the twenty-six-year-old man. He's the right type for me, taller than me and obviously not bad. 

Even in Cirebon, I continued to imagine his expression when closing the door of my car and waved to me as a farewell. Is this what you call Kasmaran? I couldn't help but reply to her message. 

I am this all-rounder myself, I am strong and independent of everything. But the minus is I'm easy to be, I'm easily tempted by men and I'm weak in faith. Or maybe, because I was lonely and was expecting a male role for so long by myself? Or is this my lack? 

"Ra, the HP of the sound continues." Ranty's sister gave me my phone while carrying Galen. 

Ranty's brother was his sister Mama Aca, his wife papa Ghifar. They were both the ones who took care of me as a child, as both my parents were overwhelmed by taking care of the children and other problems. 

He was married and settled in Cirebon. Our age range is about five years, the distance with mama Aca is about twenty-two years. Conceded the real version, his brother is already a grandmother, he is only twenty-eight years old. 

"False, Brother. Sorry, Brother? I took a shot of it, I nitip Galen for a second." I looked and watched my phone screen. 

"What's wrong, Ra." He smiled and walked into the other room again. 

There's a phone call coming in from dad. 

"Boy Kamprettt! How could a man come to propose?! He said it's the same weekly night as you again!" The meaning and loud voice of the father is everyday food. 

I am not sad and I am ordinary. 

"Yes, Dad. I spent last night at his house." Must be what I meant was bang Berserk. 

"By!!!" Dad's voice was like he was biting something. 

"Is there anyone? Try a video call, Dad." I want to know the situation there. 

Without a claim, a live video call is made. I immediately accepted it, because I was curious about the situation there.

Previously just exchanged chat, he asked the parcel trader to make it where. He just got there this morning on Wednesday, he immediately took a room inn near my parents' house. Later this afternoon, he immediately visited my parents' house. 

"Well, what the hell is this? How can you marry a mutusin for marriage?" That's papa Ghifar's voice. 

On the phone screen, I saw the workshop holding his son. Meanwhile, Hamdan was next to him. Not so many, just a few. 

"Ra, you're home." The phone was shaking, as if changing hands. 

It was the voice of my mother and my father's wife. 

"The work is not done yet, Biyung. If it's all right, I'll take care of it." I look towards my work. 

Dad just flipped the camera into the back camera, but he didn't talk anymore. I got confused myself, because the atmosphere there seemed tense. 

"No surprise, Om. I've been chatting with Ra, we also communicate every day," said Bang Workshop later. 

Because the chat that I think is scheduled, I know if the activity starts since dawn. Once he woke me up for prayer, he also made a video call and showed his activity at dawn. 

No other and no, he was busy grinding clothes and folding clothes that were already dry. She also said that her baby clothes were ironing all. I am a woman, lazy ironing clothes of children, he who is a man even diligently takes care of his son's clothes. Importantly for me, new clothes from the store must be washed, then the brand behind the neck must be scissored, because it can irritate, itch and redden the neck of the back of the baby. 

Yes, only twice Fajr, because Fajr is third, he is already in my area. By Wednesday night he was already on his way there, Wednesday morning he was already there. 

"Ra, just go home. I'll pick you up later. I don't want to play anymore, don't want to play a deal. I want to know your interactions, I want to know your opinion, I want to hear the decision directly from you. I'll take a flight in the afternoon, but maybe to you on Saturday. There's a little problem in Bekasi, I have to understand myself."

It looks like Biyung pointed the camera phone towards the father, it looks like the father is dizzy and half daydreaming. Dad might not want me to fail again, but who the hell wants the household to fail? 

Ten times I heard the surroundings saying that I should continue my household with his father Galen yesterday, but I think his mistake was fatal. It's about innate nature, whereas the problem must be there. 

When each gets into trouble, confronts emotions, it always resolves with violence? Again, it's about nature. That trait is innate, it cannot be changed anymore. I'm rude, but I'm a human being with a mind. I couldn't have suddenly hit someone, if there wasn't a serious problem. 

However, if the matter is serious it can be discussed carefully. Of course I prefer to solve the problem in a good way first, violence is only an insistence if I get harassment or disadvantaged treatment. 

"I'll be home by myself, Dad. I'll finish my responsibilities here." I leaned my back and put my phone higher than my head. 

My neck is tired. 

Shut up, nobody's telling me. Papa Ghifar was out of the house, he seemed to have little need there, not to stumble into chatter. 

I narrowed my eyes at the notification that appeared on the top screen of my phone. I just pulled it and read the incoming message, because I was still making video calls. 

[If you go home longer, the longer the marriage.]

Reading the message, I reviewed an amused smile. 

"Why are you, Dek?" ask biyung suddenly. 

"No, Biyung. Yeah, just talk first. I've still got a lot to do, Biyung." Let them turn around first. 

I turned off the video call, then looked through the status of my family chat app. I rarely make a status, making it the most exposing my son. But look at the status of flowers, alay once until the strip is a lot. 

If all the contents, ranging from the raising of the Qur'an verse, to a short video that is like insinuating someone. Was it meant to insinuate me? But this status has existed since yesterday, when viewed from the time. That means, he may not have known that bang Workshop came there. Or, indeed that status did not intend to offend me. 

Until Saturday came, I speeded up work, even to lack of sleep, because my father said that at noon he would pick me up. I do not know what the problem in Bekasi is, but it seems there is no subsidiary father in Bekasi. 

Along with the spam status upset Bunga, then the father said there was a problem in Bekasi. Is this all still related to Flower's husband? Because her husband is Bekasi and her husband has a business in Bekasi. 

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