Hope and Wish
R&W11. Suddenly hesitated

Since the flower gave birth, about six months ago. Her husband often goes back and forth to Bekasi, but they still look romantic and peaceful. I don't know the condition in the household either, because I only judge from the outside. 

[Later to pick up at the airport here I am, Yang.]

I don't know what's being launched bang Workshop, but I baper. Hopefully, in addition to using me to be able to take his son in Bunga, he can also sincerely love me and be a good parent for my son. Most importantly, he did not return to the DPRT and functioned well for all my life and Galen. 

I can consider him, because I didn't see the minus at the beginning. Not because he was handsome, not because of his handsome body. But he is responsible for his son. In the future, I feel confident that he will be able to take responsibility for our lives. 

It's not just about the birth of a living, my parents are still able to give me very decent food and clothing. But I need a bedmate, I'm a normal girl who's a little itchy. To my husband yesterday alone, I dared to ask for my inner ration. Galen also needs the role of father, he just stuck with the workshop bang makes me ashamed himself. 

[Still a long time, Bang. I was still in Cirebon.] I replied to his message, after a long time of noticing his unfortunately call for me who was behind his sentence. 

[Ati-ati huh?] then a photo is included. He smiled widely, with the view behind him was that Hamdan was holding Farah in conversation with Jasmine's sister. 

Jasmine's sister is my sister, she's my parents' foster child. Previously, he was the son of my mother's ex-husband with another woman. My father and mother were divorced, each of them remarried and had children with their new partner. Then finally my father and mother returned to the reference, and then to pregnant me from the reference to their marriage. 

[Ready, Bang. How is the progress of communication Brother Bunga?] I was curious, although I had previously refrained from asking that question since yesterday. 

I don't know for sure the story of the past bang Workshop and Flowers. But clearly, Bunga seems to use his relationship with Bang Workshop to obtain children and to be able to refer back to her husband. Whereas now, bang Workshop did not accept and wanted to take back the baby that the Flower was born which was the blood of his flesh. 

But the certainty about the child Blood Flower whose flesh, it should be done back test. 

[Meet once a new fit into the fence. After another serious chat with Givan in the house, Flowers permission to om Givan to go home to his father. Until now he's at his parents' place, we haven't had any chat at all.]

Flowers seem to run away, surely he was afraid. 

[I want the matter to go unabated, may Zee's truth be revealed before we get married.] I'm actually ashamed to type the last word in the message. 

[Name of the Flower Zee?] reply later. 

Didn't I tell you before? 

[Yes, Zea Zaaei.] Zeze was wanted, but Bunga was afraid that his son would be called 'Jeje'. 

It doesn't really matter, but he seems to be afraid of his son going viral. 

[I've been chatting with biyung, he said that marriage with the reception plan that I told to biyung, most can run out.]

Duh, long time. If it is close to him, the discussion is already in that direction. It was as if it was provoking my brutality, it was as if it wanted me to bring out my wild side. 

[Over time, siri aja first.] I reply quickly. 

There it is common to marry siri, I don't know what the opinion bang Workshop. But it is done to avoid adultery, as many must be arranged together towards the wedding procession. 

[Don't 😫, official only. Later his sister Farah recorded his mother's son, it was a horror that.]

I chuckled at the emoticons in return. 

[Don't get pregnant first.] Why am I so lewd with my reply? 

Duh, unfortunately it's been read again. About, what was he thinking? 

[How do you want? Throw it outside? In chest? In advance? In stomach? Or in the mouth?] 

It's perverted too. But if men are not perverted, like there is no attraction. When in bed, even his wife who dominates? It's not funny. 

[I don't want to know KB, it's pretty fragrant KB crazy, it ends up having problems getting pregnant.] She added back, because I haven't sent a reply. 

[If it is able to face pregnant women, handle activities that have not been done, take care of children and other female tasks. Yes it does not matter.] I never think about how many children will be later, which is important my husband is good and right first. 

[Ready impregnating many times 😁] 

I imagined her smile, coupled with her distinctive dimples. 

[Come freestyle 🤣] I giggled myself seeing my reply. 

"Yes…. Mah…. Maaaa…." Galen's voice was behind me. 

I quickly turned my chair around, then found my father looking at me flat with his grandson in his arms. I froze, I was worried that Dad might read my private message with the workshop bang earlier. 

"Chatting continues!" sindirnya later. 

I was just showing off my unkempt teeth. 

"Let's go home, talk on the way." Dad turned around and left my room first. 

I immediately followed, not forgetting to take the bag and put my phone in the bag.

"Yo, you live? Then ask for directions, if confused." Dad approached my other brother's mother. 

Bang Zio, he was the father's son from his marriage to another woman while divorced. Biyung is my mother, it's a vocation taught by the biyung for a designation like 'mother'. 

"Ready, Dad." Bang Zio glanced at me. 

"Ati-ati, Deck." Bang Zio hugged me briefly and smiled widely. 

"I'll go home first, Bang." I took the time to rub his back. 

Dad's driving, while Galen's with ASI to me. I yawned a few times, I was sleep-deprived to catch up on work. Uh, it turns out that dad brought bang Zio to continue my work. 

"Don't continue the scandal, Ra. Enough Dad with papa Ghifar who is a matchmaker, it feels uncomfortable living side by side with someone in our past. Even if we're ordinary, but the real awkwardness is there." Dad opened the chat, after this white car entered the highway. 

"I'm interested, Dad." I was confused as to what to answer. 

"Dad can introduce other men, are you ready for the household again?" I looked back, then focused forward. 

I imagined the long run because of that father's words. Married not for a period of one or two months, whereas I was brother to Flowers obviously for eternity. 

What is the severity of my choice, not to damage my friendship with Bunga? However, is it possible if their scandal repeats itself behind me after we get married? 

"Hmmm, maybe…. 

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