Hope and Wish
H&W91W&B. Mama Aca's point of view

"Ra, you have every right to defend your husband. Not even flying it higher, until you forget that you ran out of thread for holding it out. After you hit Bunga, you kept letting go of your husband? You're a moron, aren't you? Just humiliating yourself. There must be a flower talking gini cake, he mocked you. You made me wretch like this, it turns out you threw away the man you were guarding until it made me wretch it." Mama Aca imitated the voice of the person at the end of her sentence. 

"Originally you know, Dek. Mama was once given a talak not directly with her late father Nahda, he said you will not be picked up again. That's the condition when Mama's parents at home Mama and Mama is always a reason to stay at her parents' house. Mama dropped Mama's ego, Mama whined to be picked up and manut stayed in her parents temporarily until she believed Mama again. Because it's not comfortable there, not sleeping well, so Mama is sick. But Mama still pointed to the responsibility of Mama as a devoted wife and can take care of her, even though in a sick condition. Until finally he has really believed in Mama, pity Mama, finally we sentin to nquatin home KPR Mama who had contracted. She began to understand that Mama was not comfortable living in-laws, she thought she was sick because when Mama went home to Mama's parents and she came, Mama recovered, returned home again to the house of in-laws, and then went home, sick again. Finally we decided and agreed to occupy Mama's own house. It's pretty nice the house is contrasted, Dek. So that Mama should pay the installments, so there will be a handle. Not the person who contracts who pays the installments, but the money from the house that is contracted is to pay the home installments. At that time, Mama's husband was just an honorary teacher, whose salary was not up to five hundred thousand, while she forbade Mama from working. Mama try to keep her husband, if he does not die, Mama will not change husband. In religion the talaq is arranged in such a way, there are one to three talaq. Keep you a freshly ingested woman, direct the religious court gas overnight. Talak aja given free distance refer to within three times menstruation. If you are related to your husband and wife, it is void that is the only talak. You were divorced overnight, and you've lost the religious rules and the religious courts." Mama Aca bobbing heads. "Suami who does not provide a living, after three months there is the right of the wife to sue for divorce. Once there is a distance of time, well you immediately slashed overnight." Mama Aca breathed out with her cigarette smoke. 

"So, am I wrong?" I think it's useless, because Han always responds to Flowers. 

"No longer know who is wrong and who is right, but if you keep losing the religious rules and the religious courts, you will never have a permanent husband. Get married in a hurry, divorce in a hurry." Mama Aca turned her face away. 

Is he mad at me? 

"So?" I watched Mama Aca closely. 

"Yes, maybe you're embarrassed if you finally pull out the drawer. Keep stopping near the men, if the baper himself so. Baper doesn't have to be married, Dek. It is natural for women to feel with a male attitude, because it is as weak as we feel if someone understands about us. Uda, matengin used to be your mindset. Mama thinks in boarding schools all sorts of things are taught, Dek. Including divorce like this. KDRT, okay accepted for divorce. Well this, the matter of kek gini, overnight immediately sued cetai." Mama Aca rubbed her nose and threw her cigarette butts. 

"My problems are complex, Ma. After all, he's the one who fucked me first." I noticed the smoke still billowing from the cigarette butts that were thrown. 

I can only be silent, compared to that problem yes my problem is nothing. However, in fact I was greatly tormented by Han's attitude towards Bunga. 

"Male toys are a big risk, like men are at risk of defeat, already want to live with men is a lot of risk. If your father is not his aunt Mama, the economy is not supportive, ****kasa** it is dubious, maybe Mama will not be as brave as this risk to start a household again. Having a husband is tired indeed, but not having a husband is more tired because Mama has to make a living by herself." Mama Aca started her second cigarette. 

"We used to think of being a widow. For yourself, Mama said yes it feels bad. Moreover, Mama is not a person and used to live as if before. No husband, no son to help. No husband, we starve inner living. No husband, less stomach full, less worthy of taste. Although having a husband is tired right, it feels like having many babies, but it is good to have a husband, because the only friend after the household is our husband. Mama's just another story, no longer telling you to fail a divorce. Only later after you intend to have a husband again, remember this Mama's story. Although your papa is a bit of a drama, it doesn't matter to Mama as long as she can be a comfortable and responsible life partner. His bad qualities, his innate nature from birth, it's a risk we're willing to live with him. You can't tolerate that, how long will you marry a divorce? About the flowers and their children, you know from the beginning. Just like Mama who knows that papa you once dated with your baby and know a little about their perverted memories. How should Mama go? Request divorce? No, Mama was told at the beginning. Be familiar? Yes, you have to understand, anyway they do not repeat their perverted story. Papa has a daughter with another girl too, there's Kal and Kaf."

I have a reproach to ask. 

"If Mama's condition knew their bawdy story turned out to be repeated, how?" This is my case. 

"Why? Want to name the collision conditions yesterday? How bawdy is that? Was it then that Han again enjoyed Flower's chest? Or again a photo along with a kiss cheek pose? Mama is also sensitive if the innate ex-boyfriend husband. But his condition, Mama's husband respects his sister-in-law who is his ex-girlfriend. Her ex-boyfriend also, indeed never did the act of swaying his body in front of Mama's husband. Do not ask how Mama if Mama's husband is perverted with you, because it has certainly been made the same deceased your father. After that, Mama snatched all your fathers from your biyung. Satisfied you?! Don't love like it can't happen, Ra. Your eyes also glared when Han was hugged by Bunga, you know what his original condition was, not Han deliberately perverted. The rest of the problem, yes you are the only one who can not guarantee the point of view of your husband." Mama Aca caught her breath. "But Mama believes, for the sake of your prestige as high as your father's. Mama's sure, you'll never pull your divorce lawsuit." Mama Aca glanced at me, then turned her gaze in another direction. 

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