Hope and Wish
H&W60 BSC. Father's assessment

"He's not polite to carry my HP around." I immediately put my hands together. 

"Udah, his name is also husband and wife. What privacy does he have? You got a girlfriend? Not really. You don't know Dad's HP colonized biyung every time Dad sleeps, it doesn't matter Dad anyway, anyway biyung don't know how to toy m-banking." Dad chuckles a little. 

Don't tell me, I forgot about the problem with the Workshop bang. 

"Dad, why do you call him my husband? Daddy still has a daughter-in-law to him?" I don't want you to forgive the Workshop's mistakes. 

"If her son is still happy, what? Back when Vano was discovered too, Dad didn't mix too deep. But he's self-conscious, turning your brother to me without your brother's knowledge." Dad took his breath slowly. "But you already know that Han Kek, I won't give him a lot of confidence. He also did not cooperate with Dad, when Hamdan came home from looking at you, Dad said to convey to Han so as not to go to work again to Dad. If he took ASIP too, why the hell yeah, why is this so. I don't answer, I'm still fucking here." Dad pressed his heart. 

"Who said I'm loyal?!" I immediately spoke out loud. 

"Here, heal the hell again doyan already." Dad glanced at me cynically. 

"Well, is that it? You don't want to help me to make him assertive?!" I'm ashamed to be cornered by dad that way. 

"Bantuin, definitely. What matters is that you're healthy, so you have the energy to slap reality. But if observed, in our family there is no such thing as gentle Han. Why did you say he was soft? Because of this insistence, he even ngadu. His feelings were soft, his heart was easily messed up. Not soft, he said to father Ghifar, but his heart could not be forced and insisted this way. He has to win his cake. What is the language? Eum…. Let me take Zee, for example. His scar is not that big. The first time we went to her house, right? When we find the address of the Flower and Hema. Will cake cry, just as the three of us come. Everywhere, the man did not want to hold a child. No, no, what does it look like? I'm so confused myself." Dad scratched his head. "Don't snack, Dek. Dad's cake gini right, snacked yes not long. We have to work, plus hold the child, the cake is not able to do that. But he was desperate to take a child, with only a father, to be willing to do the task, even though his life remained tight. He is personally the gini kek, so yes can not be blamed as well, innately he was born already got the same nature. Just about the decision to take Zee or release Zee temporarily, he must have something to advance. His father's people told me, Han cried when he got home. I feel you are not evil right, it means that he is a gentle character. I thought that, Dek. Just how good you said, which obviously I must have been more careful to judge Han after knowing his nature like this. The first one, for example, does not love him great trust anymore. If he can be directed, corrected and you accept his nature, you're fine. You see, I understand, if the father's son is in love with his husband. Daddy's time forcibly separated? It's bad, Dad. If it is still fixed, fix it. Try to cement her as I mean, if indeed you still want to be fine looking for the middle way of your household as she is. If you want your mind to be tormented and let your hope disappear, yes let the situation stay here, gini, because soon the household must be destroyed if there is an unfinished problem and not one house." Dad leaned against my wide open door frame. 

Secretly, it turned out that father was observing as well. I remembered a piece of his treatment, indeed his character as father had said. 

Galen had a rampage one day last night, the first time Farah moved in with me. He was not pleased that there was another child whom I called, he was angry and he vented his anger by crying incessantly and refusing to be with me. During Galen's rampage, yes, the father continued painstakingly to relieve Galen's tantrums. Various ways to do, even I know he did not sleep because my son woke up if lowered from his arms.

Just how is it? If he repeats again like that how? But if Zee is with me, it's unlikely that he's getting into the Flower device. But fearfully, Bunga even often come to the house because his son is here. 

Well, another problem later. 

"Dec…. From the beginning, I told you, do not men who have a scandal like our big family. Lah, you're maksa. If you forget, even you ask to be characterized. This just start like, sure to immediately break up with Han? It's the man with the scandal that made you excited to go back to the household. I don't mean for you to survive, but I don't think this is a big deal. I'm sure he immediately came without any drama to the playground first, if from the beginning he was told you were sick. He was consumed by the drama Flowers, but his cake he had not eaten the hose***** Flowers. But try Dad's corner tonight, want to know his reaction if it's resuscitated." Dad was bearded with a straight forward manatap. 

"What's up, Dad?" I still watch my father closely. 

"It was made known, that he was trapped in the game of Flowers by reason of the child. I'll go back and forth, you don't have to think about that. Just rest, tomorrow if you eat his body, change the prayers that you have left. Dad came home first huh? I want this Maghrib."

I came home in the afternoon, naturally now it will be Maghrib. 

"Yes, Dad." I don't feel sleepy yet, I want entertainment by watching movies on my laptop. 

"Later Maghrib Han came here, now he's still nyuapin Galen in your brother's house. You want to eat, stay to Biyung aja huh? Maybe you forgot about food." Dad left my bedroom door. 

"Yes, Dad." I massaged my knees and got up to take a walk in the room. 

Bang Workshop is feeding Galen he said? He still remembers his responsibilities as a father Galen? 

I checked my kitchen and laundry room. Everything is clean, everything is neat. While in the clinic, I remembered the moldy rice on the magicom. Now that the rice was gone, the magicom was clean and empty. Either biyung, or brother Key who takes care of my house. Because my father once said, that brother Key he asked to close the window of my house and turn off some of my house lights. 

I walk into the living room, I arrange my laptop, extra speakers and cooling pad so that my laptop does not heat up even though watching movies for hours. Not forgetting, I took out some fruit that was still worth eating from the refrigerator. 

I miss watching movies with Nahda and Cani, we both like to watch but are limited because of our status. Cani who is still single so sad to come to my house, because I married again. 

"Assalamualaikum, Ma'am Ra. Healthy, Mamah Ra?" 

I looked quickly at the guest who knew the password to my door. The guest went straight into the house, with the boy showing off his gums. 

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