Hope and Wish
H&W70 RESEARCH. Irritability

"It could start with a hostel first, sir. So for example, you propose a new dormitory for boarding school A, later assisted again his correspondence if indeed you are matured want to build a dormitory. If for example the impromptu wake up boarding school, people who know about the past of the Father, who there pesantrennya do not sell, for fear of his children perverted if entered into pesantrennya Father." The law enforcement father gave advice with a small laugh. 

Makes sense. 

"okay, agreed. Ask the request first, and then say again, right? The pesantren Ra mondok aja, because his room booking was already the booking of lodging fifty thousand. Full of all, even though in advance asked for a room for Ra. Where knows pesantren that lack of dormitory, because some are rejected also by reason of full dormitory." 

I'm just gawking, Dad, it's easy to decide something big like this. Is it because the money is no longer available? 

"Ready, sir." The law of my father turned towards me. "Please sign first, Brother Ra." He gave me the questioner. 

"Okay, where?" I showed you the letter I was holding.

"Here, Brother Ra. This one can be read first, can continue to be affixed another signature if it is understood." 

I have a lot of letters to sign. About an hour later, I was able to get out of my dad's office. 

I looked at my husband, his face looked gloomy. We will go to Jakarta tomorrow. It was only after two weeks there that we were asked to return to prepare for our wedding reception. 

"Why, Bang?" I approached him who was smoking alone on the porch of the house, after his stomach was filled with lunch. 

He looked up, then combed his hair slowly. 

"Sadly, all in-laws do not believe. If you do not love Adek, do not remember their kindness, do not see their affection to the children Abang, maybe Abang desperate to take away Abang's wife to stay in Jakarta aja," he said with cigarette smoke seeping from his mouth. 

He was carried away, he was offended by the attitude of the father. Human, but I don't want my husband to hate my role model. 

My father is not evil. I believe that and I just need to make my husband understand. 

"This is the father's business that you hold, Han can help, but you can't let go for Han." Bang Workshop gulped his saliva, visible from his up and down junks. "Why? Is not the husband and wife one? Yesterday, I was laid off from work suddenly. I asked why, is it because I missed work? But right it's still a Lebaran leave, do you have to be absent too? Dad didn't answer at all. Until suddenly Hamdan's father opened all, if Givan's father lost his trust with Abang because Abang spent the night in the hospital. You think, what should it be? Sick children, not the wishes of my brother. Flower problem is not a mandate, it is not the will of Brother."

Wow, apparently he is not literate either. Did I have to fuss again about yesterday's problems? Uh, but don't make a fuss. I have no emotions, last night I drained the tank. 

"For the matter of Brother being dismissed from work, father lost respect because Brother did not have my condition to the brothers. Brother will have the number of my brothers, brother also have a biyung number, why not ask my condition? I was taken to the clinic, dehydrated, Bang. Do I need to check my personal CCTV? Let me know my weak condition. Actually, the point that makes you disappointed is because of that. I also feel disappointed with Brother, because Brother is not worried about me," I explained as gently as possible. 

He looked at me for a long time, until he finally breathed. 

"Mind runyam, not thought, Yang. On the day Adek was taken to the clinic, on that day also you can explain from the doctor about Zee's medical condition. I'm sorry you're negligent, but you're so complicated." He grabbed my right hand, then kissed the back of my hand long enough. 

It even just slipped out, as soon as I pulled my hand. I'm trying to understand the male brain, which he says can only focus on one point or one problem. My men are ordinary men, but my role models are disappointed. 

"The west gini, Bang. Dad's a glass, keep daddy's trust in the brother's water. The glass was broken, because suddenly the one that entered the glass was a large-sized ice cube with a sharp tip. The ice cubes were likened to father's disappointment to Abang, because of Brother's attitude. Continuously, the glass was fixed for a normal fungal value. Masked left right, the tape is likened to a letter of agreement and explanation from the mouth of Brother. Although after that Brother showed all the goodness of Brother, like this water of goodness Brother. The glass was already broken, so the water never collected in the glass, always leaking, seeping from the sidelines of the glass full of tape. So the value of its function is reduced, even though the glass looks intact with full tape. As long as you know, my father's words also make me think twice. Dad said, it is the nature of birth Brother who brings a heavy brother to the child. Meanwhile, Bunga took the opportunity and made his son as a tool to mess up Brother. Indeed, the health of someone who knows, the nature of birth is anyone who requests it as well. The wrong thing here, because Bunga used brother. The point is, I'm not really sure if the flower is also sick. If you don't have that cake opinion, maybe I'm divorced." I hope my husband doesn't hate my father's assertiveness. 

"Udah happened also everything, which is important the attitude of the father to Abang is still good. I don't hate you, but everything's been this way. Do you want to invite the enemy's father? Brother nyungsep in front of dad, I'm sure you will not nolongin. Be a daughter-in-law who does not decide the relationship between children and parents. You can take me and get me away from Dad? From me tadpole, until I became Ra like this because the role of a big father is right. You know what, if I was called a son? From the story of the big family, I was nurtured with my father, brought my father to work and brought father along? I just clicked with Mama Aca, because dad has a new baby and inevitably I have to give up. I can't, so every day it's raging. Incidentally Mama Aca has Nahda, sister-in-law, is the same age. So the reason to play with Nahda, do not know to be taken care of until I stick with mama Aca. Mama Aca is her father's cake person, her character, her assertiveness, her attitude and her brain as well. Maybe because of that, I can also click on the same mother Aca. If you think any further, threaten to leave me if I don't want to come with Brother. Maybe, I just got sent back to my dad. I know my heaven is in my brother, but the good husband doesn't break the cord between the child and the parent. The sign Abang is not good dong if the cake is that? Better to leave them, right? After all, if our soul mate is not long, I will return to live with parents. I don't want to look for it because of my parents, because I don't know our soul mate for long." My logic is playing, hoping to open my mind through my words. 

He seemed to think, hopefully he did not think more ugly about father. Hopefully, that sense of belonging has been extinguished. 

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