Hope and Wish
R&W77. Under dad's supervision only

"You're okay, right? Often Tengokin Hema. We give him routine needs, Dek." Dad took my hand as he walked towards the parking lot. 

"Yes, Dad. But still, I feel like I have a debt of gratitude to Hema." I watched my husband from far away. 

He was smoking and leaning on the car bang Chandra. 

"The motor's crooked too, Deck. Try to stop the car you're driving, so he's driving his bike into your car. I told Wildan I'd be replaced. Wildan's motorbike is the problem, but Hema's crazy and deliberately hantamin to papa's car you." 

I quickly looked at Dad. 

"Gih get in, I'm following your car from behind." Dad took me to the front door of Chandra's bang car, then he covered it to his own car. 

Why am I this stupid? I was conscious, but I forced my emotions. Now, my father has to compensate for all the destroyed vehicles. 

Not just papa Ghifar's white car, my pink car, Chandra's bang car and Wildan's bang motor.

"Yes…." Bang Workshop looked at me, he was like thinking of the words that would come out of his mouth. 

"Yes? Why?" I noticed him playing with the car gear. 

Quiescent. 

But her silence made me even more curious. I didn't want him to just shut up, he should have opened his mouth. 

"Farah lives in Hamdan's father's house? There are caregivers too. The day after tomorrow, they may be heading to Singapore. Farah just brought them in, huh?" he said, by advancing slowly out of the parking lot of this rutan. 

"Why? I'm at home, we're going to Jakarta, right?" I don't understand his decision this time, does he look for a wife to look after his son too? 

"Sir, my brother is in Jakarta. Adek at home, it's okay not to come." 

I looked surprised. What does it mean he wants us LDR? 

"Why is that?" I'm not ready to make such a sudden decision. 

Moreover, our previous plan was neatly arranged. 

"It's okay, maybe it's good this way before."

This first? Mean there's nothing really? 

"Where? THE LDR? I can come, why should I be left?!" I decided to stay there. 

"We need time to catch ourselves. I don't think you can if Farah stays the same."

Jleb, the words are so sharp. 

"Oh yeah, split up!" I needed his support, but he wanted time for us to part ways for a moment. 

"Can't you, don't you just ask for a split?!" He turned his head with a sharp look, then he straightened his gaze again forward. 

"What does that mean?! Farah our son, why can't I be the same?!" It offended me badly. 

"It's not okay, but it's better in the supervision of your father. You are still angry, Brother is afraid you are angry at Brother, but lanterns to Brother's son."

His thinking is short. 

"If nothing happened to you being hugged by another woman, I wouldn't be that close. I don't like mine being enjoyed by other women!" I slipped in his ear. 

"Whatever! The point is, Farah's the same as Hamdan's father." He shook his palm. 

O Allah. I took great offense because of the attitude he took, he was a husband but did not understand my feelings. 

"Yes hello…." He got a call from someone. 

"To where? At home?" He was still talking to someone on the phone call. 

"Yes, heem. Yes, I understand, Pakwa. I'm picking it up now." Smile etched. 

Pakwa's? Pakwa Ken's? Father's oldest brother there, no one else called pakwa. 

"Yang, tell Zee to come. Makwa Ajeng keteteran said, Hua does not like the makwa Ajeng ngurus Zee." He looked over and gave me that cheeky smile. 

"Yes, that's Hema's plan. Seneng right? Look, for the sake of our happiness, others are willing to languish in prison." I don't think Zee can take care of me either. Because he said to himself that Farah should be watched by Hamdan's father. 

"We do not know the motives of Hema, maybe just to be able to get tolerance from Flowers. Any idea that's their way to get them to."

His mind was animal! 

"Whatever!" I'm tired of explaining to fools. 

"Yes, that must be the answer. Indeed from the beginning did not want to take care of Zee???" it was her accusation that made my emotions evaporate back. 

"Whatever! Whatever!" I don't want to show him how much I am, I'm afraid he's growing distrustful of his children under my watch. 

Hanna was so happy when she met me. However, Ajeng's makwa forces Hanna to return to the room. 

"His clothes are in that house over there, Ra. Ask for help later Zee equipment, sorry ngerepotin." Makwa Ajeng was covered in sweat. 

Hua's cry went off once. He appeared carried by the nanny, with lips and fingernails that were already very blue. 

"Sir, don't cry dong." Makwa Ajeng approached Hua, he rubbed Hua's chest. 

So sorry for that girl. Her lips were blue which was completely blue, just like using thrush medicine. 

"Makwa, we say yes? Tell Pakwa later, if we've brought Zee." Bang The workshop is very uncomfortable to be here. 

Understand, Hanna was glad someone visited her. 

"Yes, yes, Han. Sorry I can't talk." He held the large-bodied Hua, then took Hua to another room. 

I feel sorry for him. By Pakwa, he was impressed just to take care of his children. He was young, maybe he was only thirty-two. But it looks much older than the biyung, probably because he really doesn't have time to take care of himself. 

"Dad's son, healthy?" Bang Berserkel kissed the girl who was in his arms. 

Dad's car went straight home, didn't come with us to Ken's house. 

"Zee's in custody, are we going to Jakartanya?" I still wish we could get along with one house. 

"Zee is also the same as Hamdan's father, later Brother find his nanny too. I'm fine at home, calm down. Galen already has a ngasuh too, he is also used to drinking ASIP." He smiled at me. "Anybody brought a car?" He gave bang Chandra's car keys to me. 

I nodded, the important thing is to go home first. I can talk about this at home, I thought. 

However, getting out of the car he immediately took Zee to the house of Brother Jasmine. I went home and waited a long time while doing homework, he did not come home. 

Until I decided to take him home, because the day was going to Maghrib. But his answer made me suddenly breathless. 

"Will sleep here, Yang." That engraved smile of his, only added to my heart ache. 

After everything that had happened and Zee was already in his hands, he seemed to slowly retreat from his position of being my husband. Wanting not to cry can't be, it's the most painful thing for me. 

"Dec, eat yet?" greet biyung, as I run fast with my cry towards my house back.

No one understands me at all, even if it's my husband. No one supported me at all, neither did my husband. 

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