Hope and Wish
A&W83. A piece of advice received

"Sometimes the man thought that way." Papa Ghifar glanced towards the back door, mama Aca appeared and walked towards me. 

He pulled out a plastic chair, then sat down in front of me and Papa Ghifar. 

"Why answer quickly, either Mama or Good Canda?" Mama Aca put her palm on her husband's thigh. 

"It's good that Canda." He laughed off. 

Mama Aca immediately manyuned, then pulled papa Ghifar's nose. 

"And the question is good, so good is the bad person he and his family must still be fed. Well Mama if you just welcome guests just look around, not family, not brother-in-law bestie, guests throw to Papa, or not even busy themselves in the kitchen." Papa Ghifar pulls Mama Aca's cheeks in different directions. 

"Huh! It's still Mama who's sleeping, who's taking care of Papa." Mama Aca flicked her hair. 

I chuckled amusedly, looking at this weathered but still romantic couple. In fact, papa Ghifar blatantly kissed Mama Aca's cheek in front of me. 

"Every mother is jealous, do you use that concept?" I noticed that Mama Aca was rubbing her husband's kiss marks on his cheek. 

"How "happy? Papa you have the same offspring Mama, the business is cultivated together, every day with Mama. The problem of his descent with other women is not so meaningful, because Mama who grew up and his previous wife also died. Your biyung problem? It's just that, Papa you never chat with your baby, never walk alone, never sleep together either. Mama has to rampage? The problem is, just let you haha-hehe to all her sisters-in-law. Don't make me thin, Ra. Needless to say, it's not a mistake and it's not a matter to be debated. After all, Mama knew from the beginning about you and your Papa. Why should I go into shock? You were told at the beginning. It's just about not being calm, worrying, baby like that. Must be a professional man to share the taste, Ra. Dear parents, children, wives, the past, it has its own place. Do not think because he has a past that can not be released, so he does not love us as his wife. Not so concept, let alone we remain fine." Mama Aca paid full attention to me. 

"Recently married, reasonable jealousy of his kek, Ma," said papa Ghifar. 

"If your thinking isn't changed, you'll have sensitive thoughts going on. Grandpa Adi even better minded, Dek. About love, Adi's grandfather thinks gini. My love for you, that's my business. Your love for me, it's your own business, not mine. So suppose his love has already clapped one hand, yes it does not matter. Importantly, Adi's grandfather remains in love with Dinda's grandmother." Mama Aca rubbed my cheeks at a glance. 

"Papa knows you're a legendary character, Dek. But don't use a little violence, Papa so want mama Kin." Papa Ghifar looked at me. 

"Failure, Mama's got a fear going there if you don't have a container" added Mama Aca. 

To be honest, I was offended that I was indirectly said to have othello syndrome like mama Kin. But I can tell the difference between the real world and the hallucinations, and I don't hurt myself. Regarding hurting the couple, I was angry because he did not fight against the embrace of Flowers. 

"Now type a message to Han first, apologize if you accidentally misbehaved him and Zee. We both know, if you really want to lose the life of the flower." Papa Ghifar grabbed me and rubbed my arms. 

"Sok typed, Mama wants to know. Continue let's go, the person is at home he said that Abis Dzuhur to Ashar." Mama Aca smiled reassuringly at me. 

"Yes, Ma." I nodded and reached into my phone. 

"Say, I'm sorry about what happened yesterday. Not mean to hurt brother and Zee, I darkened my eyes because look at the flower hug brother. Sok, type in that simple sentence. Let him open HP, he can see the message. Keep getting ready, come with Mama Aca." Papa Ghifar was still embracing me, and he gave a very convincing smile. 

"Okay, Pa." I walked into my chat room with bang Berserk. 

[Bang, I'm sorry about yesterday's incident. Not the intention to disobey Abang and Zee, I darkened my eyes because I saw Brother hugged Bunga.] I typed the simple word. 

First off, my husband's number is not active. He said, maybe Ashar time he had arrived in Jakarta he said. 

"Yuk, get ready." Mama Aca got up from her place. 

"Ma, Papa can buy a big motor?" Papa Ghifar turned to his wife. 

"Sir, have you ever had a motorcycle?" Papa Ghifar glanced at me. 

"Bicycle ever, nabrakin all those people." I chuckle amusedly. 

"Well, keok. Grandma Dinda is good at cars, good at motoran as well. Come couplean buy Kawasaki Ninja ZX-6R 636 SE." Papa Ghifar lowered his eyebrows. 

"Well, Pa? I thought about the cost that has not been covered by insurance used to be the same father, my dear father Ipan again had a fever because. Papa used to buy it, teach me." I smiled at Papa Ghifar. 

"Kc…. I'm sad Papa anyway, at the very end of the matic, bongsor motor. Mama Aca is most comfortable yes riding matic because, good skirt is not open she said." Papa Ghifar looked straight ahead. 

Yes, I am the same as Mama Aca. It used to be time to pick up the big bang Chandra motorbike, it felt like back pain continued during the trip. 

"Here you go, Pa." I patted papa Ghifar's lap. "I'll get ready first." I stepped away. 

"Yes, Deck. Book a taxi online, Dek," I'll consider papa Ghifar's advice. 

A while later, I was already in the luxury residential area of the city. As usual, like a regular chat, I was just asked to vent and tell stories. The result I think still, I still feel plong like telling father or mother Aca. 

"Need to take no medicine, brother?" ask Mama Aca before we leave. 

"No need, Mom. His sister had no anxiety disorder" replied the man, who was likely a psychologist or psychiatrist, as he drove us out of his house. 

I don't feel crazy either, but I've complied. 

"Thank you, brother? Excuse me, assalamualaikum." We walked back to my dad's car. 

Yes, finally me and Mama Aca decided to borrow a car owned by father only. His car was idle at home because he was sick. 

"Together, ati-ati. The waalaikumsalam." He smiled friendly. 

Just a piece of advice implanted in my brain. The first one said I should be able to win myself, the way to sit down and practice deep breathing. Breathe in using the diaphragm, hold for three seconds and exhale, do it over and over. Although deep breathing can not relieve emotions. However, at least the mind will become calmer and in this state the next decision will be more appropriate and wise.

Second, the effects of anger. Consider the effects that occur if anger is not controlled. Relationships with family, relatives, relationships and others can be stretched and even destroyed when anger is not controlled. When things are calmer, think about the steps we can take in a problem. Violence is not the best way out, because there will be repercussions after anger is resolved by violence. 

Third, don't overdo it. Fourth, pray. Fifth, the right time. 

What is meant by the right time is, do not just vent the momentary emotions that will eventually be regretted in the future. Controlling emotions is different from dampening emotions, dampening emotions is limiting yourself to expressing feelings. Muffle emotions can even be bad for health such as anxiety, sleep disorders, tension, the body is not healthy, even depression. 

Therefore, it is recommended to pray also because the prayer in question is to pour out emotions or complain to the Creator. There is a suggestion not to overdo it too, because it has been written also that happiness should not be excessive. Moreover, emotional and sad. 

The point is, I have to think long every time I go berserk. I hope I can control myself when I am angry, the main thing is that I have to think about the impact first. Or at least, I must remember that our opponent has a life and a family. Don't take people's lives, because there will be one family that can take revenge on me. 

I hope I'm ready to read a reply from my husband. 

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