Hope and Wish
R&W24. In the workshop room

"It doesn't have to be neighbors, we can go after Zee. But back again, the greatest power is in the hands of om Givan." Bang Workshop started chewing his food. 

"If Bunga was at home in his father's house, he would not live in our neighborhood. Dad just not okay, Bunga impressed to ask for help to be given temporary shelter. Why is it so sad to dad, if he does not feel at home in his parents' house? It will be bad dad himself, where the house is empty. When counting children, the father is short of housing for his children." I really understood my father's bad feeling when Bunga told me about it. 

"Says to put it in the pesantren, yang." Turn herself into eating. 

"Well, maybe that'll be after Zee brought it." I glanced at the food and tasted a piece of meat from his plate. 

Tasty, but dear who has the plate glanced. 

"Caera," he mumbled. 

"Take you!" I pulled my nose muscles, I put on an ugly face. 

"Take the meat, the meat is three pieces." He laughed pointing at the plate. 

Yeah anyway. 

I laughed, because the meat that became the side dish was not worth the rice. Funny as well presentation like this, but obviously there is a shortage of side dishes. 

"It was at the gentong empal, wasn't it?" He whispers. 

"The taste of all soy sauce." I added my opinion about this restaurant. 

"Yes" he said with a laugh. 

You guys like this no, if it's eating at the diner and it's far from what to expect? Me and the Workshop bang at the frequency, as it continues to comment in low voices.

We were walking in the mall, looking for something that caught our eyes. Farah was still slumbering in the stroller, her father faithfully pushed slowly. 

"Bang, buy instant MPASI for Farah aja yuk?" I am not a person who likes the latest fashion, I still care about my appearance which he said like bu Hj. 

But so far the workshop has never complained about my clothing style. I still look expensive, despite wearing cheap clothes. I said so, so I'll take care of it. 

"How the hell, Yang?" He was still looking for something. 

"Yes the cake brews a sachetan coffee, but the water is not much. What date was Farah born?" At least, it should last six months. 

"Date five, which. This month is six months."

Waduh, it's been five days. 

"Yes MPASI is fine, I will take it for example. Buy the cutlery, too, Bang." I found a baby counter at this mall. 

I chose the items Farah needed, unfortunately there is no instant baby porridge here. Baby porridge anyway, in minimarket can also be. Maybe you'll just go home later. 

After the workshop paid, I immediately took me home. The truth is, I'm not the one who likes to be in a crowd like this. I'd rather be on the streets, or a henchman at home. 

"To the workshop Brother, Yang. Teach her to make baby porridge."

Pity also Farah, if the malpractice of his father in making baby porridge. I immediately agreed, then went up to the second floor of his workshop. 

Quite comfortable, there is a bedroom and sofa. The bathroom in this room also exists, unfortunately it is the room next to this workshop office. 

"Hot water, Bang." I let him joke in bed with his son. 

"Active dispenser, Yang." I heard Farah's laughter too. 

The girl was apparently very close to her father. 

I'm getting hot water and room temperature water. Then, I also took the washed bowl. 

"Bang, attention. It's hot water, it's cold water, it's the baby's porridge just a tablespoon." I took him to the edge of the bed. 

"OK, ready. Look at this." He immediately distracted her. 

If Galen had initially used the rules, after a month he would have eaten freely at any time. In fact, I've already connected it with finely ground fruit. 

Last week, I ate rice. But he can chew, even if there are no teeth. 

"okay, Yang. How else?" He was watching me closely. 

"Stir, until the dough is this soft. Don't be too dilute, don't be too k****." Because yesterday he only drank formula milk, surely his digestion was surprised if immediately process the texture that is too k*****. 

"OK, Honey. Here, try to bribe. You carry him, brother bribe." 

I immediately exchanged tasks, I gave the bowl to him. Then, I immediately lifted Farah's body. 

Her hair had started to flatten, but the longer her hair was in front. Length is still uneven. 

According to the current picture as in Galen, Farah also spouted food that had just entered along with the do'a that her father had said earlier. Bang Workshop laughed amusedly, he had already seen such a cute cartoon. 

Until finally the food runs out, Farah immediately burps and whines to want to move on his father's embrace. Farah who was full of the figure of his father, he was held and patted gently on his back while sung an Islamic song by his father. 

Farah was trying to get to bed. 

Uh, this is in the room. There is a bed, quiet, supportive atmosphere because it is cloudy. If Farah sleeps, it must be my turn to be bullied by the Workshop bang. 

"Bang, I'm going home? My work's not done yet." Just an excuse, when in fact I could just do my job tonight. 

He turned his back. "Call Brother, send us your address." He walked towards me. 

"Can, huh?" I thought I would be banned from going home. 

"May, understand. Do you want to be delivered?"

Ah, I think it's a pity Farah wants to sleep. Time to travel again? 

"No need, Bang. I'm taking a taxi online." I was confused, because he was stretching his hands towards me. 

"You what?" I frowned. 

"Small hug, why?" He already did. 

Farah looked back, she looked at me. 

"Can't be, Bang." I felt his face approaching my temple. 

"There's no Givan here, you can." He grabbed my waist and kissed my temple. 

I was silent about his treatment. But my brain is still running. I'm still wondering, maybe this is the first time that adultery began. 

There are opportunities, there are feelings, there is a man's treatment. 

"Why? Any more?" He looked at my face, after releasing my body. 

"Oh, I mumbled. Good brother call dad deh, say I accidentally met me that. Ra asked for a quick agreement, do not have to wait for that eid." I grabbed his arm. 

Want to go home, but even at home because of a fleeting hug earlier. Though it was just a parting hug, not long and not so meaningful. But I was touched, my mind was dirty, my body was comfortable. 

"Your parents said that? Try telling Givan yourself, dare not?"

Well that's it, I'm scared. I'm afraid you're thinking all the way, I'm afraid you'll get your verdict again. 

"Kiss, Yang. Ngadep here." He whispered into my ear. 

I could at least have someone talking directly into my ear to this point, my brain was instantly in error and my faith was instantly weakened. 

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