Hope and Wish
H&W58'S CHAT. Reprimanded in-law

That night, my father-in-law visited me with his wife. Farah wasn't with him, maybe he was with his father. 

"Loh, Ra's geger is sick and bed rest is total inside the house. I didn't hear you were treated for gini." Hamdan's father approached my gurney, with Jasmine's sister directly taking her luggage out toward him. 

Brother Jasmine arranged food and fruits on the table with father. 

"Well, you'll get well, too, Dad." I know you definitely don't give my bad news to a lot of people, because you know everyone can panic when they hear bad news. 

"What pain did he say, Ra?" ask her then, by sitting in a chair near the gurney. 

"Demam typhus said he did." Either inner pressure. 

"Can't you?" Hamdan's father's forehead is wrinkled. 

"Not knowing, Dad." I turned my attention to Jasmine's father and sister. 

"Han went home to Daddy, he said to you."

Ohh, his arrival apparently wants to reprimand me. Not really looking at my situation. 

"Yes, you're in the process of getting divorced doesn't matter. I just found out that Dad's son is less assertive, even though he's a boy and a child just puppet. How will he continue Dad's business later? How will he take our house later?" Maybe I'm a brave and impolite daughter-in-law. 

"Absolutely, this is the scene." Brother Jasmine glanced at me cynically and rubbed her stomach. 

"Well, tuh. She has a daughter who is her age. If his parents are dead, how will he take care of his sister too? People who take care of their wives are not becus, it is appropriate for the marriage storm for their children to be there guard." My thoughts are getting worse about my own husband.

"Tock his mouth that way, Ra?" Hamdan's father turned his head and frowned. 

"Try Dad feel how his son, don't even negur me like this. I can't make a fuss, if he's not wrong." I glanced at my father, and he was silent with my noisy mouth. 

"Want to say, what is the problem from your point of view?"

Well, I suspect that my husband told his father a different truth. 

"I asked her firmly, I asked her to take Zee for us to take care of, or to release Zee with Flowers until the Bunga thing was over. But he doesn't even want to fuss about Zee's custody, so yeah we better split up for a while. What is your son talking about? What's he saying?" I just took the important points. 

"Like to say that, Ra. Only he opened up about how he felt, he revealed his unek-unties. Which he said, Ra brave husband, fear slurred ugly talk, fear the problem is even bigger if he finds her. Dad came here told him to, said Tengokin Ra, how is he now" he said."

Why similar? What did he actually say? 

"What did he say, Dad? Don't look alike, he really does what's the problem?!" Wanting not to be loud, my tone still went up an octave. 

Not wrong, but not right. 

"Yes, as long as Zee is in the Flower, she doesn't have to be there for Zee. Me, Farah and Galen need him to take care of it too. Don't worry about me a lot of brothers, a lot of children who megang, I've grown to be independent, so he does not take care of us. Jatah Zee, look at Zee, no problem. But he didn't have to be in the hospital for days, forgot to come home, forgot his wife's son. Well, he left that actually knew I had a high fever. But he had the same heart as me, as sick as me, went not home and did not find out about my news because my HP died. Flowers are mandated to convey to the workshop about my pain, not delivered. In fact, the workshop said, Flowers hurt so he couldn't leave Zee. I'm obviously sick, he's sick. The drama is right, really good at my husband let me not go. He made me inflamed again, because that afternoon they went to the playground. Abis therapy, continue to walk three like a happy family to the playground. I'm limp in the hospital, she's happy-happy with her ex-bed. He got Harum's model wife again, his wife could die again. Father's son had no brain, he even angry with me and snapped me, he thought I did not understand him, but he was negligent and he was wrong. Even today I'm not afraid, Dad. I am not ashamed to be a widow! The status of the wife is not to be trampled, she must be literate if my degree has always been supported as hard as my father. Don't get to have her wife's title, my pride is instantly gone. Father's son told me not that he behaved that way to his wife? Dare to be honest, dare not be honest." I'm a sick person who suddenly got well because of my burning emotions. 

My voice is still loud, but here I was not allowed to go home since. How bad is my condition? 

"Tuh, Dad. Ronaldowati I'm fine, if you're angry you don't look at your parents." Brother Jasmine smiled faintly and glanced at father. 

Hamdan's father looked back, watching Jasmine's father and sister who were throwing eyes at each other. 

"The daughter deserves to be the head of the family, Dad" chirped Hamdan's father, the daughter-in-law who doubles as a besan. 

"The prospective director of the Single Men's Clown Company." Dad chuckles a little. 

I'm offended, because they're responding casually to my flattery. 

"Seriously, you're kidding me!" fast snapped. 

They were all shocked, Brother Jasmine rubbed her stomach, while Hamdan's father and father rubbed her chest. 

"Sorry, sorry. Well, later Ra went home asking to be chatted again, want to mix also confused. Which the man described it this way, which the woman wanted it this way." Hamdan's father looked at me and Dad in turn. 

"Udah males, whatever." Dad put his shoulder out. 

"What then? We're parents who're good." Hamdan's father's eyebrows fused together. 

"Because I just found out that Han is like this, already disappointed. Anyway, Han fits the same flower. So worried too, afraid that Han's father would." Dad glanced at Hamdan's father, then raised one eyebrow. 

Yes, it is possible that Jasmine and I will be widows at the same time. 

"What makes you disappointed in Han? His father Han is old, his ego is not as high as his son. From the beginning too, I told Han not to prolong the problem of his son Bunga. Why he must men serepot it is responsible, even though the so-called women do not want to be borne. Just the name of the old man, here and there it supports aja. Young people tend to be reckless, even afraid of not being directed if released." Hamdan's father was like daydreaming, he must be remembering the story of the past. 

"From the beginning, means from before the same Ra?" I seem interested in reading this story. 

"Yes, if he hasn't married the same fragrant. Never give advice, just to. The flower guy ran away, she got pregnant and she ran away. All communication access was closed, but the crazy Han was looking for Bunga here and there. Stopped the flower when he had an accident. Alibi developed the business, he was in Cirebon even looking for information about Flowers, because he knew the birth flower of Cirebon. Over that he went to his descendants, because he said kasian son if his mother is a flower. To the family Harum was noisier again, before really can bring Farah. Either his ego, his mindset, or his sense of regret that needs to be directed. Clearly, I'm afraid he's out of control, so support him." Hamdan's father rubbed his face, then daydreamed again.

He must be tired of having a Handaru child. 

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