Hope and Wish
R&W47. Insulting

"Ra fasted her cake was shocked right? What else is cravings?" Pakwa asked, but the question offended me. 

I don't know, maybe my nature is like a distracted dad. 

"People forget that I'm a pesantren?" I replied with a light laugh. 

Rough huh? Why did his smile disappear? 

"No cravings yet, Pakwa. Doain aja soon," chimpal bang Workshop by including dimples cheeks. 

We planned to postpone the pregnancy, but why did the workshop answer as if he was expecting a new baby and my situation seemed unable to give. 

How do I want to go on a rampage like this?

"The marriage is not necessarily a child, Pakwa. If you want to have children, you can't marry either. But I want to be happy, to have a child back is an incredible sustenance" I said directly. 

All eyes are staring at me. Flowers, Hema, Pakwa, bang Workshop, uncle Gavin and papa Ghifar. 

"Yes…." Bang Workshop rubbed my knees. 

I glanced at him, then I looked back at the eyes that were still looking at me until they turned their eyes. This is my character, I was taught adab and manners since childhood. But I don't like it when I'm faced with such judgment, I'm not a defendant. 

"Why, Honey?" Bang Workshop grabbed me, then he leaned my head against his arm. 

His prowess is not diminished, he is not thin and he is not short now. She's been a regular since marrying me, no physical changes other than her hair being trimmed yesterday afternoon. 

"Nothing." I don't understand my mood either. 

"You want to go for a walk after this? Want a selebgram healing? Come on…." He rubbed my head. 

Whether this is a lure, so that I am excited to take care of Zee, his son with Flowers. Uh, but why do I think like this? Did I eat the words of my brothers? 

"No need, Bang." I broke away from her embrace, I chose to lean against the wall. 

Dad came, but didn't bring Farah. 

"Where's Farah, Dad?" Bang Bisker immediately questioned the fruit of his love. Oh of course he was in love with his previous wife, he once said that he would not marry again if his mother Farah did not die. 

Why do I think like this again? I was impressed with the envy of the people who were present before me. 

"With his grandfather, his late mother's family called" he said." Dad sat flanking me from the workshop, he opened a letter in his hand. 

It actually does not work, Bunga already admitted it. But bang Bisker still want proof to our family, especially pakwa, so that the name biological father is strong for him. 

I think evil, that he needs recognition and recognition. 

"Here, Bang." I gave it to Pakwa after opening it. 

"Bunga is still the time of iddah, the pesantren do not accept Flowers." Pakwa said that, while reading a letter from the big hospital. 

Whatdoes thatmean? Does he have to stay longer next to my house? Do I need to be neighbors with him longer? 

What else did you mean to say this? So should I be next door to Bunga for another year? 

"After the holidays, it will be taken care of, Dad. Yesterday I couldn't have made it possible, Dad. Please understand." Hema looked at father, then she bowed to him. 

He felt guilty for Dad. 

Dad was just a beard, he turned to me and looked around. 

"Blood type goes with Han." Pakwa Ken clucked and shook his head. 

Wh why? Amazed? Zee is his son. Suppose I could speak that piece. 

"I don't know, Pakwa." Bang Workshop focused on staring at the father of his former bedmate. 

I used to be less familiar with Bunga, because he was impressed just want to bang Chandra only. Plus, it's one of my husband's past and he also often tries to taunt me. Not to be mocked, it is also seen that I have been badly offended. 

"You won't know, Han. It's a planned will, don't demand it also to the Powerful, Well. Ask her child, why is she so confident that her husband accepts the results of others?" Hema looked at the Workshop bang, then turned her attention to Pakwa and Bunga. 

"I've been quiet for a long time, but I'm more and more confused with you, Bunga. I may be ODGJ, but you must be ODGJ's cake." Hema laughed wryly. 

"Today we discussed three, you kept quiet a lot. Now many people, you dare to talk. Want to get your people's sympathy?!" The tone of speech goes up at the end of the sentence. 

"What should I say? I offered a referral, right? What else do I have to say but answer no? Do I have to say, thank you and let's start all over again?" Hema seems to have power here. 

Either because he has been treated seriously by the party who is an expert in handling it, when yesterday-yesterday he was still under the influence of drugs. 

"If you don't want to take that chance, you don't have to talk this much." Flowers added his opinion to judge Hema as well. 

"Hey, was I given a chance? Not back, Miss?" Hema's crisp laughter was more blaring. 

"At no cost, even the p***k sell free services cake model will not be accepted by me. Don't be hurt the most, from the beginning I divorced you, because you deserve to be happy. I'm not divorcing to refer to a more runny story! You demand everything you have to get from me, don't expect me to be as sincere as receiving someone else's child." Hema's emotions were visible from the hue of her face that turned blackish red. 

"You mean what insult my son, Heh?!" One piece of glass bottled mineral water was slammed onto the floor covered with this thick carpet, until the water soaked the people and the carpet as well. 

"Idiih, his own son who humiliates himself." Hema seemed to be very satisfied with the Flower, until the Flower was only able to bow. 

"Go here, Hem." Dad patted the place next to him, I remained flanked by the Workshop bang. 

Hema said, she nodded and immediately moved away. 

"We are adults? We open adult chat, insulting problems we continue to meet in the alley." Dad patted Hema's lap with a serious face. 

I know you're just joking around, the proof is that the workshop, Uncle Gavin and papa Ghifar laughed. We big families already know together, if the joking father is a little extreme. 

"So what, Bang? He means how, about the flower that has not officially divorced, about him who has not even been able to have his good times, is the same as nurturing Zee? Does Zee still have to be in Flowers until all that process is complete? Is that what it means? Then why, from the moment they married, Canda said after Han same Ra married, Bunga wanted to be lodged? After the reason of the fasting month, the holiday of Lebaran and Lebaran leave, so the flower plan is postponed again until the divorce and iddah process is completed?" Dad immediately asked me a complete question that urged me. 

I'm sure it's an insistence, a reprimand and a reminder of all the words he's said before. 

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